Wow… After six years… we fInally met again… It’s a Happy gathering with Happy People living in this world…

They are the most happy people that i have ever seem in this world… They seem so happy to me every time we met…. Well… It’s a short gathering… But a happy One…

They are the only people who can make me laugh alot.. even for just a few hours…

They make me know how simple the world can be… so so simple that no one is actually putting on a mask… and treated everyone with true heart…

Love u gals…

Really love u people alot…

The world is always full of laughter with you beautiful people around..
me and yu shuen

Me and Lin Lin…

Hahaha… so so so happy…

They are ANGELS TO ME… MY LIFE TIME ANGELS… Hope that they will find their life time angels too…

I use to believe fairy tales do exits in this world….

where the prince met their lovely lady…. and live happily ever after….

I believe everyone has a fairy tales in their heart… which they wish that it will come true…. But does every fairy tales come true… I dun tHink so… coz, At least mine didn’t come true… after believing in so so many months and hope that it will finally come true at the end of this year… turns up Nothing in the end… i lost everything… I was lost in the lust of Love…

I ended up a loser… Lose to a person younger then me… i Miss you alot… yet i tend to let go this time… Not that i dun wish to fight back anymore just that i believe in nO turning back… Once the Love we use to had, had be betray by you.

I miss the time:

when we cook together…

when we brush out teeth together…

when you massage for me…

when you watch dvd and vcd with me…

when we catch guess x3 every sat night…

when you fetch me…

when you take mc and accompany me whenever i dun feel like working…

when you cancel the tution time and keep me accompany…

when u teach me how to roller blade…

when u give me knowledge about bball… when i kNow nuts at all…

when u drink with me…

when u sleep beside me…

when we went to the zoo…

when we talk for hours…

when i feel insecure and you are there for me…

when i cry… you will wipe away my tears with ur hands and hold me tight to sleep….

when u put me on top of the world…

But i lost you… finally in the end… coz u finally found someone who u really love but that person is nOt me… this blog is specially open for u… this is the last blog that i will ever written about you… coz i dun wish to get upset anymore… i will not tell anyone about you anymore… I will not like to hate you… coz, i believe you will have your own reason… but not loving me anymore… I believe that she will be a more suitable person who makes you love her more then me… therefore, i choose not to hate you… the finally and the pics i love during our whole of our relationship….

I will miss my slpy head alot… a toy who is own by me and you.. BuT i will nOt wan it back, Not that smell that u have given to Him… i will miss Him… and i’m sure i will miss Him…

I will miss all those tHIngs that we have done before…

I will miss the road that we have taken….

I will miss  the long talk we had under the Block….

I will miss all the songs that we lIke…

I will miss the path we use to take before …

I will miss the tHings we use to eat…

I will miss the show we watch before…

I will  miss everytHIng we once done before….

I will miss you….

But…

No… i will Not wan you back… and i Know that u too… will nOt wan me back…

I will try to give up…

I will try to forget all those tHIngs that we have done before..

I will try to forge the sweet sweet path that we have went….

I will try to forget everytHing that include you… the pic of u

I dun know if i should be happy or sad…

Have already given u my full full blessing… yet when i saw the photos of u and ur current gf…. i felt like crying… it’s hurts… it hurts me alot… just within 1 week… and u are involove with another gal… with wat u say that u will nOt be so fast to get involove with another relationship…. a console and lie to me… to make me feel better…. Have u ever knOw that all along…. I have knew the truth, and just keep quiet… how stupid and been a fool all the while… Why lie….

My feeling is a mix nOw

Really hope that u have never ever appear in my life to mess it up… U bought me to heaven and bring me to hell…

I will never gonna forget and forgive u… as such things have nOt happen in my life ever before…

Maybe i just felt bu gan xin, why have u treat me this way, and nOt because i still have feeling for u…. maybe

Now…. Now… i kNow…. Why or How come ur heart is no longer with me anymore…

Cos u have fallen for her… Ur room mate… the person who you had rented ur room to….out of  kindness

And u have fallen for her just becos she took care of you when u are drunk that only time… that only time when u are drunk when i was nOt around to take care of you… Now i Know… i was such a fool… to have Notice it so so late…

Just becos of her one time kindenss… and u forgot all the sweetness that we use to had….

So… This is How it goes…

So… This is How a relationship suppose to be…

This will be the final time i gonna give u a chance.. and u had spoilt it by saying that ur heart is nO longer with me…

It’s cool coz finally everytHing came to an end… and NotHing more… i won’t like to drag anymore… it’s tired to know wat u are thInking in actual… too tired to think about anything…

Letting go is the best road for both of us… Dun turn back… Never will i turn back again, i won’t like to see u ever again

Good Luck baby… all the best down the road… 19 June 2007

Again and again… u are playIng mind games with me… wHat haPpen… we just patch back like 2 days ago… and Now you are telliN g me that u had a fear that we will be like last time… fighting all over again and ending up hurting each other again and again…

Then why…. why in the first place… u wanna to patch up… u shouldn’t have.. and u should nOt… if u already have such tHink ing inside u…

Are u playing mind games with me… aren’t u tired? if u are not… i’m already sick of it… i have make my stand clear… if this time u will like to break off… i will never ever return to you anymore.. never again…

No point dragging… i dun wish to drag anymore… my life still has to go on… without you… i will look for my future and nOt looking back at the past… if u like to keep on looking at the past… i will not stop u… as i will only look at what happen down the road and not hanging around the past…

Good luck to u… and Happy Birthday to u too…

Cheers…

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