Eh, totally talked about my last crush… that lasted about a year or so? What ever. Anyway, him and I are like friends now… only a select few actually knew that I liked him. Eh, anyway, I totally dropped him. I hope that doesn’t make it look like I am one of those types of girls, but I just question myself: what on earth did I ever see in him? I don’t know why I liked him… seriously. It wasn’t looks, and it wasn’t personality. Maybe personality… I don’t know. Lately I have been thinking of his brother though… he is going to college to be a nurse! Can you believe that?? I CAN’T!!! Well I can… but the point is that I want to go to school to become a doctor! That means he has a medical sense! That is a total bonus! The only problem with this new “crush” is that I only like his looks and the fact that he is going to be a nurse. He is sweet too; he always says hi to me, and it is not just a “Hi” it is a “Hey [Panda]”. Instead of “Panda” he says my name, but I don’t want to post that on here. =) It makes me feel special, because my old crush would never do that. Even my friends don’t say that to me. He even smiles! XD -dies-
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I wonder if he respects my opinion on religion… he is quite religious… Oh what am I saying? He is older than me! Probably 21 at most. Then again, it is only a number… I am so ugly though! He is so attractive! I am fat. Men these days don’t go for personality! They go for looks! WHY!? -dies again-