AAA! I started to watch HYD once again ! I love that dorama!

And today was really horrible. I was so tired and I felt really sick and askfjhskgjhsgf D: It wasn’t fun !

Tomorrow our schoolday is lovely! One lesson English and two native language ! Only 3 lessons ! and everything is coz teachers in our school have some training or something like that.

And I want to buy own cam coz I want to take it with me everywhere and take photos of everything! But….. I’m bad in it. XDD I don’t remembeer that cam is with me and I don’t take photos. srysry. XD

and…….. ! >: )) when I’ll buy new clothes I buy nice college shirts and nice shoes and everything ! *QQQ* I want to go to shopping *QQQ* rly !

BYEEE♥

AAAAAAAAAA! I love yamapi!! Yamapi is soo good actor !

…This is horrible. I don’t feel like writing in egnlish, but I won’t write here in some other laguage.

But now, I need new pics of myself ! I need them ! But I’m not that cute that someone can get good photos of me.

Today my school day was just………. normal ! Anything special didn’t happen.

And it was horrible that I liked one boy just one week ago, BUT HE HA GIRLFRIEND. so it’s impossilbe, so I can’t help it. hmm. I don’t think it so much because I don’t want to be sad. But I’m angry to that boy coz he acted like he would have liked me, but he didn’t ! >: ( it’s really disgusting behavior !

And I’m going to go to my dad’s place on friday ! DDDDDDDDD: I don’t want to go there ! AAArggghh! I hate my dad and I don’t want to go there, I don’t I don’t! There aren’t anything nice to do and aaaaaaa. I would be dead there.

Okay………
BYEBYEEE♥

……………….sry, but these chocolate candys ARE RALLY GOOOD !♥

AAA! I’ve had really nice weekend ! I love it !

But was there one horrible part tooo!
That was when Karo fell down with her snowboard! She was bleeding just nearly her eye and everything !

But the saturday was really nice ! We went to Helsinki with my old friend ! And we were shopping all the day ! It was really nice ! After that we went to Laura’s and our original plan was that we were going to some partys, but we didn’t go coz Laura’s boyfriend couldn’t drive. So we just went to the sauna and ate well.

I hope that Laura could give her white leatherjacket to meee! I love that jacket !

BYEEEEE♥

and…… I’m not annoyed today! That’s weird! XD

…….. It’s not bye yet ! I have lot’s of thing to tell.

Firts two of my friend started to dating yesterday! Both are boys! Cool, I can say! And I hope they really love each others!
And then mee…. I want to some action to my life ! I want to get drunk and just fool around with my friends but my friends are so far away ! so it’s quite difficult!

AND I dan’t understand myself coz I don’t know why I felt so sad when we were going to Lauras yesterday. I love big citys and Helsinki is biggest here. So it was sad to come back. But I think that when I’m adult I’ll live in Helsinki or somewhere in the wolrd in the some big city ! I can’t help it that I love different people and I love just sit in some cafe and watch people who walk just in front of me. Hmph. So let’s wait that I’m old enought.

NOW BYEEE♥

And comments are welcome.:——–)♥ I love u when u write comments to me ;DD♥

BYEBYEE!

You are the one. Sorry, not, you aren’t. I love one boy so much but because he lives in German this is just madness ! I cried so much even if it’s just couple of days when I saw him last. I can’t be her girlfriend if I’ll see him just two times in year with really good luck ! I may cry again! And he was too mad about me! He just speak about me all the time. It’s was too much to mee. ARGH!! I think that I’m losting my nuts.

But! That comenius was really fun and Moritz gave me present and everything really nice and I miss all of comenius students !
We was at Lahti and we have rally fun. And when we was snowfighting at the market place of Lahti some POLISE MEN just stopped their car and they just watched our fight XD. We were little bit scared!

And we was just doing PULKKAMAKI! It was really fun coz everybody were so happy and  Louis was craze ! He just laughed every time when he was coming down the hill!
I mis them all so much ! And I feel so quilty etc. 8( This isn’t so nice !

And on monday we had dance at sports lessons! I saw some new boy and he just smiled to me so beautifully etc! It was fun even if I hate dancin ( if it isn’t some hip hop or something like that). And I have cigarettes and I’m going to drinking and party with some boys after two weeks I guess ! And I think that I’m going to drink in my Easter holiday with Piia ! >: ))))♥

And tomorrow I’ll remember to take my cigarettes with me ! So I can smoke after school! That’s the only nice thing in my life now.

And I’ve had 2 exam at this week. DX and one is coming to friday!
AND AND ADN ! on Friday we (me, karo and mertsa) are going to go to snowboardin ! That’s great because O love snowboarding and everything !

And on Saturday I’m going to shopping to Helsinki with Laura and after shopping we’ll go to Laura’s and watch some movies and do everything fun !

And sorry for really long entry ! XDD♥

I love u all!

And please! I need comments!♥

byee then♥

AAAA! Sorry that I haven’t write here so long time ! I’ve a lot of things to do !

Now I’m studying Swedish that I would pass tomorrows test ! And one French is here ! He’s one year younger than me but so much taller etc. And we’ve had so nice evening here with my parents ! Tomorrow I’ll go with him to school and after school we’ll go to lahti ! Great !

And I’m too tired to tell more about this day, but this day was really wonderful!

Oyasumiii♥

AA! I’m so tired and I have some bubbly! OMNOMNOM!♥

And I didn’t do today anything!

BUT I BOUGHT SNOWBOARD! The shop assistant was rly nice and he searched just right things to me !

now I get some more bubbly and you’ll get some pics later XDD♥ I love u !♥

BYE♥

AAA! I’m so sad coz I can’t go to a cruise with my cousin coz I have test! And if I’ll do well at the test I get to Kannaksen high school! And now I’ll do my cousin so sad coz I can’t go to the cruise with her! What I sould do? 8(

And I love Hanakimi’s soundtrack so much ! AAAAA♥

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I think that I’m going to cry soon coz I hate that I have to choose things like that ! >: ((

And I’ll go to see my friend on next week and I’ll go to snowboarding with her 20th (?) day at this month !AA! I’m happy for that !

….. but please help me somebodyy! ;__;♥

BYYEEEEEEE♥

AAA! I have to say that Uverworld is wonderful! I like it! And I tried to be away from uverworld! XDD And I’ve tried to be away from suju already one year! I won’t give up at this time ! XDD

 And one of my friends just told me that she don’t know what the love is. I don’t know it too, but it’s not big deal to me. AARGH XDD

I’m so tired! 8(

BYEE!

I should have wathed one piece, BUT I just didn’t do anything. 8(

AHHAHHAHAA!  My friend was so ridiculois coz she has started to listening DIR EN GREY ! Horrible I can say! She was just rapper just before! Horribleee!

Today was also so annoying coz we failed our chemistry show and I was so tired and AARGHHH. Some lessons went trouhg my head in one ear and came out of other ear coz I thought everything about Shun ! XD And when I was walking to home I was just thinkin Shun ! This is horrible ! XDD But I can’t help it that I like Shun Oguri as an actor ! He’s the best forever I guess >:00

And I want to go to snowboarding! I want I want I want!

I’ve listened to Dir en Grey at this evening ! It’s great to listen this again ! I love I love I love !

Okay, now I’m going to write something to livejournal………. MAYBE ! and then I’ll do my homework and then I’ll go to sleeping. I’m so tired.

BYEBYEEE♥

AA! My friend just told me that one nice tv-program comes at 21:20! I have to remember to watch it ! Pasila is really funny program !

And now I’m going to watch One piece!♥ Love it !

…….btw I’ve eaten too much coz my belly is hurt now 8(

And the schoolday was really awfull! I hated it so much ! I don’t want to go to school tomorrow ! And we have to show our chemistry project tomorrow! I’ll be at home if I get ill to this evening ! >8(( hope that I get ill!

 Byeee♥

I’ve been sooooo lazy today ! I haven’t done anything 8( Okay, I was shopping at Lahti but I didn’t anything else 8(. I’ve just watched Hanakimi and I love that dorama ! It’s really wonderful! I cried, I laughed, I just loved it ! And love it still!

And I don’t know why but I have really big stress about my school works. I hate school but I want to get the good diploma coz then I can go to good high school and when I’m an adult I can get money XD. I’m horrible 8(. But if I really think it’s not so big deal where I’m my high school time or then it is. AAAAA. I get mad with this 8( I DON’T THINK SCHOOL NO MORE TODAY !

Byeeee♥

AAA! Why this day was so…… hard? XDD I was just in our building site and there was so boring. I didn’t do anything nice and I just sit there and wrote textmessages to my friends. 8(((

Then I came home and took a shower. After that I went to center. There was my friend and we visited in some shops etc. AND MCDONALDS. XDDD♥ I love her! And I’ll go to her place tomorrow again !

And then I have to go to see Emma and Chibsu BUT Emma had something to do and I couldn’t be with her anything 8( It was little bit sad. And then I saw Chibsu and went home. At home I ate something and AFTER THAT we (just me and dad) went to see my stepmom’s dad. XDD He had his name day today!

And after visiting there my stepmom took me to Chibsu’s place and I was there just little bit more than one hour. Then my dad took me home. And now I sit here and write this blog :——-D
And my dad think that It’s impossible to find me to Chibsu’s palce because he didn’t know that place so well. XDD It was actually fun even if he was really angry to me. :——-D
It’s allways like this when I’m at my dad’s place. 8(

okay BYEBYEEEE♥

This is so………. hard to choose.XDD I don’t know that do I like one boy or not. And I don’t know that does one boy like me(I mean other boy now XDD). This is irritating. I don’t really like situations like this one !

And today when I was do down hill skiin with my stepfather we helped some German tourist in Vuokatti. It was awfull coz they couldn’t snowboard any and one girl of them hurt herself etc! Luckily we could help them and girl got some first-aid and boys could snowboard good enought!

And now I’m at my father’s place and I hate this place ! And what’s more horrible than this , it’s just that I’ll come HERE just during my summer job coz the job is here XDD. lol.

Okay, BYEBYEE♥

~and I’ll se my friends tomorrow♥

AAAA! I’m so happy! I’m happy coz that boy in our class wasn’t pissed so much! I was so happy! And I want some cigarettes 8(( I’m so bad!

And I’m going to stable today! I love my horse♥

AND i DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE HERE 8((( !!!!1111 this sucks!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHH! I hate IT lessons that Haba keeps. 8( They’re so irritating! Today Haba just teased me coz I like Japanese music, food, fashion and culture otherwise. It was so disgusting!

And I think that some boy of our class got angry with me. 8( And it was coz I made him to appraise one nerd’s presentation! It wasn’t my fault that he had to appraise it ! The teacher just say it ! >8((( But I think that I wan’t to be that boy’s friend, but if it’s something like that I can’t! It’s just little bit sad.

AND I NEED MORE PARTIES !  I wanna party and drink some sweet and meet my friend and make friend with other people, but I don’t know why it’s so difficult now…. So it means that I have to start new attitude or something like that XDD ! Sooooooooooooooo, I promise that I’ll make friends with new peaple and go to drinking and party! I swear!

sooo,
BYEBYEEE♥

ohohohoooO! Today I get a new idea to my diploma work of art! I’ll paint something beautiful and painful!
I don’t have to do anything with Severi’s mother tongue project! I said something to our teacher and she said that Lari has to do it! I was so happy, coz Severi’s project was REALLY LONG !
And schoolday was… easy today !

AAA! I’m so tired ! And I don’t know anything to do tonight ! I borrowed some book today… SO I can read it, but I’d like towatch some dorama tonight too! I don’t know ! And I haven’t read the latest Kera too. AAA! This is so… difficult XDD 

And I have an intresting talk with piia….. XDDDDDDDDDDD ♥♥♥

I was shopping at Helsinki ! It was really nice ! I met Piepie in there little over ten o’clock! And then we went to the Backstrees shop! I tried on some nice shirt but it wasn’t so good 8(( So I didn’t buy it ! Then we went to Tokyo kan and I bought Kera of March! I love Kera so much! ♥ And after that we went to Kamppi and there I found nice hoodie and new sun glasses I found in Forum beforo going to Backstreet shop! At Kamppi we visited in Blippo and I bought some Valentine’s present to Piepie!
And Piepie bougt some bracelets and new pencil case! Thank so much Piepieeeee♥!
And mom bought new mascara to me  when we were going to home!

I love you all!

I made this by myself 8(( it suck BUT MEANING IS THE MOST IMPORTANT!

And I’m going to go to Helsinki today with Piepie! It’ll be great fun!

AH! This day was  really awful! I was just too tired and I couldn’t do anything like I wanted. And I think that dudes in my class thinks that I’m a nerd. 8—–( it sucks.

And I just want to sleep and I don’t want to do our chemistry project!

I’m not going to go anywhere today. I’ll just stay at home and surf in the web and maybe I’ll do little that our project!

I love valentine’s but this year I won’t do anything for it! I won’t do any valentine’s day card or gifts or anything else ! Just HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY TO EVERYONE!♥ but I think that I’ll do some card with computer etc.♥ so be happy!
And in Valentine’s day I’ll go to Helsinki with my friend and I’ll buy everything cute and nice etc!♥♥♥

BYEE~♥

 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!♥
I’m sooooo happy!
I’m so happy coz Merry is coming to Finland! Here, shitty Finland ! And I’m going to watch their gig in May!♥ My mom promised to me that I can go there then ! AAAA♥! I’m sooo happy :———-)♥

And today was so….. funny cos one boy in my class has “nickname”   MATHEMATICS GENIUS! And our teacher gave some rly difficult exercise and I worked it out faster that that boy! I don’t feel sorry about that boy got agry whit me coz I was better that him! >:———–DDD It was rly funny that he got agry about one exercise!

And tomorrow I have exan of evolution. I think that I’ll fail it! >XDD but it doesn’t matter at all coz I’m going to Merry’s gig!♥

BYEEE♥