I’ve seen my friends having boyfriend after boyfriend, and each one they swear they love. Is that sort of thing possible? I mean, to love 3-4 different men a year. Maybe I just don’t understand. I’ve never had a boyfriend and well, how could I understand such things? Still, I find it hard to believe. And I also find it hard to get how could someone drop the word “love” so easily. Does it mean nothing for them? In my experience, I find that it will take me months before I realize and finally accept that I’ve fallen for a guy. The first time happened when I was 12, and I really, deeply liked this guy for about a year and a half (but nothing ever happened because I am a dork). It took me around the same time to completely move on, and then another year until I fell for another man. It’s not that I wasn’t interested in any other man. Au contraire, my friend, if there is one thing that drives me crazy is a smart, good-looking man, and I met a lot of those. But did I ever love them? Of course not. Love is not easy. It is not simple. Love is not a thing that’s gonna happen just like that and you sure as hell are not gonna get over it soon. If you do, then you can bet it was not even love in the first place.
January 16th, 2010 by phoenixfirebird:hellokitty.com