I don’t know if I’m just paranoid or maybe we’re starting to drift apart. I suppose it’s inevitable. I’m not exactly the type of girl that everyone loves, nor the funnest person to be with. I’m just an average girl. Are you enjoying your vacation so much that you barely remember me? I guess I’m asking too much but one message would do, just to give me a peace of mind.  I don’t call often so you wont get annoyed but whenever I talk to you you seem so busy, so blank. Are you tired of me? It hurts whenever you tell me to just call you later or you’re in the middle of your game. We barely see each other and the only for of connection we have is through the phone. Please don’t tell me I’m just being paranoid. I hope I’m just paranoid.