Soooo

hi

I take too many breaks. I finally can go on my laptop, again!  The charger was broken and my laptop went down to 1% battery.  Cant do much with a battery that low, eh? haha so yeah.  Ooh, and my iPhone has the new 2.2 software, so I can type Japanese on it now! :D

I gotta make a cake later… mandarin orange cake. yummmmmmmmm

o.o

So anyway, I am just chillin in my room now. Ooh, mom is finally letting me get a snake! I have to pay for it though, so I am going to buy it with christmas money, and then get two male mice so I have infinate food! MUHUHAHAHAHA! Yes.. I have two females now. Cozzie (Cosmo) and Sofakins (Sophie) died. :’( I loved my Sofa and Kamikazi Cosmo. poop.

Now I have Moomoo and Squeekers. As you can tell, Moomoo looks like a cow, and Squeekers talks. Rad, eh? I want rats… Ooh, soon I will be moving out with a friend for a while. I am going to go to college here for two years, then move off somewhere. I think I might go to LA, or stay here for another two years to get my bachelors at one college, then go off to Japan. My Japanese has improved by a lot. I am still mastering all the verb forms, but I am getting there. My vocabulary went up a little too. :D Yay for Pandi.

Well, peace out my readers; I have to do some more studying. :/ Good thing I am in alternative school now, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to study Japanese. :3

Ahh, as most of you know, yesterday was Hello Kitty’s birthday! WOO.

If I had the stuff, I would have made a cake in her honor, but I didn’t have milk. :/ or any butter. 

Anyway, I might get a job at McDonalds… might not. I hope I do, because I need to save up some cash. At christmas I get over 100$ so that is good.

Well, my laptop power cord died.  Seriously. I am using my stepdad’s laptop right now, and I don’t really like it that much.  I also use my iPhone, but that can be a pain.

Ha, halloween wasn’t that bad this year. I was a goth angel or whatever it was. Mom bought it the night before. I wanted to get a giant monkey or pikachu costume but that didn’t work out :/ I am going to make one for next year… or a ducky costume. I love halloween! Dressing up is fun.

Hmm what else… oh yeah, my brother wants to learn Japanese so I am going to help him with that. ooh, I totally forgot about that one thing I started on here… D:

Once my laptop is working again I will start to complete it again… D:

Well, gotta go. :/ I have some stuff to do.

nah

I just want to play San Andreas. hahaha lame.

私はとても忙しいです。。。　D：　学校です。　xD tehe.

I think that the whole world knows that I like Luke. I mean, mom knows, my little bro Larry knows…. Jenn knows, Amy knows, Justin even knows… wtf. I can’t help myself, though! I am crazy for him! He probably doesn’t even think twice of my existence, though.

maybe some more words later

ugh, he wasn’t in school today. :/

Anywho, I am on the Florida trip list! I don’t think I can go though. I need a job first. :/

He kinda thought of me! ZOMG!!!! Well, I think I am just over reacting. I mean it is lame when you think about it but let me dream on! Also, some more info that will help later on in the story, we sit next to each other. Like not right next to each other, but there is no one between us. And in this story, I will call him Julian.

ANYWAY, yeah. So today we had a quiz on the final chapter for the book we read and well I read it last week so I got four wrong. whatever. So after we finished we had to exchange papers. I had no one to exchange with. Well the teacher noticed that and said “Aurélie, Julian, exchange papers.” =D so yah, he touched my paper. (so dirty. xD ) And well after I got my paper back, all the ones I assumed I got wrong… were wrong. 7/9. ¬__¬ so anyway, we had to pass the papers up. well sure enough, no one in my row, and I am at the back end. He usually has to come back to me to get my paper. Well, instead, Julian reached his hand out to me, for my paper of course. I was in shock. He always seemed like the type to be a complete jerk to me, especially since I am heavy-set… yes, pan pan is fat.  -melts- he thought to take my paper for me. I think I am going to die. It has been on my mind all day… and it happened 4th hour!

I haha, I feel so weird calling him Julian because he doesn’t seem like a Julian… and there is a Julian at my school that I like. > w> I need food. haha, bye bye for naos.

well, I finally told my friend about my delhema in my previous post. I am so glad that she has such similar thoughts to mine on the idea. Unfortunately, I can only tell her half of the deal. I am sure she thinks similiar on the other part but I am not 100% sure. I am going to wait a while for that.

And no, I don’t like her or anything… the issue had to do with everyday shiz.

I need something to eat.

AHHH. yi miloo yini tishu. no kueshno wi. owesa sputo o bii. ;___;

bui habchos yini duremas…owesa. OWESA. wi? WIIII?!?!?!? orimena brepni yi… orimena… nokemena.

well, I guess I am. I mean, I am happy because I finally got over someone that eu amei for a long time… or so I thought I loved.  I guess I realized it would never work between us, so I let him go, and I feel great. Lately I have been noticing other guys. :p Like this really tall guy .___. His name is Julian. :p I love that name.  But lately I have been going crazy over someone names Luke. o.0 Such a weird name, yeah. ha. I don’t think I love him or anything, hahaha. That would just be silly because we really don’t know eachother. I don’t think he knows of my exsistence either. Or he does but doesn’t think twice of it. We have a class together! D: Well, two. I think it’s jsut the infaturation thing or whatever, though. Like the random whisp of… lust? I dunno. Someday I will. haha. I don’t expect much to bud from those two random crushes, but a simple high-school fling will do. Ha, like walking in the hallway hand and hand, standing by each other’s lockers in between classes, stuff like that.  I guess if something budded from that, it would be a bonus. I am moving after school though for college, so I don’t think it will last long.

My mouse died recently. Well, one did. His name was Cosmo. Ma and I called him Kamikazi Cosmo because he was crayzay! and it had a ring to it. Say it out loud some time.
Anyway, we think it was from being too oveweight. We must have taken the wheel from him too many times or something. I tried putting him in a ball though, but he would never want to run in it. I never thought that my Cozzy-poo would die this soon. I am close to tears right now, despite the fact that I only had him for a few months. :/ I’m so blue now. I remember when I first got him… he chased Sophie all over that cage! xD We had to get two cages! Then we ended up connecting them with some serious tubing! It was a mousy metropolis! I remember posting about it some time ago. Jeez, what happened to the weeks. ;___; I need hugs.