This morning i had taken pork mee and a tea before i went to college. My boyfriend had asked me to call the bank to stop the cheque. So i called. The third time only i managed to talked to the person-in-charge. After a round of conversation, there were something that i need to tell my boyfriend to handle. So i called him. His mobile phone was off. I called about 5 times. Then i called to his mother’s mobile, nobody pick up. Then i called his youngest brother, off his mobile too. Then i tried to called his younger brother’s mobile, nobody pick up, so i called another number of his, still nobody pick up. Then i called again my boyfriend’s mobile, still off. I got no choice but to called his shop’s number, damn it, nobody pick up as well! What the hell is went on?!! I wondered why were this happened to me! I got anxiety to frustrated, i decided to called the very last time to his mother before i head back to his house all the way from my COLLEGE! Oh man, need about 15 minutes if no traffic jam! Finally, his mother picked up the phone. I told her about the circumstances, and she said she will call my boyfriend. I was really curious, since my boyfriend off the mobile, how is her mother going to reach him? I thought as much, she cannot reach him and she asked me to text messaging my boyfriend. I was like, ’OMG, this is so urgent, and now i am hell nervous and you asked me to leave my boyfriend a message? Are you kidding me?’ Anyhow, i had to bear that in mind and told her i will.

Soon after i hung up her call, my boyfriend finally shown himself by calling me! Damn! He don’t know how worried i was! I almost burst out in tears! I told him the circumstances, and he asked me to go back to settle that.

Thus, i was driving like mad lady like i was going to give born! Fast and furious!

I thought the procedure will took me at least half an hour, who knows only 5 minutes! I came back all the way for that stupid 5 minutes and sacrificed my 2 hour lectures which i might have a quiz to do and lost my marks! Shit!

Yeah…and i need to drive all the way back to my college AGAIN for my group discussion at 12 p.m. . When i reach Pusat Bandar Damansara was about 11 p.m. ,which i was late for an hour for my lecture already, so i wanted to cool down myself and i turned my steering wheel to the directions of Bangsar. I went to MPH bookstore and i managed to found ‘Damaged’ by Cathy Glass!   

This book really calm me alot. I mean the moment i stepped into the bookstore and started to looking at books, i felt so much calmer. And when i found this book, i was so delighted! So immediately i held this book in my arm and proceed to the cashier to pay and make it MINE!!

After walked out from the bookstore, i saw Crocs specialize store. I walked in and looking for the Hello Kitty Jibbitz. I got all 6 of them!

These Jibbitz really cured me! I was like amnesia that i cannot remember the incident that i was so frustrated…The power of Hello Kitty! Ha-ha!

Here a cute little Malt drink i would like to share with you guys!

 Yeah…this is a drink from Thailand, my parents went and bought on their trip.

If you had ever drink Horlick before, yeah, that’s the taste of this malt drink. I really love the mini can. It is so easy to carry out, not heavy at all. By the way, i was wearing my new Hello Kitty blouse, which my parents bought for me from a shopping mall in Thailand. Adorable!

This was how my bad day turned into a good day!

I want to soak myself in the story of ‘Damaged’ later! It’s time for me to washed away my dust and dirt on my body! *bubbles time*    

I had my breakfast at Oldtown White Coffee, Ampang Water Front with my boyfriend this morning. The waiters knew us very well already and we always talk like old friends, escpecially they like to joke around with my boyfriend. It was nice they treat us kinda better.. Hehe..

After breakfast, i went to my Human Service class. Today we have a guest lecturer. He is a Malaysian. He worked at New Zealand as Educational Psychologist for 3 years before he returned here. Today he shared his 3 years experience there among us. He talked about the process of dealing with a new referral case. Now i realized that is is not easy to construct a plan to help client, we cannot force others to accept our idea just because we have the psychology knowledge. We need to discuss with other expertises to avoid any unwanted mistakes and able to give the best to the client. It really require teamwork, which it is tough to achieve, in my opinion. I had gone through quite a few times of conflict and uncomfortable in a teamwork. I think it is hard to get a team mate who can share the responsility with you in different dimensions of work. I had completed my task 1, which i need to answer 2 simple questions that related to the guest lecturer’s talk very soon during his talk.

Due to the KISS principle, the guest lecturer was able to finished his talk an hour early at 2 p.m. . After we submitted the task 1, me, Evie and Hilary went level 9 to complete our PSY201 ERB form, which is Ethical Review Board. It was a long one, although it may seems to be only 5 to 6 pages. In addition, we need to come out with Letter to Participant and also the Consent form. Therefore, we used about 2 and half hours to done that.  FINALLY~

We felt so cold and our fingers became numb and my nails became purple color. Most importantly, we were so hungry!! This was how we award ourselves for completed the ERB form.

Pizza Hut:

We ate our heart out! Full until cannot walk! Ha-ha!

I still got more assignments on hand to be complete! Arghhhhh……….hate that!!!!!!

Just had a warm and fresh shower…feeling so good now…first of all, i would like to say Selamat Hari Raya for all our Muslim races, hope you all have a wonderful and prosperity year ahead!

I wanted to blog on Saturday, really, but i was too exhausted, so today i would have to be a long-winded, compose my 3 days experiences. (i suppose it gonna be a long one… )

Saturday

I had a group discussion with my PSY 205 fellow group members..To be fair to Evie, who does not has her own transport, we decided to go a place that near her house to do the discussion. So, we chosen Feeling Cafe.

It was beginning with a good and quiet environment that really suited us much. But, thing turned bad when we heard the sound of machine cracking the wall or something. Oh goodness, how are we supposed to do discussion like that? We forced to continued too…Cathrine and Jeff had to left earlier, so Hilary, Evie and me continued the discussion by our own.

Mid of our discussion, the electricity went off suddenly! We all got shocked but anyhow the staffs managed to solved it in a couple of minute.

I did not bluff you, seriously, the electricity dead and caused me in dark…

Physiological arousements will come one after one. So, scare should be follow up by hunger…

Milan Cheese and Ham Chicken Chop. Taste average, not really special though.

Until 8 p.m., finally we left without our proposal…sadly…coz’ we had decided to change our topic and need time to searching for new journals and past research. We might be thinking too much of possibilities and caused such an issue..

Sunday

I woke around 11 a.m. , and went to shower. My grandfather had cook curry vegetables, potato with chicken and a tofu mushroom soup. Immediately after shower, i took my brunch. I was so hungry that i cannot even wait for my uncle and cousin to come and eat together. Oh, poor me…

After eaten, i had finished my reading on ’Hidden’ by Cathy Glass. Undoubtedly, it is a touch and sensible true story that should be able to raise our awareness towards the social issues that happen around us. If everyone of us give a bit, we will be able to give a lot of help to them who are in needed.

I got nothing to do while waiting for my boyfriend to wake up from his beautiful Sunday morning. Thus, i had some reading on PSY 205 text book. By the time he woke up, it’s 3 p.m. already. I have a birthday party to be attend at the night, so i suggested that i take shower before we go out so i do not need to go home and change again.

We went to Sungei Wang and had his brunch+dinner and my dinner. This was what we got from the short shopping spree:

Both of us in the funny huge red frame spec! Ha-ha…is hilarious…

One discovery during window shopping at Sungei Wang. A Japan shop named Daiso had opened at there. It was my first time there and i realized all the items in that shop are RM5!!! Regardless what you got, from accessories to some clothing, kitchen utensils to gardening, they got almost everything you might need!

These are what i got:

Monday

Today i had woke up at 6 a.m. because i had a 1-day Perak trip with my boyfriend and his family. Upon waiting for my boyfriend to call me up, i had my favourite interest done:

Ha-ha! Nothing else but took photo!

We on our way around 8 a.m. .Our first destination was Bidor, where we had our breakfast.

The handmade mee was very delicious. You can see from the empty bowl, i almost eat the bowl along. Hehe…

Then we headed to Hot Spring in Trolak, although we need to follow Sungkai road signboard to reached there and we thought Hot Spring is in Sungkai… 

Me and my Darling soaked our foot in the 40 degree hot water. My foot nearly cook! But my boyfriend said not hot yet very comfortable.

Love this! My backside not bad ah! Seems slimmer…coz’ my face very fat and chubby!!!

We are going to cook our boiled eggs in the Hot Spring water!!! But that side was crowded with people so we decided to go another place to boil the eggs but………. 

Our first attempt was about 5 minutes. But we failed because the water was not hot enough. So………..

Our second attempt was around 10 minutes…But still, the water not hot enough to boil the eggs…got some people said they had boiled for an hour but the eggs still not fully cook yet.. Thus…………….

We went back to where we supposed to boil eggs there and put the eggs inside a metal tin and put it into the water. It went around 10 minutes and the eggs were still not cook yet because the hot water source only come in the middle of the stones, which we need to put the eggs there only can cook faster.

So we asked an uncle to helped us to put there when he was standing there to took care of his eggs.

As you can see, sooooooo many people were cooking their eggs with whatever materials, skills and patterns. Ha-ha! I guess many are from Scout! Wahaha!

Finally….we spent around an hour, the eggs were cook!!!!

A round of running and waiting and sweating, the eggs really tasted better than ever!

After had eggs, i went to shower and we headed off to Teluk Intan, where Ah Heng stay. (one of me and my boyfriend’s friend)

His parents were so friendly and warming that they offered us a marvelous dinner.

They only used plain water to cook with fishes, fish balls, squids and other seafood. But the soup turned out to be so sweet and tasty! That is the power of seafood freshness!

After dinner, they offered us their own plant mangoes as dessert. The mangoes so sweet too! Ah~~~Thank you so much for your generous!

Then we got the chance to visit the fishermen factory where they stop their boats when they came back from fishing.

Behind me is one of the boats that they used to go fishing. I heard from Ah Heng’s dad that usually fishermen will go around 14 days before they come back. Hmmn…that is why the boat need to be so huge so that they can put their daily items there? I mean i just guess….hehe…i should have ask him…

We went back to Kuala Lumpur around 8 p.m. Everyone was so tired yet happy to round the Perak and seen so many new things. The most pitiful person was my boyfriend, who was so sleepy and tired but still need to drove us all the way home. Thank you so much Darling!

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I am so full now. I wonder how am i going to sleep. I just had steamboat as my supper…Gosh…it was over limit…

Anyway, just wanna share with you all the changes that had been made by this particular steamboat restaurant.

Yes, that’s it. All the utensils are being wrap in one set and is supplied by a sterilize company. This simply means that instead of going for traditional washing method, they had progress to such a higher level which they collect all the dirty dishes back to the company, and they would sterilize all the utensils for you, and wrap in set separately. Do you think the hygiene purpose is really there? I don’t know. It depends on how you perceive the meaning and level of hygiene.

After open, it included a plate, a tea cup, 2 sizes of bowls, a sauce plate, a spoon and a pair of chopsticks. All the utensils are fully printed with the company’s name except for the chopsticks.

The beautiful clay pot that used for steamboat purpose. Usually the other steamboat shops would use normal aluminium or metal pot. I think this is because this steamboat shop serve porridge steamboat as well. Porridge will stick on the metal pot but not on clay pot. Well, this is just my opinion..I don’t know the real reason…Ha-ha..

All the dishes we had ordered at 11.30 p.m. ….

Deng deng! it’s time to tucked in! I took much of Pu Er Tea and thought it will help me in digest, but it seems like i really over limit. Now i feeling nausea and like going to vomit. Oh shit…. how to have a good night sleep…?

I love Friday, simply because i look forward the coming of Saturday, ha-ha!

The Garden of mine would always have a theme color mostly on Tuesday, Wednesday or Friday, because we got the same classes on these particular day.

These today’s theme color:

~Obviously, is pink color right? I know mine is combination of a few colors, but that’s the only pink top i got… (i think…)

Ya, i know my Garden lost the sight of Rainbow and Bee because they cannot make it there… Such a pity…

However, we still need to eat although it was pity..ha-ha!

~Nyonya Fried Rice! It doesn’t spicy enough, and i mixed with so many chilli belacan, and Kelvin, who cannot eat spicy, wondering whether i really love spicy that much.. On the same time, i was wondering why nowadays guys just cannot eat spicy, my boyfriend is one of them… Ha-ha… Men from Mars while women from Venus!

Actually, i was intended to do some extra reading that related to my Psychology field. I did went to Kinokuniya and MPH, i managed to found some interesting topics but the price is not so favourable.

Luckily, my Garden included many different characteristics. My Buterfly Evie is a book lover! She had a lot of interesting books, that’s why she offered me to borrow her books to me. I so touch! She so considerate!

This is my first Psychology extra reading, sponsored by Evie, my Dear Butterfly.

~I am going to read it through my leisure time (if i have so..) The assignments deadlines are forcing me to be so tension and stress and freaking out like mad lady! Argghhhh~~~~~~~~~~

*p/s: I am going to wrap the book for Evie. I just cannot stand my book become dirty and yellowish especially the book’s cover is white in color. And for you information, Evie told me she does not like to wrap her book and likes it to be a bit dirty to show that she read that book before… OMG…but don’t be surprise, that’s the specialities of my beautiful Garden.

Weird+ Weird+Weird= Valerie’s Garden

I am wondering…Is a relationship lasts? I don’t know. The longest duration of my relationship was 2 years and 7 months. Reason of broke up was he hooked up with another girl when he went to National Services.

The second longest duration was 2 years plus (i can’t count the exact month because we’ve been broke and together for a few times) Reason was he hooked up many girls in our relationship. Everytime he promised he will change, he would not do it again. But is just a whole bunches of empty promises.

Now, another 2 months i would be celebrate my 2 years anniversary with my current boyfriend. But, do i have the chance?

I cannot feel him with me. No, i can’t.

Is he change? Or me, myself had change?

I asked myself, many times, ‘Do i still love him?’ and i know the answer is yes. I tried to talked to him regarding this. I tried my best to protect our relationship. I don’t want it breaks into pieces.

I think too much? I making myself being paranoid and burst into tears almost every nights? Why? Did you ever think why i behaved so? You don’t. In your eyes, i just being paranoid. You never know that how much i care about you because you never think at other people perspectives. You are the world. You only care about your own feelings. How many times i had adviced you to be more considerate? What i said were all rubbish, please feel free to throw it into rubbish bin.

Yeah…To you, i am being so annoying. But you never realize that a person who is meant good for you is the one who would advice and criticize you when you did something wrong. A person who knows how to do apple polishing is your favourite. But they are the one who would backstab you after that.

I don’t know how long i can stand for it. But i know i am just a normal stupid girl who would willing to do anything for my loved one…yeah…i am just that normal… and i only own a fragile soul now…can you see that?

Now i am sitting at Starbucks Coffee Bangsar Village II. Just ordered a Green Tea Latte, and planning to blog for my morning interesting Human Personality class.

This morning i managed to had my nasi lemak with tea tarik as my breakfast with Hilary and Grace. (part of my Garden!) Then we headed toward our class, and we were a bit late for it. *oops*

Until the half period of the class, Alice asked us whether we want to eat Apollo or not. It sounds so familiar to me yet i try to remember whether is it the white color sweets with green color wrapper. So, i was wrong.

This is the Apollo she meant…. Ha-ha….i think i am old…cannot even remember one of my favourite snacks…

Today was the compulsary class for our activity. Whoever had absent from this activity, the attendance for this activity would not be taken even you attend the lecture. And…this was our activity…

You must be laughing at my kindergarten drawing and wondering what the hell for a Degree class doing all this drawing right?

Let me reveal the truth to you!

It was kinda art therapy. From the drawing, we can know a little bit more about what the person is thinking and what might be happening to he/she recently. Oh ya, for your information, i am a Psychology student. This was a Human Personality class. It was the funniest class among the 3 lectures we had before. Now only i realized the essentials of the art therapy. It is suitable for kids and also people who cannot express himself/herself well, because the drawing would talk for their sake.

After the class, we had a group discussion to discuss about our Human Personality group project. We would choose Gandhi as our topic of the ASIAN personalities.

When the discussion end, Yen had asked us to have lunch together. Thus, me, Evie, Hilary and Yen went Jom Makan at Wisma UOA. Before we go there, there was a Ramadhan Bazzar in front of the kpd A. Due to our curiosity and 1 Malaysia spirit, we went to take a look. These are what me and Evie got fom the Bazaar.

Originally this was RM20 each, but then she gave us special discount at RM15 each, because we are student ma…. ha-ha!

 Now, i got to search imformation about Gandhi. So i shall catch up with you guys soon!

*oh ya, this was our Garden’s theme color yesterday!

Garden go Green!

Supposingly the organizer was Evie, but wonder how she sprained her ankle nerve, and she felt so pain until she cannot walk. That’s why our Garden was short of 1 person. What a pity! But today she came to college, i am glad that her ankle are better now!

Friday! I guess nobody would have a Friday blue right? Hehe..But i do have a Friday ‘white’ today as Yen had suggested Garden to wear in white today.

~See, there is always some naughty people who don’t like to cooperate with others! (look at the girl at right corner, she wore BLUE!!)

~Anyhow, it was still a 80% perfect photo which 3 of us showed our legs while 3 of them covered their legs. Telepathy again!

TODAY SPECIAL!!!

~Homemade cupcakes from Grace! Some more got our names(initial alphabets) in color icing on top of the cupcakes! Sweet~~

~Here’s me with my cupcake, can you see the initial alphabet on the top? Is a V! The cupcake tasted nice. Thank you, Grace! *hugs*

Tomorrow i am having my Malaysian Studies final exam papers…Argh….I hate it….

~Me studied at Oldtown White Coffee. Read all the history until i almost fell asleep… Then i got a White Coffee to woke me up…

Now, i am at home… Waiting to sign up for PSY207 tutorial.. That day was being cheated by the ipsych system…:( cause me unable to sign up for the tutorial session that i wanted… Today, i cannot be defeated by you-ipsych AGAIN!!

I slept at 8 p.m. yesterday night, therefore i did not check my emails and all the E-stuffs. I was exhausted by my three final exam papers these two days. And finally, now i got time to do some emails checking (realized that one day didn’t check mails cause me 70 new mails in inbox!), Facebook-ing and also blogging for my Wed-Thurs life experiences!

On the Wednesday, which was also National Cancer Day, we were encouraged to wear in yellow to support this cause. Since i am the Val’s Garden’s owner, i had asked all my Garden’s members to wear in yellow. On one hand we can support the cause, on the other hand, we can take Garden group photos! One stone hits two birds!

~The sitting pose. Notice our foot. I did not ask them to wore like that. But can u guys see that 3 wore sandals and 3 wore sport shoes! This is so-called telepathy!

~The standing pose. Two towers in the middle surrounding by some small little buildings. Ha-ha! Terrible me!

During the break time of Human Personality class, i was treated a cute Dinosaur Chewits candy by Evie!

On the Thursday, apparently i woke up at 5 a.m. to do my studies for my latter exam papers until 7 a.m. .

~My eyebags…. It was proven that i DID sacrificed my sleeping time for the ECO 101 and 102 exam papers…

Tell you what, my ECO 101 is going to fail. I don’t know what i was writing and i supposed my lecturer also would not understand. Never mind, is over now. I cannot do anything to change the result.

Then i went off earlier from the exam hall and proceed to library, because i not yet study for my ECO 102 paper! Damn it… Luckily Jia Min was there to explained to me from chapter 30 to chapter 35 in an hour! Thank you soooo much!! I appreciated a lots!!!!

~Seafood bread from Rotiman. I had taken this secretively in library as it is prohibited to eat in a library!! Hehe…

My ECO 102 paper should be better than the previous paper. Thanks for Jia Min’s efforts! Love her!! *muaks*

Even though the exam papers had ruin my mood, but my boyfriend just has the thing to cheer me up.

Yeah…That’s right!

~M.A.C Hello Kitty accessories-mirror!

He bought from our friend’s friend who working in M.A.C cosmetic shop. I cannot get the accessories during the launching of this Hello Kitty cross-over. But now he got it for me!!! (and this is more expensive as it is limited edition and rational people would mark up the price!)

I felt so delight! Thank you my dear Bibi! Love you always!

Today i woke up in a blur state, as i cannot sleep yesterday after i blogging. My head was so heavy, my eyelids were even heavier to open.

Anyhow, i managed to get myself done with a black shiny three-quarter legging with a long grey singlet. Tiredness did not spoilt my dressing mood.

I had this for my breakfast before i go to college.

A cup of Milo with a slice of Marble cheese cake from Uncle Ben.

This was a specialty during my recess time, or should said finish class time!

Bright and sunshine Starbucks trucks! They had brought us four types of drinks with super value of RM10 for tall size, which were Mocha Fracpuccino, Caramel Fracpuccino, Mango Blend and Raspberry Blend. I had chosen Caramel Fracpuccino, it was quite nice.

In addition, Yen was the lucky 100th patrons today! So she was given reward…

An mini imitation of the Starbucks drinks! So adorable! Lucky Yen! hehe..

I was being lucky enough as well, because my boyfriend got me some chocolates from the Korean Village near Ampang Point there.

Now i had to wait for 9.30 p.m. to sign up for my PSY205 tutorial sessions. There would be a crowd certainly. I hope i will be able to squeeze myself into Tutorial 1. Wish me luck!