Today, went thr wif a uniform,  i din noe nid to wear councillor tee. haix im always like tat, nv hear properly….then rush home to change. when i came bck, nazry asked me to go in the rm n shout out tat i rush home, well i dint lar. He did. Lol..he is funny among the exco…or rather qing ning n him is the funny people inside, well joel is funny but he laugh to himself and it is hard for him to make ppl laugh. Then when goin out to hall, i saw Zachary bein scolded by ms kaur n frm wad pearlyn wrote…he is nt in council now…mrs rupesh really mean wad she said but of coz she dint gv Zachary a slap lar… but i tink Zachary now is v sad…The rehearse was alright, my mood was ok… Then is the sec 1 n 2 nominated council games day. Then i strted to be moody for some sort of reason…then felt the game was boring even though mrs rupesh n the Ex-co crack alot of jokes…the game was borin due to my mood lar….N im sure my rebellious stage has arrived becoz i sort of hv 2nd thought of quittin council…well nt tat worst lar, juz thinkin onli…but of coz i wont quit…i hv been in for 1 yr n is nearly out of probation le leh…

im juz waitin for my sec 3 to come… n ya this yr, a leap yr is a v bad yr….disastor n mani bad things came.. whether it is personal or world, personal is of coz my rebellious stg…n world is the myanmar n china n USA stockmarket….bad yr huh?

i believe i was ur next closer frens after them

but today u make me realised im nt

u hv ur freedom to choose ur fren

i dun blame u

but im juz pure sad i wasnt ur 2nd choice of fren

ur sight, though tryin to say u were sry

but u still make me sad

i can still be ur fren, but i wont share any mor secrets

with u…

today durin SCI rehearse of the pledge o.0 i was faintin. i was like swingin too n forth. sadly im born like tat…i can walk n dun feel tired but cant stand probably coz of blood circulation….n for ppl hu hates me will feel tat im juz actin, wadever XP…durin dry run, every1 says tired, well understandable it was like 2 hr… but im seem to use to tiredness coz of the jobs tat i tk this days. my job was much mor tired then tat…charmaine requested to work, but is tat i dun trust her…SO SRY CHARMAINE T-T coz thrs 1 time…charmaine i hope u dun mind XP we went to walk ard SG…she complained, haix….so hard to say whether she will gv up after distributin some flyer, but dun worry charmaine! gt better lobang ill gv u :)…like distributin flyer at shoppin centre…

N i juz realised camp is mon n tues, faint… means i hv to re-schedule tat i will hv to work durin sat, so when i came bck, i was like sms non-stop to peiwen frens tat wan to work(new) n my game’s fren call pearlyn XP n her fren..well can u believe it?! her boy de fren all wan do 2000 or 3000, n i was like O.O…i was dyin when distributin 1000 le, they still can 2000 n mor O_O n then peiwen’s fren frm 2a2 wan 2000 ea….gosh, im faintin….anyway i predict they r strong XP

Sizhen- is nt tat im stubborn or wad, i juz dun wish to continue our relationship, becoz i feel tat im sacrificin too much but im sure the reply frm u will be ”im sacrificin mor then u” if ill to explain i would be able to write an essay. but ill like to end it wif some words ”i dun wan to believe in my tarot tat our relationship will be restored” n then ” i juz wan to end this”

today, i went to meet up with peiwen n some of my game’s fren? din realli mit up luh….then  manage to gv out the flyers n get my pay! fun is fun, but is v tirin but then wad can i expect, haix…im so young, so inexperience, n no o’ lv o.0. so actually, if i complain, i wont be able to tk out any jobs le lor -_- n i cant expect the pay to be 100+ rite? -.-!! im nt spoilt brat either, or maybe for ppl hu tink they r gd n im nt gd enuf. so is alright for me coz i get this pay n is able to store in my bank or probably investment, haha. AT LEAST i work at the rite age n can work early then the majority SG kids rite? absorb mor experience so nxt time realli wan work, gt lobang n can choose le rite?! better then panic onli after u guaduate n wan to work le rite? crap….some mor poly le can pay ur own fees, u cant expect ur parents to pay for u at tat time….XP n peiwen, she is so nice, even tirin n she is goin to collapse -_- she still nvm n onli tink dun wan gen qian guo bu qu XP