brkfst: chicken noodle soup, lunch: pizza, polish hot dog, coke,

1/2 hour walk, spent $ 15 on brkfst.

oatmeal w/flaxseed, thai noodles 4 lunch, veggie noodle soup for dinner, woke up at 7:30am, went 2 bed late at 2am for online chat. spent $18 on lunch.

2 & 1/2 months till the end of 2008 and i haven’t done very well with the new year’s resolutions at all. maybe i can start over again next month.

a new month starts tomorrow and i will try again to keep my new year resolutions. eating healthy is the hardest one to keep. i do have to spend a little tomorrow. i’m thinking of buying my uncle a digital camera and a couple of memory cards - probably will cost me about $200.

well, i haven’t been keeping up with my diet plan. i have been walking daily but the food part is just too difficult. each day i have good intentions to start the day out right but then when someone throws a free chocolate chip cookie my way, i gobble it down like there’s no tomorrow.

woke up around 6:30am, walked 1/2 hour, chicken noodle soup for brkfst. spent $10 on brkfst.

My current favorite song is Viva la vida by Coldplay. Normally I can’t stand Chris Martin’s whiney voice but this song has a catchy beat and the lyrics are interesting. I dislike Gwyneth Paltrow so even more reason to not buy their latest CD but Coldplay’s latest tune is listenable but probably forgettable in a few years.

failed miserably my attempts to eat healthier. oh well there’s always tomorrow. but with tempting and cute things like this it is oh so hard to resist these pig shaped mooncakes

So many failed missteps to keeping my new year’s resolutions. it’s so hard when there are so many good tasting foods around like chocolate cake, cheetos, dibbs ice cream. been on a binge of junk food since august, i kept telling myself i’ll get back in better shape starting sept, well, yesterday didn’t start too well, ate really oily and late at night so i feel like an absolute blimp now.

so far so good for today, i walked 1/2 an hour. brkfst: oatmeal with dried apples, iced sweet tea, soybean nuts, lunch: egg sandwich on wheat, fruit berries. hopefully i’ll be able to eat better for dinner. didn’t buy anything today yet but i do plan to get some bottled water. woke up at 8am today later than i would have liked.

Yet again trying to aim for perfection. At least 21 days of sticking to my goals. Brkfst: Cereal & soy milk. lunch: chicken noodle soup, tea, dinner: veggie soup, water, cola, soy nuts. Woke up at 6:30am, walked 1 hour. want to do laundry and buy some kibble $41, dinner $20, and maybe a kong.

gratitude journal: 5 things i’m thankful for today:

1. good health, no pain and lucid

2. wealth, having a good paying job being able to buy the things i want

3. freedom, living in a democratic country not ruled by dictators

4. health & wealth of my loved ones

5. my significant other, not having to be on the singles scene - oh so pathetic when i am

Starting over for the millionth time, this time my goal is to make it at least 21 days. Brkfst: cereal, Lunch: brown rice & tofu, bacon bits, Dinner: Udon soup & gyoza, sweet ice tea. walked 1/2 hour this morning, woke up at 6am, would like to wake up at 5am to have more time in the mornings, ate a little healthier, spent $65 on a static mat. $10 on plastic tarp.