Ah<3 I’m happy ’cause Peeti has fun time in hospital! She told some funny things to me etc! I hope that she come home soon. Then we can do lots of things which are funny. And I’m not so lonely at school. I’m just stupid and selfish. I’m just selfish ’cause I can’t live without Peeti. And hope that she get home soon ’cause I’m so lonely now.
Now I feel some kind of sad and lonely. I feel so selfish and selfhatred ’cause I’m too selfish. I hate myself.

And I visited at stall today. I saw some my friend and rided  an hour. I’m not satisfied ’cause I can’t ride well.

I want gop away from here.

Heeh. I have my first schoolday after sommer holiday. I’m now on ninth grade Juhani Aho’s junior high school. I think I’ll have very dull and disgustin beginning to school ’cause Peeti isn’t here. She’ll come in Juhani Aho in septermber, but it’s too long time to wait. And whats the best(just sarcasm) thing at my class is that students are so irritating! I can’t stand them. But somebodies are nice but not so many. And I hate my class teens. I would like just sleep in home.

And my mom has called to my dad probably that he is so mean to me. And I’m afraid that my dad  take my posters, cds and everything away ! He don’t like me. And my stepmom laughed to me ’cause I can’t do anything house hold, but I can’t do anything for it ’cause just my dad and mother didn’t teach me do anything. I’m not the guilty for that but it’s my dad and mom. She has to blame them, not me. >: And she hurt me everyday intetionally or unintetionally, I don’t know, but she hurt me mentally. I just tried my best but it doesn’t be enough.
I hate my family in Iisalmi.

Bye then.