a doll’s confession
idon’t know if ishould cry or smile or what… a bottle of vodka cruiser won’t make things better. it never will. ihate people who thinks that alcoholic drinks would actually help you numb your feelings.. that is so dumb. that is why idon’t drink alcohol if am depressed.. actually i become depress when idrink alcohol because of the fact that it just makes me remind of all the stupid stuffs ihave done. how ihave loved the people who are not worthy of my love, how ihave taken for granted the people who loved me the most, how ibelieved every stupid lies someone says and how ieasily trust someone.i’m not emo.. no am not. iwill never be. not in a hundred years. ilive by my own beliefs. everyone has their own emotional side but revealing it at times when you need to do so does not mean you should be labelled as one. even though islash my wrist whenver i’m depressed doesn’t mean that am a suicidal freak. it’s my way of transferring the emotional hurt into sumthing physical which makes it feel less complicated for me.
don’t judge the way ihandle myself because you’re just reading the start of my blog and therefore know nothing about me. i’m no emo, no goth nor a freak.ithink am perfect. whenever iwould look in the mirror ialways see this pretty, chubby and talented young girl who just looks great whatever she wears or whatever she does to her hair. but when ilook at others and then istart talking ialways say that am ugly.. why? ihate people who talk behind my back tellin’ am ugly even though ikeep insisting am pretty. ihate backfighters.ihate them. that’s is why ihate YOU.
iwould not address a specific someone..ijust want to say this in general:ihate liars.ihate fakers.ihate people who hate me.ihate users.ihateYOU.…till next blog. kaboom.
June 11th, 2007 at 2:16 pm
Don’t worry, I don’t think you’re emo.
You’re just mad. I hope you’re better now 
*hugs*
June 11th, 2007 at 2:27 pm
thankss.. and ican’t believe that someone would really read my blog.. haha.. salamat.. ^_^
June 12th, 2007 at 8:43 am
yes someone is reading your blog….and people will come back…..i mean it!
June 13th, 2007 at 11:46 am
thankyuu so much.. my blog is the story of my life only discussed in a manner that will help people cope up with thier life too.. ^_^
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