I’m so very much in love with the nigga who took ma v. You ever had your first kiss or hug-or etc etc. Well mine was with the same nigga hes was my first everything and it started when we where younger like around 8 years old, writing letters and kisses on the cheek holding hands watching are u afraid of the dark together. Now I’m 17 and he’s 19 and it only seems that my love for him is growing stronger every-time I see him. Me and him are not together  He has a girl and I have a man but every-time we around each other we just can’t help ourselves. now he was my first and u know what they say your best is always your first and ummmm Yea DAMN the sex is GOOD. I hate that I love him though cause he mess’s with too many Females and not to mention he has one on the way!!  I know what I should do but I can’t seem to leave him alone and neither can he, He is no good but I can’t help who my heart choose so what should I do???