ugh, he wasn’t in school today. :/

Anywho, I am on the Florida trip list! I don’t think I can go though. I need a job first. :/

He kinda thought of me! ZOMG!!!! Well, I think I am just over reacting. I mean it is lame when you think about it but let me dream on! Also, some more info that will help later on in the story, we sit next to each other. Like not right next to each other, but there is no one between us. And in this story, I will call him Julian.

ANYWAY, yeah. So today we had a quiz on the final chapter for the book we read and well I read it last week so I got four wrong. whatever. So after we finished we had to exchange papers. I had no one to exchange with. Well the teacher noticed that and said “Aurélie, Julian, exchange papers.” =D so yah, he touched my paper. (so dirty. xD ) And well after I got my paper back, all the ones I assumed I got wrong… were wrong. 7/9. ¬__¬ so anyway, we had to pass the papers up. well sure enough, no one in my row, and I am at the back end. He usually has to come back to me to get my paper. Well, instead, Julian reached his hand out to me, for my paper of course. I was in shock. He always seemed like the type to be a complete jerk to me, especially since I am heavy-set… yes, pan pan is fat.  -melts- he thought to take my paper for me. I think I am going to die. It has been on my mind all day… and it happened 4th hour!

I haha, I feel so weird calling him Julian because he doesn’t seem like a Julian… and there is a Julian at my school that I like. > w> I need food. haha, bye bye for naos.

well, I finally told my friend about my delhema in my previous post. I am so glad that she has such similar thoughts to mine on the idea. Unfortunately, I can only tell her half of the deal. I am sure she thinks similiar on the other part but I am not 100% sure. I am going to wait a while for that.

And no, I don’t like her or anything… the issue had to do with everyday shiz.

I need something to eat.

AHHH. yi miloo yini tishu. no kueshno wi. owesa sputo o bii. ;___;

bui habchos yini duremas…owesa. OWESA. wi? WIIII?!?!?!? orimena brepni yi… orimena… nokemena.

well, I guess I am. I mean, I am happy because I finally got over someone that eu amei for a long time… or so I thought I loved.  I guess I realized it would never work between us, so I let him go, and I feel great. Lately I have been noticing other guys. :p Like this really tall guy .___. His name is Julian. :p I love that name.  But lately I have been going crazy over someone names Luke. o.0 Such a weird name, yeah. ha. I don’t think I love him or anything, hahaha. That would just be silly because we really don’t know eachother. I don’t think he knows of my exsistence either. Or he does but doesn’t think twice of it. We have a class together! D: Well, two. I think it’s jsut the infaturation thing or whatever, though. Like the random whisp of… lust? I dunno. Someday I will. haha. I don’t expect much to bud from those two random crushes, but a simple high-school fling will do. Ha, like walking in the hallway hand and hand, standing by each other’s lockers in between classes, stuff like that.  I guess if something budded from that, it would be a bonus. I am moving after school though for college, so I don’t think it will last long.