AH! I don’t want to be here in aapos birthday party ’cause I can go to Kuopio and see my friend, Peeti. And I’ll do nothing  and others have fun time. It’s not very fun. But happyly they are just at Saturday!

And my dad show that he want that I belong this family but I don’t. And soon I eat something and change fat. I don’t want eat. And I want go to a run, but I wait for ‘hiljainen’(a silent half-hour in hospital)  ’cause then I can call Peeti and we can speak a while.  After call I go to a run!

I don’t want be so faaaaaaaaaaail that I’m just now. I don’t like my hair, I don’t like my look. I don’t like myself! I want be somebody else !

Tell me how I can change myself?