Thursday…I hate & love it… Hate because i only go to college for one and half hours of tutorial class; Love because i got plenty of times to go Jalan Telawi, Bangsar there to walk around.

Today, after my class, originally i was supposed to go lunch with my boyfriend. But out of sudden, he got something to do, so i told him i will have my lunch on my own. On the way go back to main block by shutter bus, i decided to go Starbucks for my lunch! *wink*

When i reach Jalan Telawi, i was looking for parking bay. But there were too crowded, i cannot manage to find at the first round. So i turn to the other street, hoping to find one parking bay. I saw a Perodua Myvi is going out, but i saw it from my side mirror…(so u guys know that the parking bay is BEHIND my car…) I looked around, there were no other cars behind me, so i tried to reverse my car. Suddenly, a Proton Saga came out from a backstreet, which totally blocked my car to reverse further… What can i do? Went off & decided to just parking at Bangsar Village mall lo….

When i was about to turn into the street that leads to the Bangsar Village carpark, a car is gone off from his parking bay! Whoo hoa! So i straight away parked at that bay. I only parked it with RM0.60 for 1 hour and 15 minutes! If in the Bangsar Village carpark, i think it gonna cost me around RM1.50 or RM3…

Actually i was looking for a brown high waist belt. Hence, i thought of Blueberry boutique, coz’ i am the member of the shop.. :p  I love at first sight when i saw this brown color belt on the mannequin at the entrance. 5 minutes. I only took  5 minutes to done this.

1st minute-Can i try it on? 

2nd minute-U got a new one?

3rd minute-Okay, i want this.

4th minute-Pay with RM35.10 after discount.

5th minute-Put into my Hello kitty reusable cloth bag.

Well, sometimes i had to admit i am an impulsive shopaholic. Yes, i am.

After satisfied with my new stuff, i headed to Starbucks. I had ordered a Grande Green Tea Latte with a slice of L’opera.

First tip…

The first few mouths of the cake were okay,really okay…But…the taste getting awful and i started to feeling nausea…

Thus, in the end…

I really cannot finish that cake, even though i know it left around 2 bites…

Anyhow, my mood did not affect by the L’opera, because…i got better harvard today! Lala~~

It is 3 a.m. in the morning now. I am experiencing insomnia, damn it… I have class tomorrow, i mean LATER, at 8 a.m. , and i have to wake up at 6 a.m. … (I bet i’m gonna fall asleep in class later!!)

Just had a chat with my elder sister. She is 28 years old and owns a boutique. She had hired my aunt to work for her, but not her will, it was my mom’s idea, because my mom think that a close relative is better in taking care of money, you know, sensitive case…

My aunt is 40 years old, no high education background, no experience in working as boutique promoter, but still, my sister employed her.

There were many conflicts did happened. (Although it seems to be just the problems that affect my sister..) My aunt think her salary is low, she asked for raising. She think her commission is low, she asked for raising. She cames late and asked to left earlier sometimes. She would not take the initiative to wipe the mirror, vacuum the carpet, or wash the toilet. She does not know how many colors a dress could have because she never check out the store. She does not know where the clothes place in the store because she never replenish the stock.

If you were a boss, what would you do to your staff like this? Scold her? Deduct her salary? Or fire her?

But…

She is your aunt! How shall you raise out your voice to her? How you gonna tell her the way she is doing was wrong? How you gonna say you had enough of her?

This is the first thought i had when my sister told me she hired my aunt. My first idea is that, she is not suitable in this line. She would not be able to do it well. Then…BINGO! What i thought had cames to reality!

I wonder how my sister gonna handle with this.. But it is definitely hard to tell her because she is your aunt..If you act too harsh, people thought you are rude and no manner to your elderly; but if you try to care about this and talk it in a not straightforward way, would it ruin the matter?

I do not know… But i do hope my sister find a way to deal with this.. Good luck and all the best to you, my sister!

Still remember last month i went for body check up? The doctor said there were black shadow in my ovary.

Today,i went to check up again as doctor asked so. I was so nervous waiting at the lounge. When the nurse called up my name, i entered the doctor’s room. When the doctor was doing scanning for me, i saw his serious face,like something bad had happen. Then i asked him, “is there anything in my ovary?” He showed me a more serious expression. Then he answered me, “Left side is okay,let me check right side now.” At least i felt release at that moment. Then, he said, “right side also clear,you are okay!” and he gave me a smile. I am glad that the black shadow gone! There is nothing inside my ovary! I am healthy! But why lah the doctor showed this kind of face? I was so scare that time! Aiyo..Naughty doctor!

Anyway,I am happy and feel blessing that i am really okay.

ps:Thx Fatbird for wishing me good luck for my today’s body check up!  ;)

I’ve been blooging at Sanriotown for quite a time.The main reason i blog here instead of Windows Live or blogspot is that i really LOVE Hello Kitty. I should use the word ‘ADDICTED’, i think this is more accurate for my present state.

Thus,i would like to share with you all,my level of addited… here you go!

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Well,i think is enough..Anyway,i still got quite lots of new products, but i am lazy to take it out all..maybe next time when i have a clean up, then i will snap them and upload here ya!

Hope you all enjoy! have a nice day!

曾经

有一个他，深爱着我。。他在东，我在西，可是他愿意为了我一句‘我想你’，就飞车驶上把我们分开两地，两个小时的路程，只为了让我见他一面。。虽然他很好，但我没能全心全意地对他，因我害怕寂寞，害怕分隔两地。。

现在

他已是有妇之夫，有老婆，也就快有小孩，他说他对我依然有感情，放不下。。我要他记得自己已有老婆，他答应我他会做个好爸爸，好老公。他说，为了让他能对老婆专一，他必须跟我断绝来往，才能对我彻底放下，因为他真的觉得很辛苦。。我答应他了。。他要我答应他，不能生气，也要我多吃点，说我太瘦了。。我也答应了他。。

他说，万一我男朋友对我不好，分手的话，一定要告诉他，因为在那边还有一个人放不下我，而那个人正是和我通着电话的他。。我说，他已经结婚了，根本就是事实，改变不了什么，但。。他坚持，一定要我个告诉他，他说船到桥头自然直，到时会有解决的办法。。他还说如果我们真的有机会从来，他一定不会像以前那样，他一定会给我开心、幸福。。

以后

我不懂。。我们会是怎样？虽然我答应的很爽快，但是还是很心痛，一来没有了一个朋友，二来我从没想过他是如此地爱我。。我嘴里常会说有缘无份，但那种滋味从没试过，现在的我终于尝试到了。。痛。。真的是痛的感觉。。。尤其是你知道自己是无形，却又出现的比他现在的她更早的第三者。。

Sometimes  i think love is really troublesome. What you want to do, When you are going to do, Where you are going, Who you are going with, Why you are going & How you are going to do, so called 5W & 1H is always surrounding with you.

I do not like to report myself to you 5W & 1H everytime. It is kind of tiring. Then, i learned. I rather take the initiative to tell u everything first before you discover. But…sadly…what is the consequence?

You still put little trust in me.

Do i look like a kid to you?

Do i look like stupid or idiot to you?

I am who i am. I never thought i need to change for someone else. But, LOVE taught me: I need to change to be with the one i like.

Why?

Sometimes i looked at the mirror, i feel despair. I am not who i suppose to be. I don’t even recognize myself. I am wearing a mask. Who is underneath? Is it the real me? Or the one who is wearing a mask is ME?

Life is tiring…when you need to be someone you don’t wish to be…

歌曲名:第二个自己
演唱:杨丞琳

这是我们走在一起的第三个夏天
聊起我来还那么肤浅
总爱对人炫耀我的微笑有多么甜
却不曾看到我另一面
我喜欢冬天喜欢音乐喜欢冒险
别总以为你爱的就是全世界
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力活得鲜明安定
是否会再理解不再爱我的那一天
我已经换了陌生的一面
原来可以因为爱上一个人而改变
还要求自己不改那一面
我其实任性其实爱哭其实腼腆
是你以为你了解我的全世界
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定

the rain falls on my windows

and a coldness runs through my soul

and the rain falls, oh the rain falls

i don’t want to be alone

i wish that i could photoshop all
our bad memories
cause the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
won’t leave me alone

if you come back to me
i’ll be all that you need
baby, come back to me
let me make up for what happened

(come back) baby come back to me

(come back) i’ll be everything you need

(come back) baby come back to me

(come back) boy, you’re one in a million

(come back) baby come back to me

(come back) i’ll be everything you need

(come back) baby come back to me

(come back) you’re one in a million

(one in a million)

on the east side of manhatten,
she goes shopping for new clothes
and she buys this, and she buys that
just leave it alone.

i wish that he would listen to her
side of the story
it isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
and she’s wiser for it now.

i admit i cheated (’mit i cheated)
don’t know why i did it (why i did it)
but i do regret it (do regret it)
nothing i could do or say can change

baby, take it easy on me
baby come back to me
baby come back to me