Long time no see ! I haven’t had internet for 5 weeks, so it’s been quite hard to keep in touch with u !

So, during that time I haven’t internet I lived in my own box, it was cheap apartment to rent. My life in there was exciting and speedy. On the first night couple of my friends, 3 boys, came with alcohol dirks there. It was fun to see them so drunk. I lost my key and everything like that. But I’m stilla live, so it was only fun.

I wasted my time with boys coz I couldn’t stand girls. My sould stand my cousin, and 3 of my best friends. But the most of the time when I lived there I was with boys. We had so many drinking partys and there happened a lot of things that I can’t understand.

When it was Midsummer Day’s Eve my cousin and i was drinking and one of my lovely boys was looking after us. We were crazy XD. Tomi (that boy) was so sweety when he was there.
Ahfer that friday was saturday(omg, i’m so sherlock!). We had bigger drinking partys then. :——D There was boys, my cousin and I.  And the all of us were drunken. And Joona, my cousin (Piia) and I puked and it was horrible. And if I tell the truth: I don’t remember anything about there. XDDDD Shit happens. : ((


Here u go, couple of pics about our drinking partys. :———-D

But I loved my box and want to go there again !

I loved my workmates etc. MY job in the garden was really nice even if I’m afraid of bugs. I hate them. : ((

Okay. That was the docket about my 5 weeks bux-life !
About yesterday I woke up on the armchair on the living room and the tv was on. Oops. :—) Then we went to shopping. My mom bought me couple od dvds and cookies and some fruitjams ! *Q*♥ Then we went to a chinese fastfood restaurant and took the food with us.! It was really delicious ! 

Okay. That’s enought today.

Byebyeeeee  ＼(o・ｖ・o)／
Luv ya ! ♥

AAAAAAA! I love Suju ! ;AA; WHY? WHY I HAVE TO LOVE SUJU? >: ((( it’s not so nice coz I tried to avoid it nearly 2 years ! But donghaeeeee ;AAA;♥

Today was so annoying. I don’t know why but it was horrible. I don’t want to go to school anymore >: (( rly ! even if we have only one week and then my summer holiday will begin. but i hate school so >: ((((((((((((

AHHAH. And todya one boy was so stupid ! I don’t remember what he did but it was so funny so I had to run away that I couldn’t rofl there XDD.

AH. Alice nine. is so wonderfull too *QQQ*♥

Ahhahahhaaa. I’m just laughing to Visual_fucks in da livejournal !
And I’m so frozen >:—————( HORRIBLE.frozen cupcake?

I’ve good plans for my weekend ! I’m waiting for them so much *Q* I’ll see Kati and Joona and maybe Tomi ! ♥ I’m so happyy ! わたしは　うれしいだす。
We’ll drink something with Kati and I’ll fix her hair color and everything great !

Yesterday I watched Love Contract till the end and the end was too sorrowful ! I cried, cried and cried. I have to say that don’t wantch it even if u’d like Mike He as an actor coz LC is happy and warm series but in the end it’s so horrible ! I watched it only coz Mike He was in it. But also I have to say that Mike He is great actor coz he could act those scenes so really ! It wasn’t an acting ! So he’s so cool ! ♥♥♥

And I can say I love you in 10 languages like I don’t have to think hard. :—D
I can say it in english, of course,
in Finnish (Minä rakastan sinua.)
Swedish (Jag älskar dig.)
Estonian (Min armastan sind.)
German (Ich Liebe dich. - I’m not so sure)
French (Je t’aime.)
Chinese (wo ai ni. 我爱你)
Japanese (あいしてる。)
Korean (사랑해요)
and
Italian (Ti amo)

So, byebyeee♥

AAA! I had really lovely May Day ! I was in Helsinki ! People in there were so drunk and funny on Thursday! I loved them ! There were so many good looking guys etc ! I smoked a lot and everything fun ! But I didn’t drink anything unfortunately :——-( AND REALLY UNFORTUNATELY I FORGOT MY CIGARETTES TO MY FRIEND ! She’ll sell them to others coz then I can pay my debt back to her. XDD Rly funny. I’m paying my debt with cigarettes and without money.

We watched really bull fighting episode 1 and couple of good music videos when I was there. Also we ate yummies and everything.

When it was Friday we didn’t woke up so early so we was on the center about 3 pm. Then we just walked around and we travelled on metro to everywhere and kept fun. :——-D Suddenly we decided to go to movieeee. It was “Men, who hate women.” It was so sad movie and I was so pissed of after it and I felt like I wouold be swedish someday XDDD… like: “SVEENSKAAA !!!11″

Today I got back home and I watched Bull Fighting in the end! It was really good drama ! And I love Mike He so much ! You must see Bull Fighting !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND ! THE MOST HORRIBLE THING IS THAT MY IPOD IS BROKEN ! It was the first electronisc apparatus, which I have treated well AND IT BROKE DOWN ! How it’s possibleeee !!! :—–( I’m so pissed off nowwwwwwwwwwww. : (

soooo,
BYEEE♥
even if I’m pissed of I love u and ur comments here !♥

I’ve a horrible headache :———-( so horrible ! But still I can’t rest ! I must watch Bull Fighting until the end ! I love it ! It’s wonderfull drama ! And Mike He is in it ! ♥♥♥ But his role is horrible ! Shen Ruo He. He is soo……… ;___; hot but horrible !

 hotttttt♥

But… I’m tired and everything and I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. :—-( annoying people there !!!!!!!!1111111

 BUT NOW I’M WATCHING BULL FIGHTING SO NO WORRY !♥

Oah ! School will kill me. I hate it. We have so much things to do now. We have diploma works of health education, art, english etc. And on tuesday I’ll have 2 exam and on friday I’ll have one and on friday I have to give back diploma works of english and arts. Horrible stress !

AND….. A one boy in my class hate me. I’m so sure about it ! But actually I’m happy cuz he hates me. XDDDD I enjoy being horrible to him !
And one other boy…. I’m so confused about his behaviour. I can’t understand why he act like that or anything else. : ( but he’s so nice guy.

Also one girl is horrible. She tells horrible things about me to every one and today she asked me to go with them to drink on eve of may day. I’m not so sure am I going? So, I’ll see it someday.

And I want boyfriend ! >: ( I really want it ! I want some kind and lovely man with me !

But now…. I’m going to study a bit to my chemistry exam ! so…

BYEEE♥

Hiyaaa! It’s my b-day now ! My sweet 6teen ! I’m 16 ! Partyy!♥ but i think we’ll have only so little party, but it’s okay ! More important thing is that we have some kind of party ! We’ll eat and drink and have fun ! (okay. lol, our partys ARE SUPER LITTLE ! )

and soon we’ll go to see my granny and we’ll get something to eat, i’m sure about it !

And we watched 4 episodes of Hanakimi yesterday ! We laughed and cried and everything ! And after that we watched one horror movie called Apartment 1303  or something like that. :——-D

Andon this morging wehen my cousin woke me up, she had done cake and everything ! It was so cool ! It’s so long time when I got cake or some kind of b-day partys ! I love my cousin ! ♥

And all this morning all of my friends have been sending so many happy b-day -messages to me ! I love them too♥ !

But now, we’ll go to see my granny ! So byeee♥ Love ya !

ah ! Today have been really nice ! I’ve been so powerful and happy ! Today one boy teased me but I teased back XDDD. He was that boy who bring me home just last friday with his friend’s microcar!

And I was in a social mood! I talked with many students and laughed and thought things about one bitch. She is sooooo annoying ! >: (( I hate her ! But still she is nice and I waste my time with her so much. XDD Am I stupid? Yes, i’m. that’s clear without thinking.

And I’ll have soooo tiny partys for my b-day, but I’ll still have partys ! I’ll go to my cousin’s place and there she will make a cake to me ( if she remember !!!!111) And  she’ll buy some cigarettes and drinks to me ! But not much, just little ! I love her ;A;♥ Piia is the best of my cousins forever !

And now, I’m going to go to drink some coffee and eating and then go to do some food shopping.!

BYEEEE♥

I love ya!
(and your comments of course!)

Those partys wasn’t that nice that I waited for. : ( I didn’t get so great feeling there coz we had to leave so early. : (

Today I was snowboarding at morning. I was too tired to do that. : ( I’m still tired. : (

Short entry is short. XD♥

Luv u guys♥

BYE♥

AA!♥ tonight I’ll have partys with my really good friend !…. Okay, they’ll be her mom’s b-day partys, but we arew there so there are true partys !

Yesterday was really wonderful! Firstly I went by bus to Lahti and then bu train to Helsinki and there I looked around but I didn’t see my friend. : ( then I called to her and when I saw her I just ran and huged her! ;AAA;♥ I’ve been missed her so much! Then we did some shopping etc. And played ddr!♥ AND then we went to cinema ! The movie was really gooooood! Inkheart u know? I cried in the end XDDD. After the movie we just spent our time in the outside and stalking some Asian boys XD♥ Then my I went by train to Lahti and there I took a buss and came to Orimattila, back my new “home town”.
Here I took walked to some supermarket to taking my bike. And there I saw Teemu and others. I asked that can Teemu bring me home coz I didn’t wanted to go to home by bike. Teemu didn’t coz I didn’t have a helmet, coz he was in the center with his moped. XDD But Lari and some other boy was with microcar and they took me home.,♥ Thanks for them♥

Okay. Now I have go shower and do some make ups and dress up that I can go to partys !

BYEBYEEE♥

AAA! I started to watch HYD once again ! I love that dorama!

And today was really horrible. I was so tired and I felt really sick and askfjhskgjhsgf D: It wasn’t fun !

Tomorrow our schoolday is lovely! One lesson English and two native language ! Only 3 lessons ! and everything is coz teachers in our school have some training or something like that.

And I want to buy own cam coz I want to take it with me everywhere and take photos of everything! But….. I’m bad in it. XDD I don’t remembeer that cam is with me and I don’t take photos. srysry. XD

and…….. ! >: )) when I’ll buy new clothes I buy nice college shirts and nice shoes and everything ! *QQQ* I want to go to shopping *QQQ* rly !

BYEEE♥

AAAAAAAAAA! I love yamapi!! Yamapi is soo good actor !

…This is horrible. I don’t feel like writing in egnlish, but I won’t write here in some other laguage.

But now, I need new pics of myself ! I need them ! But I’m not that cute that someone can get good photos of me.

Today my school day was just………. normal ! Anything special didn’t happen.

And it was horrible that I liked one boy just one week ago, BUT HE HA GIRLFRIEND. so it’s impossilbe, so I can’t help it. hmm. I don’t think it so much because I don’t want to be sad. But I’m angry to that boy coz he acted like he would have liked me, but he didn’t ! >: ( it’s really disgusting behavior !

And I’m going to go to my dad’s place on friday ! DDDDDDDDD: I don’t want to go there ! AAArggghh! I hate my dad and I don’t want to go there, I don’t I don’t! There aren’t anything nice to do and aaaaaaa. I would be dead there.

Okay………
BYEBYEEE♥

……………….sry, but these chocolate candys ARE RALLY GOOOD !♥

AAA! I’ve had really nice weekend ! I love it !

But was there one horrible part tooo!
That was when Karo fell down with her snowboard! She was bleeding just nearly her eye and everything !

But the saturday was really nice ! We went to Helsinki with my old friend ! And we were shopping all the day ! It was really nice ! After that we went to Laura’s and our original plan was that we were going to some partys, but we didn’t go coz Laura’s boyfriend couldn’t drive. So we just went to the sauna and ate well.

I hope that Laura could give her white leatherjacket to meee! I love that jacket !

BYEEEEE♥

and…… I’m not annoyed today! That’s weird! XD

…….. It’s not bye yet ! I have lot’s of thing to tell.

Firts two of my friend started to dating yesterday! Both are boys! Cool, I can say! And I hope they really love each others!
And then mee…. I want to some action to my life ! I want to get drunk and just fool around with my friends but my friends are so far away ! so it’s quite difficult!

AND I dan’t understand myself coz I don’t know why I felt so sad when we were going to Lauras yesterday. I love big citys and Helsinki is biggest here. So it was sad to come back. But I think that when I’m adult I’ll live in Helsinki or somewhere in the wolrd in the some big city ! I can’t help it that I love different people and I love just sit in some cafe and watch people who walk just in front of me. Hmph. So let’s wait that I’m old enought.

NOW BYEEE♥

And comments are welcome.:——–)♥ I love u when u write comments to me ;DD♥

BYEBYEE!

You are the one. Sorry, not, you aren’t. I love one boy so much but because he lives in German this is just madness ! I cried so much even if it’s just couple of days when I saw him last. I can’t be her girlfriend if I’ll see him just two times in year with really good luck ! I may cry again! And he was too mad about me! He just speak about me all the time. It’s was too much to mee. ARGH!! I think that I’m losting my nuts.

But! That comenius was really fun and Moritz gave me present and everything really nice and I miss all of comenius students !
We was at Lahti and we have rally fun. And when we was snowfighting at the market place of Lahti some POLISE MEN just stopped their car and they just watched our fight XD. We were little bit scared!

And we was just doing PULKKAMAKI! It was really fun coz everybody were so happy and  Louis was craze ! He just laughed every time when he was coming down the hill!
I mis them all so much ! And I feel so quilty etc. 8( This isn’t so nice !

And on monday we had dance at sports lessons! I saw some new boy and he just smiled to me so beautifully etc! It was fun even if I hate dancin ( if it isn’t some hip hop or something like that). And I have cigarettes and I’m going to drinking and party with some boys after two weeks I guess ! And I think that I’m going to drink in my Easter holiday with Piia ! >: ))))♥

And tomorrow I’ll remember to take my cigarettes with me ! So I can smoke after school! That’s the only nice thing in my life now.

And I’ve had 2 exam at this week. DX and one is coming to friday!
AND AND ADN ! on Friday we (me, karo and mertsa) are going to go to snowboardin ! That’s great because O love snowboarding and everything !

And on Saturday I’m going to shopping to Helsinki with Laura and after shopping we’ll go to Laura’s and watch some movies and do everything fun !

And sorry for really long entry ! XDD♥

I love u all!

And please! I need comments!♥

byee then♥

AAAA! Sorry that I haven’t write here so long time ! I’ve a lot of things to do !

Now I’m studying Swedish that I would pass tomorrows test ! And one French is here ! He’s one year younger than me but so much taller etc. And we’ve had so nice evening here with my parents ! Tomorrow I’ll go with him to school and after school we’ll go to lahti ! Great !

And I’m too tired to tell more about this day, but this day was really wonderful!

Oyasumiii♥

AA! I’m so tired and I have some bubbly! OMNOMNOM!♥

And I didn’t do today anything!

BUT I BOUGHT SNOWBOARD! The shop assistant was rly nice and he searched just right things to me !

now I get some more bubbly and you’ll get some pics later XDD♥ I love u !♥

BYE♥

AAA! I’m so sad coz I can’t go to a cruise with my cousin coz I have test! And if I’ll do well at the test I get to Kannaksen high school! And now I’ll do my cousin so sad coz I can’t go to the cruise with her! What I sould do? 8(

And I love Hanakimi’s soundtrack so much ! AAAAA♥

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I think that I’m going to cry soon coz I hate that I have to choose things like that ! >: ((

And I’ll go to see my friend on next week and I’ll go to snowboarding with her 20th (?) day at this month !AA! I’m happy for that !

….. but please help me somebodyy! ;__;♥

BYYEEEEEEE♥

AAA! I have to say that Uverworld is wonderful! I like it! And I tried to be away from uverworld! XDD And I’ve tried to be away from suju already one year! I won’t give up at this time ! XDD

 And one of my friends just told me that she don’t know what the love is. I don’t know it too, but it’s not big deal to me. AARGH XDD

I’m so tired! 8(

BYEE!

I should have wathed one piece, BUT I just didn’t do anything. 8(

AHHAHHAHAA!  My friend was so ridiculois coz she has started to listening DIR EN GREY ! Horrible I can say! She was just rapper just before! Horribleee!

Today was also so annoying coz we failed our chemistry show and I was so tired and AARGHHH. Some lessons went trouhg my head in one ear and came out of other ear coz I thought everything about Shun ! XD And when I was walking to home I was just thinkin Shun ! This is horrible ! XDD But I can’t help it that I like Shun Oguri as an actor ! He’s the best forever I guess >:00

And I want to go to snowboarding! I want I want I want!

I’ve listened to Dir en Grey at this evening ! It’s great to listen this again ! I love I love I love !

Okay, now I’m going to write something to livejournal………. MAYBE ! and then I’ll do my homework and then I’ll go to sleeping. I’m so tired.

BYEBYEEE♥

AA! My friend just told me that one nice tv-program comes at 21:20! I have to remember to watch it ! Pasila is really funny program !

And now I’m going to watch One piece!♥ Love it !

…….btw I’ve eaten too much coz my belly is hurt now 8(

And the schoolday was really awfull! I hated it so much ! I don’t want to go to school tomorrow ! And we have to show our chemistry project tomorrow! I’ll be at home if I get ill to this evening ! >8(( hope that I get ill!

 Byeee♥