This is my second semester now. I have 3 compulsary psychology subject, 1 LAN subject, which is moral studies and 1 elective subject- principles of management. I was quite excited on the starting of this semester because i thought ‘ finally i do not have classes at 8am early in the morning!’ But the truth is I do have classes at 8am. sad…

     I do not really salient enough this semester. I was very blur and confusing. Confuse about the time table, now getting better.  Confuse about the fund raising project, hope can do it succesfully. Confuse about the research proposal, what topic we should conduct. Confuse about the assignments, how to do and when to submit. Confuse about the elective subject. There are dozens of confusion within me. What the hell is going on now? My mind and body seems like separated from each other. I just couldn’t handle things properly. I just do not have the mood to study. Maybe i am still in Chinese New Year mood, hoping to enjoy this festival and gathering with my primary and secondary friends. It was extremely enjoyable and full with excitement. I still in that flow now.

     I am now facing quite big challenges. I have to organize a fund raising project. I really wanted to figure out a good idea to raise as much as i can to help the 3 organizations. The more i wanted to do it well, the more i feel stress and helpless. I do not have the confidence to make it work. Do i underestimates my ability? Or i really do not have the ability to do so? Can get someone to give me some hints to help me? Gosh, i need help…