Isnt it beautiful? If only I am part of the picture. I would make a cup of hot coffee and sit outside the house with all my guy friends. We would chat about nothing constructive and I would giggle every now and then, and they would adore me and hang on to every word I say. While waiting for our hot coffee to turn cold, we would play snowballs and make snowmen.

Stop dreaming. It is almost 2 AM in the morning and I just started up my computer because I couldnt sleep! What is with me?! I am supposed to wake up at 5 AM, which is like 3 hours from now! OH NO.

Oh, I had quite a fruitful day yesterday. I took the day off from work since I didnt have a class, to attend to something important in the morning. In the afternoon, I went to town and it was another shopping spree again. I bought a pair of gloves and a purple cardigan HAHA. I love my new cardigan so much! Just a few weeks ago, I bought a long coat, and a pair of boots. I think I am going to be the poorest girl in Amsterdam.

Then in the evening, I went for my second last piano lesson for this term. I dont know if I should go for another term of piano lesson. I love playing the piano, no doubt, and I have a lot more to learn. I dont mind going for another term, but I dont know if it is a smart choice, since I havent got a piano yet and I think my lack of practices is giving me some problem.

…and this is what we did! I was a prep chef for the first time. I cut the onions into thin strips, then I cut the bell peppers into thin slices and finally, I cut the tomatoes into not so thin halves. The head chef did the rest. He made the dough, marinated the beef, placed all the toppings on the dough, covered the toppings with lotsa cheese and forgot about the corn. And tada…

The ready-made pizza hot from the oven! It’s one of the nicest pizzas that I have eaten!

In the last few weeks, I have not been really nice to people around me. My tolerance level was really, really low and I lost patience with many people around me, and maybe even with those who were not around me. I dont know if they liked me before but I know they dont like me anymore. I dont know what is wrong with me or if it is really with me, but sometimes I just feel so tired of the things that are happening around me.

I wish I could do better than this. I wish I didnt hurt you. I wish I didnt hurt anyone. I wish I could just close my eyes and sleep forever…

 <– with my babe beside me.

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Of course not. I mean dutch food. Duh.

Hutspot, potatoes, onions and carrots.

Hete bliksem, boiled potatoes and green apples.

Zuurkool stamppot, sauerkraut mashed with potatoes.

I want to eat these real soon!

HAHA! Who stole his microphone?

Wilber Pan is an American-born Taiwanese singer and actor. If you dont understand Chinese, I think he is just trying to say that nobody gives him a microphone because nobody thinks he is good enough…

…or something along that line. HAHA.

 HAHA! I like Xmas trees, especially those really big fat ones. This one is really way too thin for my liking. It looks a bit ill and half-done but since purple is my favourite colour and it has purple add-ons, I say it is in luck. HAHA. I had to take some pictures with it. Oh, what do you call those things that you hang on to Xmas trees? Add-ons? Plug-ins? Anyway, I hope this Xmas tree gets bigger someday somehow, hopefully before Xmas.

Hello Kitty wedding rings! How cool are these?! Read this, the ring for Him has a Hello Kitty’s head engraved on the inside and the ring for Her has a Hello Kitty’s head engraved on the outside. How appriopriate!

Another Hello Kitty ring. This is probably the cutest diamond ring around. I mean, a ring with a diamond-filled Hello Kitty head has to be nothing but the cutest.

Man. Look at what I just downloaded? Charmmy Kitty Browser! HAHA. I am so in love with it although I dont think I will use it for work, or even for fun. Just funny to look at. HAHA.

Oh, by the way, Charmmy Kitty does not have claws.

Study the above figure and answer the following questions:

1. Does Hello Kitty have a mouth?
2. Does Hello Kitty have four arms, or for this matter, four legs?
3. Does Hello Kitty have claws?

Some weirdos think she has claws.

Save them.

By the time you read this, my boring Tuesday should be over. Staying at home to tidy up my wardrobe (not even the rest of my room) is PLAIN boring. Seriously, who bought all those stuff in my wardrobe!? Jeez.

I am glad that I am going back to office tomorrow to lead my boring old life. I mean, between doing boring stuff like staring into space, grading without using my brain, eating oily and unhealthy food, drinking lousily-made mocha, freezing in my office room, using smelly washrooms, and talking to just as boring colleagues, AND tidying up my wardrobe, I rather do the formerS. Who wouldnt?

I hope I have a better night tonight. Last night, I had a skin allergy on my legs and I almost scratched my legs off my torso.

Sigh, I am depressed after spending a day alone at home doing the most boring task.

I will be having these…

…in my dreams tonight. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight and I have something for you too…