It is the 4th week of my college life. What changes that i can see is i not enough sleep time!!!! Wuu~~~ Feel so sleepy & tired la… Besides that obvious changes, that is i get to know so many new friends! Is a enjoyable thing when u get to know different people from different place, their thoughts & lifestyle. I feel happy that my lecturers are all good & kind person, this makes me secure.

       But what makes me insecure is all the assignmentsssss that nearer & nearer to the due date!!!!!!!! Help me!!!! I dislike assignmentsss!!!!!!!!!!!

          My pc just ‘located’ at living room, some more beside the TV. Damn! How am I suppose to do my assignments like that with such interruption?? Did anybody think of that??

          Luckily, my bf bought me a stereo headphone. It not only help me to stay away from TV sounds (as i listen to music) , it oso helps me to stay away from annoying & nagging of my family! Cool! Even i didn’t put on music, I can pretend that i did & cant hear them. Do u guys think is great?!

          STEREO HEADPHONE-U ARE GREAT!

  Well.Sometimes i hate myself too.I wonder y i juz cant talk 2 u all in a good manner.But i think 4 a whole nite…Then i realise tat the time when i start 2 treat u all like tis  is on Form3.

  U all always said i keep everything in myself,but will u all help me if i say it out?U all only think tat wat u all said is right while everything in my mind is wrong!V got totally different mind!Did u all spend some time 2 talk 2 me,care about me?!

  Chua Sook Hui!I know u take the advantage when mother’s side relatives all like U,but when the time they all dote on u,did u ever think of my feeling?NO,U DON’T!I know u need 2 work,but SO WAT?I also need 2 study,tuition,face my exam,do all households,did u ever think about tat?When v argue on the time i was form 3,u said tat y i never tell u tat wat i feel when every relatives juz like U while i feel sad,cant u juz see tat & feel tat? Ya!In their mind,u r soft like a lamb while i m a wild girl!But,i dun give a DAMN 2 all tis anymore!Fuck off my life!

   I start 2 keep everything in myself,i juz talked 2 my frens,but did u all think Y i like tis?Cos u all wont spend time 2 understand me juz like u all wont understand Sing Wee & make him become like tis!Is a part of ur’s responsibility too!

   Now,i really hope i can let u all realise tis….Tis is not so called ‘genetic’ but is ENVIRONMENT factor!Dun try 2 challenge my limitation!! day i’ll explode!