I had the freakiest dream. Okay, it was sometime in the morning, and the whole family was up. My room, FOR SOME REASON had a huge shower in my room, so my room looked the same except for a giant shower in front of my closet. Then after the shower, we were all in the living room. It was dawning, and we were all sitting in the living room. There was a zombie attack, and for some reason my step dad and my brother, Jarrid, had been attacked. It was so scary, so they took showers and afterward we all were sitting there… waiting. All holding hands… saying things. Out final…

I was so close to crying it is not even funny. I am about to now. It is so scary, and the dream seemed like it was real life at first so I was just… I can’t type anymore, I am about to hyperventilate.

I just feel like being random today. I made an epic plan though! Instead of going straight to Japan after High School, I think that I am going to go to college here first, get some basic credits, and bring up my GPA, then I don’t know after that. I want to go for graphic design or photography, since I can’t become a doctor. :/ Photoshop is fun though. xD

My mouse died recently. Well, one did. His name was Cosmo. Ma and I called him Kamikazi Cosmo because he was crayzay! and it had a ring to it. Say it out loud some time.
Anyway, we think it was from being too oveweight. We must have taken the wheel from him too many times or something. I tried putting him in a ball though, but he would never want to run in it. I never thought that my Cozzy-poo would die this soon. I am close to tears right now, despite the fact that I only had him for a few months. :/ I’m so blue now. I remember when I first got him… he chased Sophie all over that cage! xD We had to get two cages! Then we ended up connecting them with some serious tubing! It was a mousy metropolis! I remember posting about it some time ago. Jeez, what happened to the weeks. ;___; I need hugs.

夏場です！　私の夏はたいくつな！　私は親友を持っています。　≥_≤ 　　私の古いの親友はばかです。　>:0
私は食べなくでわ行けない。

This past week at my grandma’s house was sad. I realized all that I had left behind. I didn’t want to leave it all, but dad was supposed to leave, and he granted custody to mom. He ended up staying due to disease, but now he is leaving again. ;__; I had friends there, and lots. Here I have nothing. Not one decent friend. I have been here three years and it took that long to notice it. I am drowning in my misery. D’: And I want to go to Japan, but I don’t even have money. Speaking of Japan, I got my post cards from Rinko! But still. I just want to have my last high school year in Marinette, where I will probably be more happy there. Eh, now I must seem like some soppy drama queen. I sure hope not. >.>

Whatever. Here is some spiffy website I made on iWeb:
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