Heh. I’m so dull person. I’ve read today english manga and bit finnish manga. I’m so addicted to D.N.Angel-manga! And now I’m watching Bleach ! It’s wonderful anime ! And maybe Taz will come here tomorrow. And tomorrow I’ll see Peeti in hospital. And next week we’ll go to Kuopio and have fun day there!

I’m waiting for school some kind of that there are lots of my friends but there have to study and it’s not very funny. AAA! thnx bye !

Hi.! I’m so hooked by Apulanta’s music. Actually cd Heinola 10. It’s lovely cd! And my friend was here some days and today she get home. And on monday we visited in Kuopio and we saw our friend Peeti. And Tuesday we visited in Kuopio too, but this time we didn’t went to the hospital. We went shopping ! Piepie bought a hoohed top and I Apulantas t-shirt. Now I’m hungry. And today I sing up for Japanese lessons that I start study in autum. I love our Japanese teacher. She are beautifull and very lovely person ! And when she visit Japan she bougth present for us, but it’s some candy…. actually hello kitty candy that we’ll get. Now I have to clean my room so byebye!<3

Heyyyy! I’m so hyper now ! Today I was in Animecon 08 ! There everything was wonderfull and I’m so happy for it that I went in Animecon even one day! I bought the poster, books and the musicdvd! I saw there many of my friend and hug them. And I saw The Umbrella-dude ! Today he’s not dress in long coat and catears and litlle umbrella. Today he was an elf ! And he had a leek ! XD Then I was with Saara and she’s friend and one of then called me cute >w< ! AND I SAW THE MAN WHO WAS SMALLER THAN ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HE WAS THREE YEARS OLDER THAN ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s weird ! I’m happy ! But my ears are bad ’cause they don’t hear all that I have to. Today my best friend phone me and I sleep in my mother’s car ’cause we has caming at Tampere and Animecon and my phone was 50 centimetre away from my ears and when it ring I didn’t wake up ! And at morning I didn’t hear my alarm clock.! It’s weird too and I’m not hapy for that XD !

Hmm. I’m tired. I don’t want kill my feelings, but this is too heavy to me. I don’t want be happy but I’m ’cause the sorrow get away from me. It go away today when Peeti and I speak each others at phone. It was wonderful to hear that she is alive! And now I’m sad but some kind of happy that I tell her suicide try her mother and Peeti get hospital and stay there sometimes. I’m happy that she get help. I’m really happy for that but patr of me say that I did wrong when I told it her mother. She is suffering and can’t stand the pain in her head. I played the god when I keep Peeti alive. I’m wery disgusting.

I’m never good girl. I can’t do anything like others. It’s problem that I have. I want let it go.

hehehe !  so I’m here and I like this place.  So I want learn use it.  BUT IT DOESN’T MATTER THAT I DON’T CAN USE THIS! h0h0h0h0 ! I’m so happy… Actually lively is more suitable word tell what I’m at this time ! 8DDD