tell me
have you forgotten about me
has your heart let me go?
teach me
how to stop loving you too
my lonely heart can‘t go on
remind me
when our love was so beautiful
and life was at blissful peace
hear me
my soul wants to reach yours
it‘s longing for your love still

you are the song,
my heart wanted to sing.
you are the life,
my soul wanted to live.
we were the path,
many wish they could walk.
because our love was pure,
the kind we still wish we had.

in yesterday’s light
assurance, and hopelessness
naive comfort
we live on through me
and my weaknesses
but i am without you
it wasn‘t meant to be
it didn’t last
we didn’t pass
the test of time and life
this song wasn‘t meant for me

what to do what to do… i want to get back together with him, a part of me believes we should be together and there is no other way. because of the distance, we can’t be together and i have no faith in long distance relationships. i love him, he’s my other half, my soulmate, my life. do i tell him this? i know he wants to be with me, we talk every day still. there is no one else for me, and no one else for him. this i know. i would make the sacrifice to go where he is, but he made mistakes and i made mistakes. only his mistakes were bigger, and deeper, and they hurt. and i needed a guarantee that they would not happen again. i want to run to him and tell him my life only makes sense if he’s in it, but that he needs to assure me history won’t repeat itself. but i think such promise will only be genuine if he realizes what he has to do, on his own. so what is the solution? forget and move on, or keep holding out hope?

my heart beats for you
and it skips beats for you
it even smiles and cries
in joy and in sorrow