First of first… i’ll like to wish Vivien ( Cb ) a very sweet happy 25birthday…Ok we celebrated it yesterday… haha…. a small celebration… But as long as the people surround u are ur loved one…. it’s does nOt matter how big or small the celebration is… Right…. Love u…

 Secondly… i felt very stress today…. I dun kNow if i did the right thing today anot…. coz,  When stan ask me how is ice working attidude… i say something bad… but to be the true, indeed it’s bad and i knOw that she is trying to improve…But yet i say it out from my mouth…. But her improvment seems to fall back to wat she use to be in the past…. disappearing for few hours and try to rush her work in the very last min…. while spending the rest of the day… watching show, listening to songs…. and doing notHIng…. but after say such things…. i start to feel guilty…. i dun knOw if i say the right thing or wat… coz stan wans me to stand in her place… and take over her…. so i really do nOt know if i did the right thing to say the true or should i say… i’m talking bad behind her back?  that i really do nOt knOw… she’s really nice and sweet as a friend but nOt a workmates…. i can say that…. so wat should i do…. can anyone tell me…. please…. i felt like crying nOw….  wat happen i really make her lost her job….  she will be very pity…. Hope stan will just give her another chance….

Another tHing i’m upset about is that.. the job i really wan… did nOt call me back…. i was totally upset about it… totally totally upset….

Another thing is about jos…. i really dun understand how can a person be so meow… to his gf? or fling esp when it’s near their birthday?  faint…. damn fuck hIm….

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