…It would smell like you…
Not that I believe in heaven. I’m Buddhist.

…I draw stars on myself in the vain attempt of making myself as beautiful as the night sky…

…You have given me everything I could ever need and have ever asked for…

My niece is a great lil actor. Check her out in this photo. She’s pretending to sleep.

…to illness.
That’s right people. I’m sick.
And I’m so dehydrated that it feels like
my brain has shrunk to half its size.
Not that there was much there in the first place
But you know what they say
Every little counts.

Baking a cake tomorrow.
Should be awesomely fun.

I think i offended my boyfriend today.
I only had 3 hours sleep and didn’t really have the energy to string my sentences coherently or intellectually.
We went shopping and i put my groceries into my back pack and was carrying it. I then realised that it was too heavy for me to carry. so i turned to him and said:

“Dude. My bags too heavy, you have to carry it”
He was not amused to say the least. He told me to ask him properly.
I feel sorry for him sometimes, who am I kidding? I feel sorry for him a lot of the time.

“Insert witty/poetic line here”

oh last point.

Happy Birthday Mr. P. Stump.

Youtube the words Dr Tran
You will find the funniest videos!

Urgh!

My sleep pattern is so bad.
Its at the point where I’m almost fully nocturnal.
I sleep at 7 am, wake up at 3 pm.
That’s pretty screwed up.

I’m going try and get to to sleep before 5 am today!
My aim for the day I suppose.

Peace out to y’all.
Even though no one reads this…

o.O…O.o

Oh and have a Patrick on me….

Its 6am and I’m still awake.
It’s always light by the time I go to bed
But the funny thing is I never see the sun rise.

Some times it makes me want to take a hammer to my head.

Ah! I haven’t written anything for a long time now!

I just haven’t felt inspired. Life is okay too. But I’m broke
Like seriously broke. But at least I get paid at the end of the month.

I want to buy a drum kit but I have no where to put it. I’ve decided to take up the guitar again, but before I do that I have to buy a new B string. Unless anyone wants to send me one, free of charge of course. LOL.

Currently got a Queen revival thing going on. Their an awesome band, anyone who doubts this has terrible taste in music, Just listen to the harmony and riffs, they fucking rock.

Also been listening to a lot of Fall Out Boy, Which is normal I suppose. But I’ve mainly been listening to their acoustic sets.

My insomnia is crazy bad. I’m not sleeping at all and when i do fall asleep its usually at 5am.

I have the greatest boyfriend in the world. He is perfect in every way. Not meaning to brag or anything.

I was talking to my boyfriends lil brother about classic movies and i said that “The Breakfast Club” was a classic and he couldn’t see what was so amazing about it. I told him that it is classic and the greatest coming of age movie ever created but he just gave a retarded answer back…. something along the lines of “whatever Mel! don’t use your smart words on me”. What smart words?

Maybe if I think of something witty to add in then I’ll edit this post, if not the be happy with this post you lil jerks .

When I’m lonely I wear your clothes. They smell just like you.

It’s 6 in the morning.
It’s getting light outside.
Yet I can’t fall asleep.
I can’t clear you from my thoughts.
I’m worried about you.

You’re all I seem to think about.
You give me migraines like ice cream does.

Come and tuck me into bed.
Promise me you’ll love me forever.
Do whatever it takes to get me to sleep.
Lie to me if you have to.

we cant help being beautifully young and beautifully foolish

Has anyone else ever noticed
that everything looks better at night.

All the ugly scars of the world
are cast into shadow

Sometimes i wish i could stalk the
streets at night with you.
Anonymous.

Your something from a fairytale.
Too stunning for words.

Your my drug induced (K)night
I’m your chemical romance

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I drink myself to sleep
To a misty, murky haze

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You remind me of me
When I felt alive

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Swimming is just drowning in style