Sometimes I catch myself thinking about how stupid and silly everything is. I get so tired with school because of all the stress and I get tired with my home because i have so little time to rest becasue of all the shool work that I have to bring here.

And then again I look up into the sky in the cold morning when I’m heading of to the bus - you know at that early hours when no clouds can be seen and it’s really freezing - and think about people in other countries. What are they doing now? Are they also worrying about school, or how to look or how to be?

Or do they worry about getting enough money for the day, or do they worry about the fact that it hasn’t rained for months and they must get water?

That’s the time when I think about how silly a lot of things are. Like me; I should keep on working hard in school so that I won’t have to worry about things in the future. And even though I finish school with a good mark, I might as well end up somewhere in the world where I never would have thought I’d be.

So what’s the meaning of things, really?

Every morning when I jump (oh well, force myself) out of bed, I think about one special someone that’s been on my mind for a long time now. I’m in love with him… but now I almost don’t want to be in love with him anymore!

The reason to why I feel the way I do is because he doesn’t respond when I show him that I like him. Some of those I’ve spoken to, say that he might just be a very shy boy or that he simply doesn’t understand my very, very obvious signs. I’m not sure what to think any longer- now i just want him either with me, or out of my head!! I know it sounds horrible, when the fact is that I deep inside still want to love him.

Then why does this whole twisted thing have to be so complicated? Or maybe I should put it this way: why does these twisted things always have to be so complicated?

Love is not an easy thing okay!!

I woke up today and just like the past five days, I thought that Christmas really is around the corner.

I baked some christmas candy today! <3

I think the time went by so fast, that I had almost forgot how such a nice feeling it is to be in love. There’s this boy in school.. I can’t take my eyes off him when I see him in the hallway. He looks at me too.

The only problem is that I don’t even know his name. For two weeks I’ve tried to say hi to him but as soon as I see him my body starts to act crazy and I just can’t get that simple word out of my mouth. I don’t want it to be too late either, so I really don’t know what to do.

Some advice, please?

Like those past two weekends I’ll promice myself again: This Monday, yes, I WILL say hi to him..

.. if I dare <3

Hello everyone!

I’m about to tell you about what I’ve done today. Nothing special, really. I woke up at 7 am today, didn’t start school until 9 30 am so I could sleep for a bit longer than usual.

Then I went to school and had maths, italian, chemistry, natural science etc etc. Just like a normal day.

Except one thing… that boy I just adore (I don’t know which grade he is in, probably the third)… every time I see him I look at him, maybe I stare (??) and he always looks back at me very fast like he feels embarrassed. I just know it, he must be interested in me too!! He’s so cute! His face, his smile, his way of walking down the hallway to his locker. I love everything about him!

Oh no, now I won’t be able to continue studying because all I can think about now is him!

Yes you better move, move

move right out of my life

move, move, move right out of my life!

I watched Dreamgirls with my all time favourite singer Beyoncé last night. I got it from my sister on my birthday last Saturday. Wow, what a great movie!!

We are Dreamgirls, boys we’ll make you happy <33

All those songs… I shivered all the time because the songs were so good and the actors’ voices so wonderful. It was funny to watch Eddie Murphy singing, hihi, his name in the film is Jimmy Early. xD

Now my mom has made some tea, so I better go!

Byee

Here it is

I just had to put the logo of the game here too.

Enjoy!

I’m a VIP at the thesims3.com site, and now that I’ve read a bit more about the game, watched the films on the site and the screenshots… I can’t wait until February 2009!!

I’m so excited about the game!

And by the time the game will be released, I will have a new computer to install it on. It will be so wonderful! Imagine having the whole neighbourhood at your service. So amazing

I have to go now, but see you guys later

Hugs <3

I’m soon sixteen years old and suddenly I realise for certain, that I am growing older. Slow though… but still, I do. And what comes with growing older? I ask myself this question.

Grown ups will expect me to be more mature, that I take responsebility for my actions and that I act like a grown up. They will take for granted that I don’t run around acting all childish.

But then I ask myself something else. What is being childish? Aren’t we all children? And haven’t we all been childish? And what makes a grown up not childish? I say it depends on the individual person, one may never grow mature while another grows mature at a very young age.

So pleas all you grown ups, stop say “grow up!” because it’s not sure that even you are grown up yet.

That’s all for now, thanks and goodbye!

<33

Yes, this input’s gonna be about global happiness! Because aren’t you, I and a lot of other people out there in the world- realy happy sometimes?

Like me, I’m very happy right now. I’m motivated about school, I have great friends; both new and old ones, and my life is just going forward. So I guess I’m affected by global happiness!