Yo~ finally my mission completed! It was my first time to organize a surprise birthday celebration for someone, yet is my boyfriend. Birthday card, gift, cake, dinner, there was loads of matter to be settle in a week time, i mean for me, it was lots.

     Let’s start from the beginning. Firstly, gifts. He saw a 916 gold ring. He love it so much. But he said don’t want to waste money, so he didn’t buy it. On the second day, i went to bought the ring secretly after my class. Mission 1, clear!

     Secondly, birthday card. I went to KLCC with my coursemates after a class replacement. I bought a flashcard with music. It is a very interesting card with an interesting music. Mission 2, clear!

     Thirdly, it was the toughest, because i need to figure out which and where to bring him for dinner and how to present the cake. I’ve been passed by a restaurant named ‘Delicious’. I heard my friend said it is a nice and marvelous restaurant just as its name. So i decided to go there to check it out with the atmosfere and menu. I’ve been trying to go there but the traffic just do not allow me to go there… sadly…   Finally on thursday, which is the last day i can make preparation. Something cropped out, my boyfriend said he need to attend a religion ceremony that start at 10pm. But i already make reservation between 9pm to 10pm. I was screwed and frustrated that moment. I had a feeling of i am unable to control what i expect and what i want. I was nearly burst into tears. I did not tell him i want to bring him for dinner, i lied to him and said i want him to accompany me watch movie. But he promised that he can make it at 11pm. So i went to ’Delicious’ and reserved a Classic Chocolate cake and a set of soup, salad, steak and pasta. I thought everything will go right. Mission 3, should be complete…

     It waws 10pm, but my boyfriend’s family still not yet go to the ceremony. I beginned to nervous and anxious. I knew the set of dinner would not be on anymore as the kitchen will close at 11.15pm. i called the restaurant and told the manager i would not reach at 11pm. Luckily the manager was nice and understanding, she suggested that we go there to have some coffee and dessert.

     I cannot control myself to be anxious and started to lost temper towards him. Then he went to the ceremony as quickly as possible. In the car, he was annoyed that i lost my temper. But i did not care. I straight away drove to the resturant. He was shocked that i brought him to there instead of cinema. Then we had some butter cup cakes and Banoffeir, Thai Cooler and Mango, lychee and kaiffer blast. It was marvelous.

     When the clock point to 12am, the waitress bring out the cake that i reserved and the live band sang birthday song to him. He become even shocked and asked how come got cake? Ha-ha~

     When we left the restaurant, i asked him to drive the car. I took out the birthday flashcard from the tray and gave him. He opened it and the interesting song make him felt funny and cute. Then i asked him to open the tray next to him, he was extremely shocked when there was the ring that he liked! he felt so touch and kept said thank you to me. He-he…

     Before this i was still so worried that this suprise would not be on, but fortunately it was on. Now i can relieved. i hope this will leave him an unforgettable birthday celebration. I wish him Happy 21st birthday! i love you!       

     I always awaiting Friday, because after Friday will be Saturday!!! A great day for me to go loitering around… ha-ha… kaki lepak… Unfortunately i need to attend class replacement for my Project Management subject on this Saturday… so sad… my beautiful Saturday just flee away..

     My class start from 9.30am to 12pm. I hate to wake up not naturally, which mean wake up by alarm clock. “i need your love~ i ‘m broken rose~……” Is my alarm tone. ‘Rose’, sang by Anna Tsuchiya. This is one of the theme song from a Japanese animation ‘NANA’. I really love this animation! It is really attracted me from the role, the costume, the songs, the story to the entire concept of this animation. Guys, believe me, try it out!

     Back to my spoiled Saturday plan, actually i supposed go to the International Youth Fellowship (Iyf) 3rd Orientation at 10am. Due to the importance of the class replacement, I had no choice but to attend the class first before go to the orientation. I know I am changing too fast, but I am really glad that I attend the class replacement! The speaker was great! He is Mr. Mak. I do not really know about his background, i wonder whether is he never mantion or i did not focus from the starting of class. I guess is the first variable. He-he~ I like the way he applied his own experience and life skills into his explanation on Critical Path Method (CPM). He is also quite humour. The two and a half hours was full with laughter. I did not feel sleepy at all. Most important was, even I dislike Mathematics, I would like to learn and pratice more on CPM too. He is really a good speaker. Thank you, Mr. Mak.

     After the class, Hilary, Yen and me decided to go to the Iyf orientation. We went by LRT. Suprisingly, the venue of the orientation was changed from Iyf main office to SEGI college at Subang. We asked for couple of taxi, but i guess that time was lunch time, no taxi wanted to drive us there. Since the time was late, we make decision to go have lunch at A&W, KLCC. cos’ Hilary wanted to…   

     The sesame chicken nuggets were really delicious! Yummy yummy! The root beer float and curly fries also a must when u visit A&W, do not miss it! After the lunch, i brought them to Sanrio Corner at Parkson. Finally i bought the X’mas edition of memo pad with a candy bar shape pen. So beautiful!!!

     We walked until 5pm plus, Hilary and Yen went back first. I stay back to go buy the birthday card for my boyfriend’s 21st birthday. I must secretly get the card as i wanted to give him a surprise. I also secretly bought the gold ring that he likes as a birthday present for him.

     After a day of walked around, I went back by public bus. I was standing as there were no seat in the bus. In front of me were sitting 1 mother holding her baby in her arm. The baby was so small, I guess the baby is about 3 or 4 months. Besides her was her husband and elder child. The way they talked to each other was very gentle. They look really sweet and caring in their relationship. I was so sink in the happiness scene. Suddenly, the baby woke up and make some soft noise. Her mother was patting the baby and she pulled up her shirt and start to breastfeeding her baby! …… I was so shocked! It happens too sudden! I mean we were in a public transport. Public which mean everybody can take it. Everybody mean no matter what races you are, what languages you spoken, whether you are good or bad, polices or thieves, as long as you are able to pay RM2, you can take it. There were so many foreigner workers in the bus, stood near her. Yet she just pulled up her clothes like that, what will others think of? I knew the baby can’t wait when hungry. But is it suitable to breastfeeding in public? I do not know what others think of. But to me, a woman should protect her own body. Nowadays people are not as simple as those old times. So many molestors and rapist, they would not care whether you are old or young, fat or thin, single or married, even pregnant woman also will become their target. I really cannot agree breastfeeding in public. Unless you can find nursery room, toilet, or even a fitting room, then you can do so as there is a door to cover your body.

     On the way to go back, I cannot feel ease until she finally finish breastfeeding her baby and pulled down her shirt. i know i were worry too much, but i just cannot control it!     

     I have to admit that my boyfriend is not a romantic guy that will plan a candle light dinner or give me a surprise. But I think I need to change my mind from Sunday-04th January 2009…

     I suppose to bring my white gold diamond ring to galvanization before Chinese New Year. So my boyfriend promised will bring me go back to that jewellery shop to do so. On Sunday, he was like so excited to bring me go to that jewellery shop. I was thinking maybe he want to trade in my current ring and change it to bigger one.. He-he~ Then when we reach there, he did not show any intention to get me a bigger ring… well,i think too much…wuu~  But surprisingly, he asked that salesgirl to take out nice white gold pendant to let me choose. I was shocked and thought he just want me to take a look. Then i saw a pendant which is a key with 21 in front,and of course a small diamond. He said that was nice. So he asked that salesgirl to let me try on. It was beautiful~

     Then he asked that salesgirl about the price. Guess what, i never know that this small little white gold diamond pendant and a thin white gold chain cost RM818, some more is AFTER discount. God…  My eye ball was about to drop out. Actually I am sensitive. I cannot wear necklace or earring. But recently i learned a new way to wear earring, which is wash the earring with water, then straight away wear it without dry it or touch with hands. This method unable the bacteria to get to my ears piercing holes. My boyfriend knew i am sensitive. But that salesgirl explained that this is 18k white gold, so far no patron complained about sensitiveness. She said that i can buy one and try. It should be no sensitiveness. Buy with RM818 to TRY??!!  I always said that my boyfriend is like a worm that live inside my stomach, because he just knows what i am thinking, althought not all the times la… While this time he noticed that i really love that necklace, althought i said is too expensive, i do not want. So u know lo, he reserved that for me. he so sweet~

     Today is Wednesday, which is the day to collect my ring and my necklace. I was so excited. My dear boyfriend helped me to wear the necklace. I feel so happiness. Thanks, dear lou gong zai… I really appreciate every moment with you. The necklace is the earliest 21st birthday present i received. But you know what, having you is the most valueable  present i have ever had. I love you, I will always do…

     Today is my first day of 2nd semester. I think my anxiety level got interupted by some hormones, or my neurons unsuccesfully hit the threshold, that’s why i do not get nervous like i used to be every year on first day of the school. I used to be imsomnia the night before the first day of primary school, secondary school, tertiary school and college. But very magically, I do not feel nervous this time. So, I guess my body was having some chemical loss…

     In this wonderful first day, to get a wonderful starting of the year, I had a wonderful western breakfast with my beloved boyfriend. So sweet….   

     I am so excited to meet my lovely coursemates+friends=psycho gangs. Hilary, Evie, Jia Min, Yen, Mitshell, Grace, Yani, Oga…… Wow, I miss you gals alot la!!! Weird, no guys…… Obviously… Please, Dear God, get some macho and cute guys instead of ‘emo’ guys to my class… Beautiful scenario create better atmosfere to study hard… >_<      Ha-ha!!

     This semester I only got 3 compulsary subjects, yeah~ But i not yet take my LAN subjects… sad~ Hope I manage to sign up for this semester LAN subjects class. Dear lecturer, please let me squeeze into the class, I am not too fat, just need a small little place to fit me, do not tell me is full again this time ya!

     Today is PSY 106 class, which is Dr. Albert’s ‘Quantitative Methods’ class. “Gosh, i hate Mathematics!!! Can i skip this class?” Oops, sorry, is my little fragile heart grousing and moaning. What i know about this subject is i need to do Mathematics. I need to know formula. Statistic is all i will be ‘communicate’ with, in this subject. If u ask my level of confidence in this PSY 106, I will say is 2-low, while my level of stress should be 5-very high. Oh God, I had learned helplessness in my previous bad Mathematics experiences! Ha-ha… Never mind, I will try my best to get along well with statisic. I have quite strong adaptiveness to new and fresh things.

      Wonderful breakfast brings wonderful thing happens. Today my coursemate+friend+big flower=Jia Min had gave me a Hello Kitty eraser, which she bought for me from Hong Kong. Great! It is a sweet heart shape, combined by 2 split half heart into a complete heart. Behind the eraser, 1 side of the heart printed with ‘Mimmy” while the other side printed with ‘Hello Kitty’. Under the words is a space that enable you to write down your name. Althought it only cost $10 Hong Kong money, which is Malaysia Ringgit RM5, I still feel great and happy. I do not care about how much is that gift, but i appreciate the good intention of her being remember me when she went for vacation. It really makes people feel good when you know your friend still put you in mind when comes to buy a souvenier. They can eventually do not want to get a souvenier if they think that you are nothing to them. So, folks, be thankful to people that always put you in mind, this kind of ’species’ (friends/classmates/coursemates/colleagues/neighbours/whoever) are getting extinction. Zhu Ren love Big Flower! I will manure and shower you on time ya!

     Well, I think i talked too much, hey, people excited ma……   Oops, sorry, again my little fragile heart mumbling… But I still want to add my ‘2009 Wish List’ here la… He-he~

• More Hello Kitty (definitely)
• More fashion sense with glamorous apparel, eg: high-waist skirt, butterfly sleeves tops, boot cut jeans, 2 1/2 inch high heels…
• More nice skin care & cosmetic, eg: SKINFOOD, Majolica Majorca…
• More health (food poisoning prohibited!)
• More inspiration to study, to do assignments, to do exams
• More love from my Dear Boyfriend!!
• More $$$$ ( Wa-ha-ha)
• More……
• More……
• More……  

     I hope all my wishes be granted! ( I know is quite a lot, but… I am greedy la!) Ha-ha~ Ganbatte! POWER UP UP!!!

     I had been suffer from sickness since Sunday night. I vomit, diarrhea, fever and dizzy because of food poisoning. I also do not know what i have eaten and cause me food poisoning. I ate too much… Kluang coffee, kluang wantan mee, curry chicken, Muar wantan mee, asam fish, sambal squid and prawn, peach aloe vera tea, KL bak kut teh…… Everything went right all the while… My last dishes was KL bak kut teh… But when i vomit, i cannot trace bak kut teh, but only the side dishes-vegetable. I guess the vegetable was not clean, that’s why i ended up food poisoning. This was my first time of food poisoning. I vomit about 8/9 times; while diarrhea more than 10 times, until nothing to let me ‘clear out’, I started to ’clear out’ oil from my body. Can you imagine? I was hydrate, my thighs felt so pain, I fel dizzy and want to vomit. I almost going to faint. 

     Now, luckily I am still here and can blogging some more. I lost weight from 53kg to 51.2 kg. I know is not a lot, but it only tooks me about 3 days to lost 1.8kg. It should be consider a lot right? But trust me, i rather be fat than losing weight by food poisoning. It is not fun at all! I felt myself almost dying that moment when i so sick. Thanks God for spare me from dying…  

     Today is my grandmother’s birthday celebration. We were having lunch at Restaurant Keong Kei. After the luncheon, me, my elder sister, my three elder and younger cousin brothers decided to go Pavilion together. My two cousin brothers were quite big size. So one of my elder cousin brother drove my sister’s car, while the other one sat beside him. Then obviously, three of the small size one, which included me, sat the middle row. ( My sister’car is seven seated, so got three rows.)

     On the way to Pavilion, i was going to faint and vomit. You know why? This is because my cousin brother’s driving skill was really terrible, horrible, vegetable! He kept emergency brake, but he was deliberately! He always likes to tease others, or make people cry only he will satisfy. He is such an annoy guy. I bet nobody can stand his weird and annoying characteristic. His poor girlfriend… i wonder what she likes about him…

     Finally, after a few rounds of debating sessions in the car, we reached Pavilion. We secretly planned to walk faster and leave the Big Bear (the annoy elder cousin brother’s nick) alone. Ha-ha~ But it turned out to be the Big Bear left us alone and went with his beloved girlfriend. What a person he is?! Haiz…

     My dear boyfriend came after a while because he needs to work. Then we walked around and shopped around. He bought me a Hello Kitty memo pad, so cute!!! He also bought me 3 bras and 2 panties, about RM400, all from Xixili. The price really killed me lo… Some more last week already bought 4 bras, total is about RM800! He said my Chinese New Year inner wear are more expensive than Chinese New Year clothes, ha-ha!

     Around 8.30pm, we went to foot reflexelogy massage and back and shoulder massage. After a nice and comfortable massage, we went to have our dinner. I ate 1 soup hor fun and 1 dry mee hoon. i guess i was really hungry…

     It should be a really nice and relax day. But the sad devil just would not like to spare me. After shower, i realised that my white gold diamond pendant, that diamond was lost! I wonder when it drops. I just cannot remember when it happens as i remember clearly the diamond was still there in the afternoon. After that i didn’t check it again. I am really so sorry, dear… I should be more careful. I am too careless. I am sorry.

     My boyfriend did not angry towards me. He said he will brings me back to that jewellery shop to get a new diamond for the pendant. I am really glad that he doesn’t angry. Thanks dear… But i am now insomnia… Too sad to sleep…