aaaaaa! I haven’t write here so long time ! I’ve had so much things to do ! And I don’t know that do I like one boy or not. XDXD as usual I’m little bit out of my own business.

and I’ve done one uchiwa, but it’s not ready yet !
couple of pics !:
the uchiwa is for tohya from vistlip !
and the other side !

And my hair have changed their colour !

And and…. have I more to say? :oo i don’t know.

 I can say that I love the used and……. vistlip♥

my high school is going well. but only negative thing is that sometimes i have too long schooldays. =(( like… 10 hours long. :———-(

And please. be happy and laugh !

even if it’s autum and dakr without snow, we have to go on and be happy (and study -.-) and we need power to do that ! So let’s keep  thumbs up !

Oh ! And I nearly forget ! I thought that I’ll tell you about the cruise where i was at last weekend ! It was amazing ! (even if I find myself on the bar with boys… and they bought drinkst to meXDXD…. but still it was so cool ! =) ) I bought 5 cds (gazette - DIM, L’Arc-en-Ciel - kiss, girugamesh - 13’s reborn, mucc - kyutai and the used - artwork) and diru’s dvd ! I find two shirts and one hoodie.♥

but now. byebyeee♥
i love u ♥

(￣▽￣) eeeeh. I visited dentist ! and now… this is painfull. But  the good points are that I didn’t have to go to school ! I’m home relaxing ang warching good doramas ! I love Yamapi ! I watched the Buzzer Beat finale episode today! Just couple of hours ago.!

And on monday evening I was photographing outside ! There was so dark and my hands were shaking all the time. I couldn’t got so good photo’s because of that. I think that I’d share couple of those horrible and failed photos. :—–D
here you go:


(I forgot to tell that I get my cam back ! But I think u understood it  when I told u that I was photographing one night ! (*^o^*) )
And here is my mouth ! It’s creepy with blood ♥

And ! I’ve been so good at our art lessons !
But I’m too lasy to post those photos of my sketchingbook! ; A ;, SRYSRY!

Now I have to continue writing my chemistry project. \(´∀`)/
またね♥ !

OAAA ! I love Code Blue ! It’s so wonderful ! And yamapi is so good actor !

But now I have to study ! =(( Math and finish ! horrible. I have my exam week.
so

BYEE♥

My life is great ! I feel so great again ! I haven’t baked for so long time, but I’ll soon bake something so good! And now I’ve started a diet ! This is great ! I’ve already lost weight about 3,5 kg ! And after this two-weeks diet I’ll eat little time normal and after that I’ll start this again ! I hope that I’ll lose so much weight ! I hope coz I wanna be thinner than now !

My high school goes well ! I understand math lessons and everything ! I’m so motivated ! This is soooooooo great ! Actually I’m feeling so smart!

And I’m horrible…… I bought smokes. But I love smoking (if those smokes are good ones :——–D)

My horse is doing well too !

I’ve nothing bad to tell ! :oo

But ! Please ! commets pleaseee ;AAA;♥♥
I’ll do photoentry again when I get my camera back !

But ! Now I’ll say

BYEBYE♥

OH! What an idea ! I wanna to move in the same apartment with my rly good frienf, Laura ! It would be so cool ! But it’s not possible yet. We’ve to wait for 2 years (or 1 year ! >:ooo ).

And I can tell that high school is so tiring ! I have so much homework and lessons are boring… So i’m gonna fall asleep all the time there ! : (

I didn’t have anything to say AGAIN ! This is horrible ;A; But now…

Byeee♥

ahh. The life likea high schooler is so hard. I hate people. I hate. But still…. I love people. This is horrible.

I was eith my really close friend last night and everytime when I’m with her I feel so much more better!

I have a lot of homework and I’m getting mad with it.

And I wanna get some boy who really loves me as I am. Be quite stupid but smart etc. I think it’s impossible to find a guy like that ! I know what but he’s too much asshole.

Argh. Help meeh.

Okay. Now I have to get better feeling that I can do fun things etc and doing homework won’t kill me if i’m happy !

so BYEE♥

oh my. it’s been so long time.

So, today it was my first day at the high school. It was horrible and stressing. I didn’t make friends yet, but I’ll soon. And my classmates are nice. So basic. And I saw one boy’s doppelganger. Horrible. Horriblehorriblehorrible ! But he was so cool.*Q*.

And I wanna go drinking ! It’s been while that I haven’t drink alcohol. It would be cool :—-D

But now I’m gonna take snap. :—)

See u later.
BYEEE♥

AAAAAA! I came to library and now I can use internet! I’m so happy !

And I’m having a rly good conversation with Anna.! She’s really lovely girl ! I miss her so much ! It’s about over one year when we met the last time. So long time !

I hate my life :———-)

BYEEE♥
but I love you ! (and I love super junior ! )

aaaaaaaaaa. today we’ll travell to our summercottage. horrible. without internet and everything fun for 3 weeks. :—( sad sad thing.

and I think that I hate couple of people. =) I hate then more that they can imagine. srysry.

And I can’t handle my thoughts. I have to be able to do that, but I’m not. Why? I don’t know. I want to start over everything.. srysry.

Okay. Now I have to go to pack my luggage. :—-( so it’s bye for a while.

BYEEE♥

heyy ! I’m going to be without internet again couple of weeks : (.

Today I visited my hair-dresser! She made my hair look so good again ! But little bit too short =(. And my “back”-hair is really really too short !
And the weather was really horrible when I walked to see my hair-dresser. I was soaking wet ! Tho I could shake water out of my socks ! Morning wasn’t my morning. XD . . . . Mornings aren’t mine as usually..

And when I came home I started to watch Dir en Grey’s dvd!

I’m a really big fan of them !

But now, I’m going to take nap !
BYEBYE♥

Long time no see ! I haven’t had internet for 5 weeks, so it’s been quite hard to keep in touch with u !

So, during that time I haven’t internet I lived in my own box, it was cheap apartment to rent. My life in there was exciting and speedy. On the first night couple of my friends, 3 boys, came with alcohol dirks there. It was fun to see them so drunk. I lost my key and everything like that. But I’m stilla live, so it was only fun.

I wasted my time with boys coz I couldn’t stand girls. My sould stand my cousin, and 3 of my best friends. But the most of the time when I lived there I was with boys. We had so many drinking partys and there happened a lot of things that I can’t understand.

When it was Midsummer Day’s Eve my cousin and i was drinking and one of my lovely boys was looking after us. We were crazy XD. Tomi (that boy) was so sweety when he was there.
Ahfer that friday was saturday(omg, i’m so sherlock!). We had bigger drinking partys then. :——D There was boys, my cousin and I.  And the all of us were drunken. And Joona, my cousin (Piia) and I puked and it was horrible. And if I tell the truth: I don’t remember anything about there. XDDDD Shit happens. : ((


Here u go, couple of pics about our drinking partys. :———-D

But I loved my box and want to go there again !

I loved my workmates etc. MY job in the garden was really nice even if I’m afraid of bugs. I hate them. : ((

Okay. That was the docket about my 5 weeks bux-life !
About yesterday I woke up on the armchair on the living room and the tv was on. Oops. :—) Then we went to shopping. My mom bought me couple od dvds and cookies and some fruitjams ! *Q*♥ Then we went to a chinese fastfood restaurant and took the food with us.! It was really delicious ! 

Okay. That’s enought today.

Byebyeeeee  ＼(o・ｖ・o)／
Luv ya ! ♥

AAAAAAA! I love Suju ! ;AA; WHY? WHY I HAVE TO LOVE SUJU? >: ((( it’s not so nice coz I tried to avoid it nearly 2 years ! But donghaeeeee ;AAA;♥

Today was so annoying. I don’t know why but it was horrible. I don’t want to go to school anymore >: (( rly ! even if we have only one week and then my summer holiday will begin. but i hate school so >: ((((((((((((

AHHAH. And todya one boy was so stupid ! I don’t remember what he did but it was so funny so I had to run away that I couldn’t rofl there XDD.

AH. Alice nine. is so wonderfull too *QQQ*♥

Ahhahahhaaa. I’m just laughing to Visual_fucks in da livejournal !
And I’m so frozen >:—————( HORRIBLE.frozen cupcake?

I’ve good plans for my weekend ! I’m waiting for them so much *Q* I’ll see Kati and Joona and maybe Tomi ! ♥ I’m so happyy ! わたしは　うれしいだす。
We’ll drink something with Kati and I’ll fix her hair color and everything great !

Yesterday I watched Love Contract till the end and the end was too sorrowful ! I cried, cried and cried. I have to say that don’t wantch it even if u’d like Mike He as an actor coz LC is happy and warm series but in the end it’s so horrible ! I watched it only coz Mike He was in it. But also I have to say that Mike He is great actor coz he could act those scenes so really ! It wasn’t an acting ! So he’s so cool ! ♥♥♥

And I can say I love you in 10 languages like I don’t have to think hard. :—D
I can say it in english, of course,
in Finnish (Minä rakastan sinua.)
Swedish (Jag älskar dig.)
Estonian (Min armastan sind.)
German (Ich Liebe dich. - I’m not so sure)
French (Je t’aime.)
Chinese (wo ai ni. 我爱你)
Japanese (あいしてる。)
Korean (사랑해요)
and
Italian (Ti amo)

So, byebyeee♥

AAA! I had really lovely May Day ! I was in Helsinki ! People in there were so drunk and funny on Thursday! I loved them ! There were so many good looking guys etc ! I smoked a lot and everything fun ! But I didn’t drink anything unfortunately :——-( AND REALLY UNFORTUNATELY I FORGOT MY CIGARETTES TO MY FRIEND ! She’ll sell them to others coz then I can pay my debt back to her. XDD Rly funny. I’m paying my debt with cigarettes and without money.

We watched really bull fighting episode 1 and couple of good music videos when I was there. Also we ate yummies and everything.

When it was Friday we didn’t woke up so early so we was on the center about 3 pm. Then we just walked around and we travelled on metro to everywhere and kept fun. :——-D Suddenly we decided to go to movieeee. It was “Men, who hate women.” It was so sad movie and I was so pissed of after it and I felt like I wouold be swedish someday XDDD… like: “SVEENSKAAA !!!11″

Today I got back home and I watched Bull Fighting in the end! It was really good drama ! And I love Mike He so much ! You must see Bull Fighting !

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND ! THE MOST HORRIBLE THING IS THAT MY IPOD IS BROKEN ! It was the first electronisc apparatus, which I have treated well AND IT BROKE DOWN ! How it’s possibleeee !!! :—–( I’m so pissed off nowwwwwwwwwwww. : (

soooo,
BYEEE♥
even if I’m pissed of I love u and ur comments here !♥

I’ve a horrible headache :———-( so horrible ! But still I can’t rest ! I must watch Bull Fighting until the end ! I love it ! It’s wonderfull drama ! And Mike He is in it ! ♥♥♥ But his role is horrible ! Shen Ruo He. He is soo……… ;___; hot but horrible !

 hotttttt♥

But… I’m tired and everything and I don’t want to go to school tomorrow. :—-( annoying people there !!!!!!!!1111111

 BUT NOW I’M WATCHING BULL FIGHTING SO NO WORRY !♥

Oah ! School will kill me. I hate it. We have so much things to do now. We have diploma works of health education, art, english etc. And on tuesday I’ll have 2 exam and on friday I’ll have one and on friday I have to give back diploma works of english and arts. Horrible stress !

AND….. A one boy in my class hate me. I’m so sure about it ! But actually I’m happy cuz he hates me. XDDDD I enjoy being horrible to him !
And one other boy…. I’m so confused about his behaviour. I can’t understand why he act like that or anything else. : ( but he’s so nice guy.

Also one girl is horrible. She tells horrible things about me to every one and today she asked me to go with them to drink on eve of may day. I’m not so sure am I going? So, I’ll see it someday.

And I want boyfriend ! >: ( I really want it ! I want some kind and lovely man with me !

But now…. I’m going to study a bit to my chemistry exam ! so…

BYEEE♥

Hiyaaa! It’s my b-day now ! My sweet 6teen ! I’m 16 ! Partyy!♥ but i think we’ll have only so little party, but it’s okay ! More important thing is that we have some kind of party ! We’ll eat and drink and have fun ! (okay. lol, our partys ARE SUPER LITTLE ! )

and soon we’ll go to see my granny and we’ll get something to eat, i’m sure about it !

And we watched 4 episodes of Hanakimi yesterday ! We laughed and cried and everything ! And after that we watched one horror movie called Apartment 1303  or something like that. :——-D

Andon this morging wehen my cousin woke me up, she had done cake and everything ! It was so cool ! It’s so long time when I got cake or some kind of b-day partys ! I love my cousin ! ♥

And all this morning all of my friends have been sending so many happy b-day -messages to me ! I love them too♥ !

But now, we’ll go to see my granny ! So byeee♥ Love ya !

ah ! Today have been really nice ! I’ve been so powerful and happy ! Today one boy teased me but I teased back XDDD. He was that boy who bring me home just last friday with his friend’s microcar!

And I was in a social mood! I talked with many students and laughed and thought things about one bitch. She is sooooo annoying ! >: (( I hate her ! But still she is nice and I waste my time with her so much. XDD Am I stupid? Yes, i’m. that’s clear without thinking.

And I’ll have soooo tiny partys for my b-day, but I’ll still have partys ! I’ll go to my cousin’s place and there she will make a cake to me ( if she remember !!!!111) And  she’ll buy some cigarettes and drinks to me ! But not much, just little ! I love her ;A;♥ Piia is the best of my cousins forever !

And now, I’m going to go to drink some coffee and eating and then go to do some food shopping.!

BYEEEE♥

I love ya!
(and your comments of course!)

Those partys wasn’t that nice that I waited for. : ( I didn’t get so great feeling there coz we had to leave so early. : (

Today I was snowboarding at morning. I was too tired to do that. : ( I’m still tired. : (

Short entry is short. XD♥

Luv u guys♥

BYE♥

AA!♥ tonight I’ll have partys with my really good friend !…. Okay, they’ll be her mom’s b-day partys, but we arew there so there are true partys !

Yesterday was really wonderful! Firstly I went by bus to Lahti and then bu train to Helsinki and there I looked around but I didn’t see my friend. : ( then I called to her and when I saw her I just ran and huged her! ;AAA;♥ I’ve been missed her so much! Then we did some shopping etc. And played ddr!♥ AND then we went to cinema ! The movie was really gooooood! Inkheart u know? I cried in the end XDDD. After the movie we just spent our time in the outside and stalking some Asian boys XD♥ Then my I went by train to Lahti and there I took a buss and came to Orimattila, back my new “home town”.
Here I took walked to some supermarket to taking my bike. And there I saw Teemu and others. I asked that can Teemu bring me home coz I didn’t wanted to go to home by bike. Teemu didn’t coz I didn’t have a helmet, coz he was in the center with his moped. XDD But Lari and some other boy was with microcar and they took me home.,♥ Thanks for them♥

Okay. Now I have go shower and do some make ups and dress up that I can go to partys !

BYEBYEEE♥