我

好像

愛上壞壞的死神…

成日都唔開心嘅

好唔鍾意自己

點解唔可以女仔啲呢?

唉

好討厭自己… 好討厭自己ah!!!!

A new friend. So glad to have friends having lesson together, the feeling is so much different. Time flies with laugher and joy. Good, I enjoy it. I am really such a 慢熱 person that I never seem to make any friends during my first year school. @.@ owgggg….

Anyway, Louisa is very inspiring to me. She is a very objective person. Classic example: “Is this gal pretty?” She could never just answer “Yes” or “No”. Her thoughts come in layers, “Ask her to put-off her make-up and I’ll have a look.”; “Her proportion is not really right” (reminds me she’s a drawing person); “輪廓not define enough”; ” I don’t like her dyed hair”.

WOahh…. she’s such an interesting person. I could never expect a simple question comes with all sorts of answers from different aspects. CoOl! Somethin’ I shd learn from her: Don’t judge & be subjective. Try to look things from different layers, angles and aspects.

Thirdly, I like the way she handles negative criticisms. “I dont care her, thus she cannot hurt me.” “I would feel upset, if my friends say that, ‘coz I care.” The concept of defining people you care and you don’t, good for people sensational like me. “I pity you to be stuck in such a position.” “It is U that is angry, she’s successful if she could turn you mad.” “You don’t have the value to turn me mad.” C’mon, all sorts of ways of thinking, but to conclude, it’s like… only real people you care could make you upset. Forget all those asshole around you, there’re way too much of ‘em in this tiny little world.

Finally…. Want to improve myself a bit…. minimize saying things that are NEGATIVE. I sort of criticize people too much :”) I hope I can do it! Minimize it! Minimize it!!! for a better version veronica

Goshhh…. so many things happened recently.

First of all….my eating disorder…. I cram myself with food in a way desperate people drank themselves with alcohol. Indulging oneself with food… @.@ Increasing weight…. becoming fat…. and hating myself…… ohch! It hurts so much…. hope this is being cured now….. should treat myself better…..

Secondly…. Argued with an authority figure… making me really mad… c’mon, why should I follow if it doesn’t make sense? But, finally… i know I shd… that’s why authority is called authority!!!

Thirdy… yeaheee! Dad is back! We went to Kowloonbay and shop for furniture… :”) Have dinner together in Yuenlong大榮華… Yooo*** the food is soooo yummy!!! >vn_____

Finally school started this Monday

On my second school day, I’m still late

Late late Late… always late -n-

Yet, I am quite excited today that I’ve got a really cute tutor~! *v* When I walked into the classroom, a glance of him has already surprised me…. goshhhhh**”He’s so cute!” I kept repeating it to Louisa and Iris.

I won’t forget his white shirt and jacket paired with his red pants. Owhh…. he told us that he’s into fashion

haha…. i hope i’ll be enjoying my new school life :”)

Yeahe! Today is my birthday! I am so delighted… oppz! I am entering my twenties! omg*

I didn’t expect that my first birthday greeting sms is sent by Auntie Gemma,, haha… surprised! God is with me, thanks lord.

My second sms greeting is from Jerry! Ha, he really remembers… quite contented. Thanks again. He asked whether I am ok….. well, didnt reply because I have no idea how to.

Finally…. I got Archibu’s call! Woah… i thought you’ve forgotten! You’re always to first one to call >nv

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