…I have it all but it’s still not enough…

…I miss your body beside me each night…

…You build me up just for me to fall back so far…

…I would trade it all to see you happy…

…Why do you never stray far from my thoughts?…

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…you make me think bad thoughts…
…you make me want to do bad things…

…Honey, stop this madness that I can feel growing within me…

…why do you torment me so?…
…right down to the core of my fragile soul…

“Do you remember the way I held your hand?
Under the lamp post and ran home
This way so many times
I could close my eyes”

…I am afraid. Afraid to become an adult.
Because adults are only concerned with matters of consequence…

…I am my own worst enemy. I am my worst critic…

…Yet…

…I know I am Brilliant…

“.. Be who you want to be, just don’t infringe upon me…”

 …If my love becomes toxic, you’ll let me go…

“We have to take off those clothes
We have to party all night
And we have to take off those clothes
To have a good time
Oh no”

…Had my contact lenses fitted yesterday… not so bad really… especially when you get over the whole blink reflex thing…

…I got a ton of uni work to be doing… but there’s nothing like a 6 hour deadline to kick your ass into gear…

…I’ll always be there by your side… When your grasping in the darkness, It’ll be my hand that pulls you out…

…You can do your worst but I’ll never break your heart…

“Let me stroke you hair and kiss you goodbye into slumber where there are neither friends nor foes.”

…Nowadays, my life always seems to be stopping and starting… and it feels like when your alarm goes off in the morning and you hit snooze… only for the alarm to ring in 8 minutes time…

Going to go get my contact lenses fitted tomorrow… I’m absolutely cacking it… I have no idea why i decided to get them when the thought off someone, other than myself, sticking a finger in my eye terrifies me…

…I’m such a loser, but the jokes on you because at least I know it…

…I love your intellect tinged with childlike innocence… how you laugh at my witticisms even though you don’t get them…

..This life is becoming something dark…

“…Is there someone who you would forsake all others for?
Lie for, cry for, and ultimately die for?…”

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I’M SO DAMN TIRED!!!

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Stupid insomnia… but on the plus side its at a good stage… the stage where I’m actually sleeping WITHOUT sleeping pills… and that rocks…

But if I’m to keep this up I should actually be going to bed right about now…

But I’m too psyched to sleep… cause baby you are running circles in my mind and I just can’t seem to keep up… Please stop…

“…Close your heavy eyes and fall into beautiful slumber…don’t worry about me, I’m here by your side…”

This is my first ever blog on sanriotown!

I’ve had a few other blogs but they never seemed to last that long, so we’ll see how this on goes!

Erm… well its Saturday night andI’m all alone with nothing but my camera and computer for company…

Listening to Fall Out Boy - Infinity on High..

“…honey, I see it in your eyes… This life is too long for you… Rest your weary head and heart in my lap… “