Cupid is on a roll! So I was talking about you know who, right? How I am in love with this 23 year old guy, and yet I am only 16. -sob- He has the greatest personality…. dorky…. I love it! Though he is very religious. That is okay with me, seriously, but I am an Atheist, and I don’t know what he would think of that. Would he be accepting? Would he be against it and try to convert me? And if he does that, do I pretend so I can be with him? I don’t want to live a lie. I constantly question myself “Why do you like him?” because we barely speak. But when we do… I don’t know. Well the last time I actually talked to him, it was when I was in his house watching the kids for his mom… and he was in a towel… talk about a romance movie moment. I don’t even watch those and I know that! He is pretty foxy to… total bonus to the personality. Oy, but other than that, my friend, who is 17, is in love with a 29 year old! Its like… wow! Cupid! What is with you! You’re just attacking us young girls with your glittery arrows! I seriously think she has a good chance with him. I stand no chance with the guy I like, cause seriously, those romance movies say they go for the personalities… but you know that is is because the woman is drop-dead gorgeous. I am not beautiful what so ever… and he has this epic body… I bet he is looking for some beauty rather than a caring ugly person like me. That is society: the beautiful people with the beautiful people, the ugly with the ugly. Wow… I guess it is all about looks these days. eh… I am destined to be a young miserable doctor.