So school is hectic, and work is annoying. What else is new?

Well… i got a new haircut less than 10 minutes ago and i’m pretty stoked about that. I cut it myself since the back part of my hair was looking ugly and whatnot.

I have a new crush. That’s exciting and startling all at once. I’m not about to explain the details right now; that’s for later.

I’ve lost 10 lbs. All by hardly eating the first few days. Now i just try to keep below a certain level of calories. i’m having a bit of trouble trying to reach 165. i seemed to have capped at 170 but i’m working on it! Maybe i’ll be able to reach my goal without even working out… you think it’s possible?

I’m starting to become quite capable of buidling my own bonfire since the last couple of cold fronts we’ve had, we’ve been sneaking into this abandoned future park site to hang out.

I feel like pooping… I hope that i passed my statistics test… =\ safe to say that has me concerned!

The same sh*t always happens to me… is the 3rd time a charm??? (this is in reference to the new crush) I’m kind of content where i’m at right now… i don’t need anymore added on drama… but we’ll see where this goes i suppose..

Well.. I’m almost done with this semester. I’m so annoyed that my schedule is all messed up for the spring!!! >:o Ok, sure I over sleep like EVERY friggin’ day and sure that I skip class more often than not but that doesn’t mean that I like the idea of going to school in the afternoon!!! Morning classes are awesome becuase I have the rest of the day to do whatever.. even if that whatever is SLEEP. My only hope is that somehow I’ve adapted enough to actually wake up early next semester, which realistically I won’t because I know myself! XO

So… I should be looking into my term paper right? Instead I’m here writting a blog because last time I did was waaaaaaay long agooo.

I was watching the Tyra show earlier today and they had an episode where there was a woman in her early 20’s who was still a virgin. She was somehow putting her virginity up on an auction which was going for as much as approx. 2 million dollars. That is insane! So of course there was the lovely moral dilemma of using your sexuality to make some dough, and how could she do this? Doesn’t she have any dignity? Etc, etc..

 So… I guess it’s fine and dandy to do with your body as you please, but it IS kind of sad to see someone who’s willing to put a price tag on herself- male or female.. it certrainly isn’t something admireable.

I agree that we definitely have the right to do with our bodies what we please- be it insane ammounts of sex or lack thereof- without fearing the stigma of negative labels. I mean, why should it matter to someone else what I do versus what someone else does? Gender and ethnicity shouldn’t come into play but they do. Isn’t morality subjective anyhow?

BLOOP! On another note… I’m going to hate the days leading up to Thanksgiving (but not Thanksgiving itself of course =P).

Ok, so i just took the test that i was shitting bricks about and i’m pretty sure that i passed. however, there was one essay question that i didn’t know, and i wrote this note to the prof: i completely forgot this, i only reviewed this once while studying and i have vague notes on it- i hate you. (just kidding!

does that sound offensive to you??? i thought it was kinda funny… now ralf is making me feel bad about it!! anyone who reads this be honest! i’ll find out on friday… X(
also… the 2 most amazing things that i saw on my way to school today: a black cat (on the 826- yes in the MIDDLE OF THE EXPRESSWAY just running around like it’s all good-n-gravy). i wanted to rescue it so bad but i had to study for my test! and i didn’t want to die… i swear, if i see him on the way home i’m definitely picking it’s ass up and finding it a home! i even have someone in mind…

the second thing: i was passing by a church in a ghetto neighborhood, and this is how ghetto that neighborhood is.. you know how when you watch the simpsons the church has a sign up, similar to the signs that fast food chains have? you know, those signs that annouce stuff as you drive? anyway, this sign was boss! the best one ever: “worried? trust in god. remember, even Moses was a BASKET CASE.”
…yes, they called moses a basket case… that was the best moment in my life i swear to baskets!
anyway, that’s all that’s of interest right now.. tata!

post script: ok…. just thought that i’d to this post by saying i DID manage to save her… and now i’m stuck finding her a good home.