Last Monday, I had an oral test at my office.
The test is all about my new position.
Actually, the test should be on Tuesday.
But from Tuesday to Friday, I’d had to attend the orientation of my new function.
So I’m the first one who had this test.

One of my friends tried to get every single detail of the test from me.
She’d called me like 3 times a day when I’m attending the orientation.
It’s kind of annoying. Finally I told her about the test just some parts of it.

When she took the test on Tuesday, the instructor asked her if she knew about the test.
She told him that she didn’t know about it but the instructor kept asking..”Really??”
Then my friend told him that actually she knew a little bit from me.
OMG \(*o*)/ She is so mean. How could she do this to me???
The instructor won’t let me pass the test. T_T
I HATE HER. I thought we were friends but I was wrong.

I tried to think that it wasn’t her intention. She just fell for the instructor’s pitfall.

What should I do????

I’ve worked as an analyst assistant for almost one year.
I’ve been surrounded by friendly colleagues. They are like my family.
One day, my boss told me that I will be promoted to an analyst of another team.
I was so shocked. I don’t wanna move. T_T
I loved my job, my clients, and of course , my colleagues.

The promotion makes my life to be so stressful.
It required high level of Toeic score. And I’m not so good at English. ~~~
I’ve gotten a score of 795 the latest time.
My new boss expected me to get more than 800.
GOSH!!!! Isn’t that enough???

My new challenging task is to join the international project.
I have to attend the classroom training for 5 weeks. And the trainer is an European.
(sigh). There will be 10 candidates who are going to join this training.
The last day of the training, I have to take a test.
And the result of the test will be the tool to determine whether I am able to
work as an international analyst.
If I pass the test, I have to go to UK to have the on-site training for 3 weeks.
If I don’t pass the test, I have to attend the second training in my home country.
And if I don’t pass the test again, I will be fired. GOSH !!!!!
They are trying to drag me to the hell, aren’t they????
They know that I’m not so good at English but they still offer me this position.

I didn’t even have an opportunity to say “NO” coz
they’ve already find the staff to take
my current position. What the hell!!!!
I have nothing to say.

I was so scared.
I’m afraid I can’t understand what the European says.

My parents encourage me to face it bravely.
If I can’t do this, just accept the truth and continue my further study.
(I’ve just gotten Bachelor’s Degree last year)

I’m so sorry if you read this and don’t understand what i wrote.
I know my English is not good.
I’m not a native speaker.
I’m not born to be but i’m trying to be.

I will be grateful If you have a good advice for me. (^_^)

On last Sunday, I and my friends had lunch at Dimsum Restaurant.

I ate too much Dimsum so I skiped dinner.

On Monday morning(Yesterday), I felt dizzy.

But still gotta work….T_T poor me.

When I arrived home after work, I found that it’s not only me who felt so sick.

My friends who had Dimsum also felt dizzy as well.

One of my friend can’t go to work.

Today I still dragged myself to the office.

That’s so suck. I felt like the earth spin around me when I stood in the train.

I had a splitting headache and also felt dizzy.

I took some medicine. It took 2 hours to feel better.

Now, I’m OK.  Just want to make u guys be aware of food safety.

Christmas is coming. . .

Merry Christmas to everybody.

I havn’t wrote here for a long time.

Because I have a lot of things to do during my probation.

I’ve just start my career in October.

At the end of this month, I’ll work here for 3 months. \(^_^)/

 I don’t know whether this job fits me.

I always keep thinking about what to do on my holidays.

I’m so boring when I’m at work.

Getting up so early makes me crazy.

How long can I keep up with this???

I just told u that I’m going to start my carreer next month.

But yesterday I’ve recieve a call from Adecco (The first

company that I have job interview with)

They called me to let me know that I passed the first round

of the interview and the second round is coming in a few days.

Oooooh you know i have to start my job at another place after this

second interview. The problem is I’m not sure i could pass the second round.

So I shouldn’t refuse to work at another place, should i?

I really like working with Adecco ‘coz  it’s not too far from my home.

I hope that i’ll do a good interview in a few days.

I’m so confused now.

T_T

Now I’m in my hometown again ‘coz  I need some time off

before working @ the new place.

I’m sooooooooo worry about my new job…

new workplace…

new boss…

and also new co-worker.

My first day is Sept. 1.

But on August 28-29  I have to join my new co-workers at the factory.

I’m so shine around new people ‘coz I never know what to say.

I’m not very outgoing or talkative.

T_T

I don’t really want to join them but I have to.

I know I have to do it.

But writing this entry in this blog makes me feel better.

I just need to speak out about my feeling.

Sometimes somebody in sanriotown gives me some advice that help me alot.

And this time, i hope somebody will give me advice, too.

Thank you

After I was interview by Adecco, I’ve never recieve any sms from it until now.

But the day after the interview at Adecco, I was interviewed by TATA Steel company.

And in the night after that day TATA  called me

and they told me that I got that job.

I was so surprised coz i don’t think i’ll get the job.

There’re 4 interviewees who were interviewed for this position.

They all looks smart except me.

When I waited for the interview in another room,

i thought that i’d better never come here coz all the

candidates looks so strong and i can’t do a better

job interview than them for sure.

And then… it’s my turn to have the interview

i came into the interview room with the hopeless face.

I didn’t feel nervous at all.

There’re 4 interviewers in that room…

oh… what the hell…?!?!

ok That sounds funny.. i thought

I talked to them like the way I talk to my friends.

And when they give me a chance to ask them back.

I asked them about my weakpoint in the interview.

Coz i thouth i will bring their answer to improve

my weakness for the other job interviews in the future.

But they don’t think i have any weak point.

I didn’t believe them . I thought they just didn’t dare

to tell me the truth. . .

I don’t really think i’ll get this job but I get it.

oooh… Should i be happy or shouldn’t i be???

The workplace is quite far from my home.

I don’t want to wake up so early to go to work.

And I don’t want to reach home so lately afterwork

because of the traffic jam around the workplace.

But my father really wants me to work there.

And the salary is quite much.

So I think I’ll try to find the apartment around

the workplace when i’m sure that i’ll do that job in a long term.

 …..

Today I was interviewed by Adecco for the position of management trainee.

That sounds like a businessman. Right? ha ha ha

I had to do many tests today….-_-”

But before I arrived Adecco there’s sth happened to me.

….

….

I was lost !!!

I felt nervous again and again.

But the taxi-driver helped me to find the right way.

Oh Thank you so much..

When I arrived Adecco, I have to fill in the application form

and write English essay about Tourist Industry.

My English is not good. I’m so worry about this one. T_T

After I finished the writting test, I have to do the computer test.

The computer tests that i did are typing test and Microsoft Excel.

And then I had to do the EQ test.

And the last one.. is the oral test…

yeah  it is the job interview.

I was interviewed by a woman who interviewed me in English.

Oh… I felt nervous again.

But I think I tried my best today.

No matter the result is, I’m happy with all I did.

Now I know that I have to practise my English a lot more.

Coz my life is depend on my English skill.

 …..

……

But I still don’t know what I should  do first.

After I broke up with that slimy guy,

I decided to go on diet.

Now I’m fatter than I used to. . T_T

And next month I’m going to graduate.

So it’s time to go on diet.

Breakfast and lunch : I can eat everything except snack and  fast food.

Dinner : Only fruit is allowed!!!!

3 hours after dinner, I have to exercise.

I love to listening to music and dance.

So it’s not too hard for me to keep dancing everyday.

Now… just wait and see what will happen next month.

 Ha Ha Ha

Oh!! This time, I’m gonna call him “slimy guy”.

I just knew about the reason that he broke up with me.

Someone told me that after I came back to my country,

he dated with the other girl.

And that girl is my closed friend.

How could they do this to me?

Maybe he lied to my friend like the way he did to me.

ok  i’m not mad at my friend.

I think it’s time to forget him and find somebody new.

I have to stop my feeling.

He’s not a cool guy anymore.

I don’t wanna look at his photo.

I don’t wanna see his e-mail.

I don’t even wanna hear his name.

Good Bye FOREVER