…and one of them leads to your heart.

Midnight, and I am feeling down. I wonder if I will ever find that door. I wonder if I had the right door then, and I wonder if your heart was with me. I thought I had you, and I still miss those times. I wonder if I will ever find you again. I wonder if you still think of me, still remember us, and all the good times we had.

…Time went by as I wrote your name in the sky, fly fly away, bye bye.

When he’s calling for you.
Listen to your heart…
There’s nothing else you can do.
I dont know where you’re going
And I dont know why,
But listen to your heart…
Before you tell him goodbye. 

…and I really want to believe that it is. The sun was up and shining but not before I reached my good old work place. I did not eat anything until almost 2PM but I was also not hungry. Appetite lost me and food was near crap. A nice teabreak with a friend in the afternoon bettered my day and I actually thought I heard myself laughing. Love is in the Air~ and it comes from all the lovely friends I have. It comes every now and then and I am happiest when I am surrounded by love and attention. I miss the time when I was constantly the most important person in someone’s eyes. I am just not contented with my life. I miss my smiles.

…and I just reached home from a nice weekend. Great food and nice company. I am not exactly happy at this moment but on the brighter side of my life, I am actually enjoying the quiet sunny afternoon and looking forward to a possible dinner with a friend tonight but it still depends on her schedule but dinner or no dinner, I guess being on the brighter side is already a feast to the brain.

…spent eating blue cheese pizza and watching Singapore-Malaysia soccer match. Pizza is nice and the soccer match is just kind of boring.

My little side thought is distracting me. I actually feel like shopping for world peace and also to see if I can find some new shoes and new clothes because what I currently have in my room really bore me but I am just so lazy to do so and every shopping mall is so crowded with those nothing better to humans. I mean, do they not have better things to do than to shop for shoes and clothes?

Okay, second half of the match just started. I guess I will have to stop here. Till another time, enjoy your life…