It’s been a few tired days… Been quarrel with U everyday… I am tired of getting this… I really do precise u so much! Can’t u feel that? I tried my very best to let U feel I am responsible, I am trustworthy and i try not to make u worry. Therefore, i let U know everything that happen around me, i tell u everything. But when comes to job, U just won’t understand me. I am big enough to know what is good and what is bad. I know what job i shouldn’t accept and which is safe to accept. Everytime when i get to offer a job, I need to think for so long about how to tell U, if i tell U, i worry that u will angry. My friends told me to accept and after work only tell u. But i refuse, because i know U will get more angry if i do so. I thought if I tell u everything, U will trust in me & believe that i am able to discriminate between good & bad. But everytime u kind of disappoint me. I need to argue with U, then explain to U, comfort U to make u understand me. I am very tired to explain to U about the same thing everytime. I really do hope this is the last time. I really do not want it to happen again. This is not because i do not love U anymore, is because I really do love U a lot, I do not want this matter to affect our relationship. Let’s give our best in making it better, ok? Love U much….