I feel different.  I feel like I don’t know who I am anymore. Someone or something changed me. I don’t like who I am now.  I get this horrible guilty feeling and I can’t take it anymore.  I hate this feeling. Whenever I’m on Facebook, I’m scared of whoever talks to me will think I’m just an annoying person. I think I’ve become a bad person.  I’ve become selfish and pathetic. I wish I was never born.  I wish I had a different life. I don’t want to be May Nguyen anymore. 

goodbye halcyon days