Ah<3! I’m listening to Katatonias music. It’s wonderfull ! It’s unhappy and just great for this moment. I’m rly sad and I can’t stand this anymore. I want just vanish. I don’t want be here anymore. I can’t.  Tomorrow I’ll take some papers and destroy them ’cause I don’t want that my stepmom or my dad get them. They would like to kill me if they can read them. So that’s why I’ll destroy them. I think that I’ll fire them or I shred them or somthing like that. But I’m sure that I’ll destroy them.
And my dad destroied my wish that I can get out of here. I can’t.

Today at school is so stupid and I hate some students. And Tosrpo is very funny when he try to tease us (usually me and Essi). Ville tease me too. They r very funny when they try it ’cause I just laugh at them.
Tomorrow schoolday’ll be nice ’cause it’s short (10-14) and we have two lessons mother language and it’s so easy. And ’cause our school starts later than usually I can go to buy chewing gum. It’s good and I love it. XD

And I was a horse-riding lesson today. It’s nice. I rided a horse that was five years old and he couldn’t do every exercise. His name is Tähti (Star in english). Tähti is wonderfull horse !

Thnxxbye!