I am having insomnia now. God, it is 2am in the morning, yet my eyes are still wide open and minds are still clear. The night is silent and i can hear few cars and motorbikes passing by on the road. I am laying on the bed, straight posture, side posture, and even sit posture. I am holding my sleepmate-guai guai (in Cantonese, which means turtle.) Of course not real turtle, is a Kuma-Kuma doll, i named it ‘Guai Guai’. But still, i cannot fall asleep.

     My heart is beating so fast because of anxiety, worried, nervous, guilty, feel lost, helpless… All these negative emotions are come from one sources-PMG 101 fund raising project! I am freak out! Althought we had figure out a plan to be propose, but the time is running out. It will be kind of rush as i only be able to get approval from my lecturer and Department of Student Affairs on next tuesday. While my plan is to be held on wednesday. I would not like to delay the plan as the next two week will be my mid-term exam, which is week 7, and my report and presentation CD need to pass up on week 10. I got no confidence that we can finish up the report and CD in 2 weeks time, is a mission impossible…!

     I tried to text messanging my friends for help. The first one, has not reply. The second one, cannot delivered. The third one, has not reply. Finally, i told myself, check out for the last one, if still no reply, then forget about that, and bang yourself onto the wall…! So, i send a messange to him. I was really surprise as i choose him as the last alternative person, yet he is the first one to reply me. I feel so touch that moment. Eventually he called me to asked about my problem. He did not talk much, but he quietly listened to my moaning. U know what, a best friend is who can lend his/her ears for you to let out whatever you would like to from your chest. After conversation with him, i felt much much better. I really glad to have him as my friend.  

     Hey friend, you know who you are, I just want to say thanks for being with me when i need help. No matter as my chauffeur to fetch me anywhere, or as a financial support to treat me nice food, or a rubbish bin to let me throw away my moaning and bad experiences, i really really appreciate you as my friend!