A few nights ago I had a dream that was so funny that I started to laugh in my sleep. I laughed so hard that I woke myself up…

I wish I could remember what the dream was about….

Oh and i was totally amused last week by my “Double McNugget” in Maccy D’s. So amused in fact that i exclaimed (rather loudly) “OH COOL! Cheack out my FREAK double chicken nugget! AWESOME!!!”… To which i got a lot of weird looks… ¬¬ Party poopers… My boyfriend the proceeded to give me the dirtest look ever and said “It’s JUST a chicken nugget, would you eat it already?”…

I dipped it ready for eating but realised that i must show everyone the awesomeness of my chicken nugget, so i took a picture…

Oh God… I’m So Weird…

^^My Freak Nugget Next To a Regular Ol’ Nugget^^

Having a bit of a weird day today. Last night i realised i’d lost £20 from my bag, i was annoyed to say the least but little did i know that it was actually an omen for things to come.

I got up and out of bed and checked to see if there was any post for me and there was. One letter. It was from my bank… I could tell straight away because of the envelope. So, I’m thinking “hmmmm i dont need to open this, it’s probably jsut a statement and my bank should still be okay right?” So i get back into and have every intention of going back to sleep. But somethings nagging me, it keeps nagging me, keeps pulling at me preventing from returning to blissful sleep… I get up and think what is it thats bothering me so much? I think to myself “Hmmm must be that letter, my curioustiy must be getting the better of me…” I decide to open it. Lo and behold! The nagging feeling I had actually had some merit behind me.

“….You bank account has gone over the agreed overdraft limit and we will therefore be charging you a reserve fee…”

What?!

I panicked. I had lent my card to my mum to draw some money for bills a week prior, maybe she withdrew more than i told her to? So i check my account online.

“…15/9/08 withdrawl £50 Tesco…”

No! Perfectly legitimate… hmm… But whats this?

“…23/9/08 withdrawl £50 Lloyds TSB 11.21…”

Ehhhh? Not legitimate at all!

I had my card safely in my purse on that day and time which was next to my bed as i lay cosily wrapped up in blankets dreaming some sweet blissful dream.

It clicks. While i was laying in bed wrapped up in blankets dreaming sweet blissful dreams some low life had cloned my card and was stealing my cash!

I called the bank and they cancelled my card and pin and are sending me a “dispute form”…

huuuu… ;_;

What bad like eh? I won’t even go into the bike incident… still too painful to talk about!

Oh and i watched that lame show and boy was it laaaaaaaaaaaame. The banter amonsgt the host and guests was… well… akward and clumsy. There was no guide as to how difficult each wall was (unlike the korean ver.) . There were no guides lines (unlike the Korean ver.) Contestants were given points even when the failed to pass the walls! Wth? doesnt that render the scoring system pointless? Oh andthe suits i mentioned in the first post? They were worst than i imagined. Just seriously horrendous. In my opinion? this show needs to be scrapped by the BBC. Our T.V. liscences can be used towards much better programmes like educational, informative and entertainment.

In most cases i would’ve told you all to try and check it out yourselves, but seriously, don’t waste your lives on that. I wasted a good half hour of mine to save you a half hour of yours. Oh don’t watch the “Samanda” barbie videoes either. I have wasted  3.13 minutes of my life yet again to tell you its pants. Don’t ask how i ended up watching it. I just did. Its the biggest load of over vocodered “music” i have ever heard. You should only watch these two things if you love things that are amazing craptacular!

/End rant

Much love

Mel (Will not eat green eggs and ham)

xoxo

So, today is International Peace Day. A day were hopefully peace should reign in all countries.

The word “Peace” as defined by Chambers :

[Peace] noun 1 freedom from or absence of war. 2 a treaty or agreement ending a war. 3 freedom from or absence of noise, disturbance or disorder; quietness or calm. 4 freedom from mental agitation; serenity • peace of mind.

Hopefully everybody in the world is experiencing at least one of these things.

Now, to my title. I’m gutted that i forgot about International Talk Like A Pirate Day. It falls on the 19th September every year but yet I still managed to forget. -_-; For all thosewho want to find out more and maybe celebrate next year, heres a link.

Can I celebrate late? Is that wrong?   ^^;

I managed to catch that Korean rip off show called “Hole in the wall”…. A little uninspired don’t you think?   -_-;  BUT I’ll be writing about that in the next post.

I have food to go eat now.

Peace Out on International Peace Day!

Meli

xoxo

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I’ve been watching korean shows for a while now and I think they’re really funny
I really enjoy the variety shows. One that a I watched recently was a  show called “Jiwhaza”. The intro game to this show was called “Even if the sky falls, there is a hole to rise out of” which basically involved the celebrity contestants having to perform different poses to pass through a foam wall heading their way.
**Google Jiwhaza if you want to know more**

 Imagine my shock while surfing through the bbc iplayer when i discovered that England has now decided to emulate this game!

Now, I’m not one to judge things before i watch them but in all honesty, it doesn’t look good. I’ve only watched the first five minutes but it looks pretty horrendous.

 In the original, the losing team of the previous week would have to wear funny costumes as punishment. But in the English version, it seems that everybody has to wear a stupid costume. I.E. They all have to wear these shiny silver lycra full body suits. It’s not a good look and to be honest, kinda embarrassing and with the guys, i guess your not really sure where to look! It’s kinda funny watchin the guy’s be all embarassed and covering their crotches with their hands though. Lol.

 When i manage to watch the rest of it I’ll either edit or post fresh.

Much Love

 Meli

xoxo

P.S. Robert, if you’re reading this you better stop. ¬¬

I’ve had 5 months worth of writers block, I know, terrible excuse…. but it true…

I’ve been into fanfics lately, and I started to write some but then the deadly disease known as writers block struck. It can be deadly to bloggers too.

I’m too scared to post my fanfics and other tidbits…

Don’t know if anyone here is riding the Hallyu Wave but i certainly am…

Anyone up for some DBSG/THSK/TVXQ or Super Junior? SHINee are good… does that make me twisted? (I’m 21)

Anyways, I pinky promise to post something more substantial on the weekend.

Meli
XoXo

Had the gnarliest dream two nights ago and it wasn’t gnarly in the good way either. Let’s just say it was a really really weird dream.

Let me begin.

In this dream, I was still with my current boyfriend, but for some reason i had to go to some sort of show or prom or something with my ex-boyfriend. Thats kinda weird already considering i dont really like him and we havent even talked for something nearing 4 years.

Anyways, i had to go to this thing with my ex and i had to wear this skirt/dress thing that was really short. It was also green, frilly and gold trimmed; by the way, you’d never catch me in something like that in real life.

so he took me to this dance come show and instead of taking me home afterwards he took e to this high rise blobk of flats that i’d never been to before.

Confused, i turned and asked him what the hell we were doing here, to which his reply was “oh, i live here now. I thought you might want to come back to get changed here and maybe have a coffee and talk”.

Again confused i asked him why i would want to do that, seeing as i have a boyfriend and then he totally started coming on to me. I had a spaz attack. I was so angry. I was telling him that i was happy with my choice all those years ago but then he syas how if i was happy then why’d i come with him tonight and why did i come to his house?

And i said it was because i had to because i promise him i would a long time ago and i’m not one to break my promises, even if i don’t like you. But he said that i was lying, that deep down i wanted to know what it would have been like staying with him.

I’m still not sure. And you know what? A big part of me wants to know how things would have been if we split a bit more amicably, if we stayed friends. But then a big part of me knows that it never would’ve worked because he has never been able to let me go. Or maybe my dream sybolises the fact that haven’t been ale to let go. Maybe there’s something I need to do.

And you know what? i realised what it is. I never got the closure i truly wanted or deserved. I just wanted him to say sorry for treatting me so shitty for all that time. I wanted him to tell me that it was okay for me to choose who i chose, that he’s not mad at me.

And i wanted to be able to tell him sorry for my choice. That it was never my intention to hurt him even though he would never have been the man i chose. I wanted to be able to tell him to move on, that us blaming each other constantly would never be the answer.

But how do you do all those things after so long? its been almost 4 years. 4 long years of silence and mutual dislike and anger. No, not anger. Angers not the right word but right now i’m not sure what the right word for it is. Where do you find the courage to do this? I feel like nows the right time but i’m just so scared.

Maybe he’s already forgotton. Maybe its only me with the problem. Maybe its all in my head.

Things have been so bad for me lately and maybe its karma.

I want to tell him these things but keep it behind closed doors. I dont want to tell anyone else, i dont want to tell my boyfriend and i dont want him to tell anyone; not his friends or lovers.

Its hard to understand. And i know a lot of people will just tell me to email him or contact him somehow but its just not that easy.

I don’t know. Maybe i’m just making it harder than it really is.

XoXo

Finally got my Guitar Hero III: Legends of Rock today and let me tell you, it’s the most amazing game ever! I got it for my Wii..

I have never thought that i would be so drawn in by a game but its totally addictive!

And by the way, you do feel like a total rock star when you’re playing it… LoL.

>_<

I recommend this game to everyone!

The only let down of this game is the price tag and the fact that you’re not able to buy an extra guitar for it yet…. I’m also waiting for some awesome face plates.

Peace Out Y’all and Rock Out

 xoxo

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!

This is probably the most unoriginal post ever and every other blog with have the same comment but who cares? Lets ring in the new year the right way people!

This year has been full of so many up’s and so many downs, not just for me but for everyone…

Hopefully, if 2007 was not such a great year for you, then 2008 will be better. And if 2007 was a great year for you then i hope it continues… or gets even better…. but then wishing for that would be greedy.. =P

Well if anyone ever reads this, then leave me a comment wishing me a happy new year, and then I’ll leave you one. Then together we can all spread some festive cheer through this gigantic thing called the internet!

Remember that you are special and unique! And by just telling someone something as simple as “I Love You” and “Happy New Year” you can make their lives a little brighter…

With Very Much Love

Meli

xoxox

Feel like I’m talking but you’re not listening.

Maybe I’m not talking and your just listening to the silence.

All I get is an “I’m Sorry”.

That doesn’t help.

Even the person closest to me doesn’t want to hear about my problems.

It feels like I’m always running uphill.

I’ve been patiently waiting for new episodes of my favourite animes Kamichama Karin and Moetan… They’re both a bit Loli (especially Moetan) but its cute.

I know it goes against all anime subbing protocol to be impatient when it comes to animes, but its just so hard when you’ve been waiting so long!

I understand that the subbers work so very hard to get the animes subbed well and on time and that these subbers are people too with other jobs and responsibilities… but I just want to watch Kamichama Karin!

Maybe a picture to tide me over…

Love You All

XoXoX