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Archive for December, 2009

Happy Thoughts Make You Fly

Monday, December 21st, 2009

Good bye, dear friends. I am leaving for Italy this evening. In the last few months, I have been so down and confused. I think I would have needed a sanity check if not for something like a holiday to cheer me up. A good old friend has planned this trip for us and has had the itinerary written down to micro details. Angels come in various forms! I hope I can survive everything and if their snow storm does not kill me, I will be back on 2nd January.

As I walked along Orchard Road yesterday, I was immersed in such a huge crowd. Some were screaming away, rough and noisy. Some were running all over, jovial and carefree. Some were just walking along with the rest, enjoying the Christmas decorations, and stopping every so often to capture the moment with their loved ones. No one seemed to be alone and I wonder what is wrong with me. If there is one thing I really hate, that is having to hold a conversation with myself in my head whenever I feel like telling someone something. Like whenever I see something and want to say “Hey, look at that!”, I hate to be the one to reply to myself in my head. “Yes! That is a grand xmas tree!”. I hate it.

After I am done with packing my stuff for the trip this afternoon, I will write a post on Kittylab@SG. Did I mention that I was there? I am sure you will love the pictures.

That is all my dear friends. Happy thoughts make you fly - Peter Pan

My lonely walk

Thursday, December 17th, 2009




When the sky fell on me

Sunday, December 6th, 2009

I went to Compasspoint. I wish I could bump into you there. I wish I have the courage to call you to ask for help. I wish I am not alone because I am so going to break down. You would know what to do to help me and my family. You wouldnt leave me behind - all alone.

With someone coughing himself to death every night, I couldnt sleep a bit. My head is so heavy and I am so tired. Half of the time I am not able to think straight. I wish I could just disappear from where I am now. Or just take me instead. At least she needs him.

My impatience,
My restlessness,
My ungratefulness,
My lack of confidence,
Change me for the worse.
But you had understood me.


Thursday, December 3rd, 2009