I accepted a job offer as hair show model.Is my 1st time so i was a litte bit worry tat i can’t do well..The organizers is S2(a hair product brand),n mostly the staffs r from Penang.They r very friendly compare 2 KL ppl.They give me a lot of advices & encouragements.I really appreciated everything they had done.Thx~

  They had invited a hairstylist & also is a make up artist from Taiwan.I not really noe his name,should said most of the models dunno his name as v juz called him ‘lao shi’.He is NiuEr’s teacher also.He did hair for Jay Chou,Gong Li,& even Shu Qi in her LUX advertisement.He is very famous in Taiwan among the acter,actress & artists.

   He did make up 4 me.He is so gentle & friendly & humour.I really scare ppl put eyeliner & mascara on me cos last time me work as make up model,the make up artist hurt me.So i juz cant forget it.But the ‘lao shi’ can juz put on eyeliner without my awareness.& he told me tat make up is a very comfortable & enjoyable matter.He makes me realises tis through his make up skill. Thx~

    Unlike others models or freelancer,they jux dun like ppl cut their hair,but me,i trust in ‘lao shi’s skill after i saw him.I told him tat u can do anything on my hair as long as i’ll be prettier.He is so glad tat i said so.He said i m more professional than professional models.He said i really suitable 2 become a model as i respect my career.I really felt so happy wit his praises,he makes me feel confident in myself.Thx~

    I need to stand on the stage 2 let ‘lao shi’ cut my hair in front of all the guest.It is a dinner show,there r 3 VIP table & 21 guest table.I thought i’ll be very nervous as i stage fright.But miracle,i feel so proud 2 stand on the stage & let ‘lao shi’ juz cut of my long hair into short bob hair.Every guest clap & it makes me feel happy.After cut,i need to walk down 2 the stage along the red carpet n pose 2 let ppl c my new hair cut.Is my 1st catwalk session in my life,& I feel so calm n proud of my appearance.Althought when going back 2 backstage i nearly trip down by my long gown but i think nobody saw tat…(hope so….)

    I thought they will be scold me 4 my mistake but they din.They still praise me & show me a ‘GOOd’ posture.I so thankful 2 all of them. When the show end,all models gather on the stage & took photos 2gether.So fun!

    The hairstylist from Penang said thx 2 me & ask me go find him if i go 2 Penang so he can do treatment 4 me.So nice…But forgot 2 ask him is it free 1…Hehe…Anyway…Thx~

   While  ’Lao shi’ ask me 2 look 4 him if next time he come 2 KL…Sure i’ll!U make me so pretty,confidence & proud of being ur model!Thx~

   Ppl thought model is a easy job as the salary is high.But did they noe wat is going on in the backstage?A show starts on 8.30pm,but v start prepare since 12.30pm!V spend whole day to make up,clothes fitting,rehersal,jux 4 a 30 mins show time!From this show,i really learn a lot & get 2 noe many ppl & also gain my experience 4 my future.

   Lastly,would like 2 said THX to all ppl tat help me & give me chances!I LOVE U ALL!!!! 

   I felt so damn tired now…

   Woke up at 6.45am,shower & prepared…

   7.30am,breakfast…

   8.30am,head 2 highway-MRR2

   SUCKS!traffic jam!I suppose 2 be at foyer of HELP at 9am!Now i dun think is possible…I thought is accidents in front,should be very quick…& i did saw 4 cars involved in an accident..So..should be OVER.

   After Touch & GO,is quite smooth…Until Titiwangsa there,jam again.

   Then smooth when turn to Jln Duta,when reach damansara there,Damn jam again……………I already late for 30 mins tat time.I feel anxious & uneasy.

   Finally,everything goes smooth after tat.But when i reach college,is already 9.50am…I was late for bout an hour!!!!F**k!

   Luckily,many students same with me!Huuu…….So y r today so jam?After check out wit seniors,oli i noe today v got National’s Day Parade….No wonder la…Haiz…I think 2molo i need 2 go out at 7am to prevent traffic jam & causes late…

  So v got registration,campus tour,briefing,lunch break,briefing again & ’shocked test’-write an 200 words essay within 30 mins about psychology issue…So hard…Then v need to obtain a MyPride acc & password,a HELPmail acc at Helpdesk..All take times until 4pm..

 1st college day-OVER……Exhausted…

   Tomoro my college life is going to start…Is a new journey for me..I feel so scare & nervous now..I can’t barely sleep well,i think so..I had leave school life for about 8 months++…..i think i got 入学恐惧症….DAMN…

   God,bless me…give me strength & brave 2 face all…

   SHIT……

   INSOMNIA…

I got a new Hello Kitty ‘member’!Is a wallet that my bf asked his friend bought in Japan!!! Dunno how 2 describre…Juz show u all the photos la! ^_^

Btw…Actually i got took the inside of the wallet de….But dunno y lost liao…& i’am so lazy 2 take again..So frens!Juz use ur imagination 2 think la ya!

      I still remember,during CNY,U sent a sms 2 Him,& said the necklace He gave U lost ad.Den He was very nervous & lost His mind cos He noes I’ll misunderstanding.He dunno wat 2 do.So i was angry & said is His matter,He should settle on His own.Den He called U & said nvm,let it be.I noe He no longer love U anymore,but i still afraid,cos is U rejected Him last time,& now U feel regret & wan Him back,of cos i scare He will choose U!Den U sent back a sms & said last time when He wanna court U how He treat U good,but now He no longer treat U like that cos ME!   HEY SLUT!Pls beware that I am His GF!While U r juz the 1 He wanted to court last time!Of cos He wont treat U like last time because of ME! WE were unhappy tat time cos U..

       On my birthday,I was suppose 2 be happy.But U ruin my mood!So U r jealous & send a rude sms 2 Him & stated ‘ask Ur gf fuck by others!’ Well,I can take it as U r a rude ppl n U had swallow some pills & did that,but U’ll regret if U ever do that again! He will sure standby Me,& U’llget caught by police,believe it or not!

       Finally,V met U in the lift. I cant imagine tat such a little girl have such a ‘auntie’ face which thick make up & fake lashes also can’t hide it. At the moment,I felt sympathy to U.But is U choose 2 work in the pub,nobody force U,U wanna enjoy the big $$$ then keep it on!

      I wanna tell U tat,I m taller than U,I m slimmer than U,I m more educated than U,no matter what,I also better than U a millions times! Is just that I m not a SLUT like U!

 I suddenly asked my bf,

“Do u remember the 1st words i ever talked 2 u?”

N he said,”I love U?”

“No!Last time when u fetch me & XXX go Bukit Indah where v 1st meet in close distance!”

“U din talk 2 me oso la…”

“O…Is it….I cant remember..”

“But u did said ‘Thx’ to me la…”

“N u said welcome 2 me?”

“Yup!”

—————————Conversation End———————————

In my mind~…So now i can remember that ‘thx’ is the very 1st word i talked 2 my bf..& ‘welcome’ is the very 1st word he did ever talked 2 me..N it is so amazing tat ‘thx’ & ‘welcome’ did not link us 2gether that time.After few years,v 2gether ,lay on the bed,& memories back our very 1st conversation..  Relationship is very weird & magical..It may not happen on ur 1st met,1st conversation or 1st touch..But FATE link both ppl back 2 the same point..& now,they r in love…so do take a look of ppl around u..it may be ur enemy now..But who knows?1 day he’ll become ur dearest ppl..