I just had a pleasant chatting with my lovely best friend. We had been known for 7 years, since Form one until now. I still remembered the first time i saw this girl, she was with a long hair and style in a pony tails if I am not mistaken. She was a friend of one of my closest mate from primary school. Through introduced process, we knew each other.

We started to hang out together before class start, during recess and after class end. We even had outing together to shopping mall, we cycling together to Tanjung ( i was the one who cycling and she was just standing on the bar behind!), we played with water every PE class, we played with flours on Saturday… There were uncountable memories between us. Of course, there were also bad memories which we got into conflict and misunderstanding. I remembered she was very fierce and unreasonable girl. She will eventually slap on ur face in between the conversation. Scary, right? I had experienced before, i dislike her that time. However, she did changed. Now, she would not simply slap people like that, i guess so… He-he.. You would not do that again, right?

We were quite best friend. We would keep in touch and hang out together everytime i go back to my hometown. It is great to have her as my best pal!

Today, as usual, we chat over msn. You said that it is hard to communicate with your partner. I found that true actually. I also feel the same at some point.

Guys, why is it hard to let you all know what we gals are thinking? Is it the same like you all want us to think of football? I guess so.

My best pal, i admit that i am not the perfect girlfriend. I did simply lost my temper and acted emotionally most of the times. But i understand we are just trying to express our feeling. However, there are times we need to let the guys to be emo. A guy who love you would have express his real feeling in front of you, eventually, he will cry in your arms. 

I think girlfriend is very busy and multitask. We need to play multi roles. First of all, surely a girlfriend who love the boyfriend, who is caring, kind, attentive and good temper.

Secondly, a ‘mother’ role. Why i said so? My boyfriend’s mother once told me. Boyfriend or husband is like our son. We need to teach him to prevent he get into any troublesome. I think this is true. Every time i saw my boyfriend got into trouble, where i did advised him do not do so. He just does not want to take my advice. We need to keep our eye on them most of the time. But, we also must give them a certain freedom to do their own things. Just like taking care of a child, you have to look after him, but you must be not too strict as well. Is a girlfriend’s role as a mother as well?

     Thirdly, we need to take up the facilitator role. We need to lead them and give them idea, suggestions and opinions to avoid they make decision impulsively. Guys= Ego

Once, i read a book. I saw a very interesting sentence, which i can remember even until now. 

“Love expired when it is 2 years and 4 months”  

What do you think about this? Is your love relationship also ends at this time? The longest relationship i had was 2 years and 7 months. He dumped me after he knew a new girlfriend. I guess that relationship was not fresh anymore and started to limp. So we must let go.

I am not a strong person. I am fragile but i would not let people to see through me. I know i cannot control 100% of my relationship. But at least i tried my very best to do so.

Friend, i just want to let you know that, I hope you are happiness in this relationship. I would not like to see you feel miserable and make a wrong decision. Anyhow, just follow what your heart told u, follow your intuition, i believe it will guide you. Do not let small problem disappear on its own, it will just haunted you if you do not sort it out.

Always love you, miss Mickey, muaks!

Gosh, I am so capable in talking, but what happen to my own love life?Well, just wait and see!