Sentimental.
I’m still alive even though I haven’t updated this blog in a while. I’ve been a little down recently even though I’ve tried my best to keep my “everything’s okay” appearance up. Last night I cried for over an hour because of something that I’ve supposed to forget about ages ago, but I haven’t because it hurts so much and I still haven’t gotten over it.
I want to keep smiling and not think about the past anymore.
October 7th, 2008 at 1:06 pm
*hugs*
I wish I culd say something that makes it all better, but I know that when you’re in that place, nothing you hear really does.
But forget about the smiling part, all it does is make you numb, whish is worse eventhough you keep telling yourself it isn’t. You need to be allowed to feel what you need to feel. And you need to allow yourself to do that untill you’re done.
October 7th, 2008 at 3:06 pm
hopes tomorrow will be better for you