today durin SCI rehearse of the pledge o.0 i was faintin. i was like swingin too n forth. sadly im born like tat…i can walk n dun feel tired but cant stand probably coz of blood circulation….n for ppl hu hates me will feel tat im juz actin, wadever XP…durin dry run, every1 says tired, well understandable it was like 2 hr… but im seem to use to tiredness coz of the jobs tat i tk this days. my job was much mor tired then tat…charmaine requested to work, but is tat i dun trust her…SO SRY CHARMAINE T-T coz thrs 1 time…charmaine i hope u dun mind XP we went to walk ard SG…she complained, haix….so hard to say whether she will gv up after distributin some flyer, but dun worry charmaine! gt better lobang ill gv u :)…like distributin flyer at shoppin centre…

N i juz realised camp is mon n tues, faint… means i hv to re-schedule tat i will hv to work durin sat, so when i came bck, i was like sms non-stop to peiwen frens tat wan to work(new) n my game’s fren call pearlyn XP n her fren..well can u believe it?! her boy de fren all wan do 2000 or 3000, n i was like O.O…i was dyin when distributin 1000 le, they still can 2000 n mor O_O n then peiwen’s fren frm 2a2 wan 2000 ea….gosh, im faintin….anyway i predict they r strong XP

Sizhen- is nt tat im stubborn or wad, i juz dun wish to continue our relationship, becoz i feel tat im sacrificin too much but im sure the reply frm u will be ”im sacrificin mor then u” if ill to explain i would be able to write an essay. but ill like to end it wif some words ”i dun wan to believe in my tarot tat our relationship will be restored” n then ” i juz wan to end this”