Well.Sometimes i hate myself too.I wonder y i juz cant talk 2 u all in a good manner.But i think 4 a whole nite…Then i realise tat the time when i start 2 treat u all like tis  is on Form3.

  U all always said i keep everything in myself,but will u all help me if i say it out?U all only think tat wat u all said is right while everything in my mind is wrong!V got totally different mind!Did u all spend some time 2 talk 2 me,care about me?!

  Chua Sook Hui!I know u take the advantage when mother’s side relatives all like U,but when the time they all dote on u,did u ever think of my feeling?NO,U DON’T!I know u need 2 work,but SO WAT?I also need 2 study,tuition,face my exam,do all households,did u ever think about tat?When v argue on the time i was form 3,u said tat y i never tell u tat wat i feel when every relatives juz like U while i feel sad,cant u juz see tat & feel tat? Ya!In their mind,u r soft like a lamb while i m a wild girl!But,i dun give a DAMN 2 all tis anymore!Fuck off my life!

   I start 2 keep everything in myself,i juz talked 2 my frens,but did u all think Y i like tis?Cos u all wont spend time 2 understand me juz like u all wont understand Sing Wee & make him become like tis!Is a part of ur’s responsibility too!

   Now,i really hope i can let u all realise tis….Tis is not so called ‘genetic’ but is ENVIRONMENT factor!Dun try 2 challenge my limitation!! day i’ll explode!