Wow it has been ages since I was last on here… Kinda got caught up in school. I realised that I actually use this as a diary… isn’t that what a blog is though?? Maybe.
Ok, there is this guy that I really like, and according to the world and some, he likes me back. Well a few days ago, that guy I really like got really really sick. He had to go to the hospital. Apparently he has mono… the “Kissing Disease”. At first I freaked out because I like him, especially when I saw the I.V. port still stuck in his arm when he came home to get some things (he is my neighbour). I had to go over there and watch the daycare kids. Well, his mom was trying to explain stuff to me but my mind was fixed on that I.V. port at the time. Seeing as I am madly in love with this boy and he was really really sick, I told him that I hoped he started to feel better. He said thanks. And on the phone he seemed so life-less. He even looked like a zombie. Well, that same night, I sent him a text message saying “I hope you are starting to feel better (assuming that you are getting this message tomorrow or so)” Did I get a response? No. I assumed that it was because he is in the hospital and that you shouldn’t have your cell phone on in the hospital. I kinda passed it off. Well, the next day I found out that he was texting this other girl >:0 I was so pissed! I send a text hoping that he starts to feel better, but for some reason texting some -explicit name- is more important! >:0 UGH! That is a total smack to the face! I so hate being ugly!
I considered all the possibilities: my message not getting sent, or me not getting his message (it wouldn’t be the first time) In the end, I am still angry with him. I was told that he was going to be in the hospital for another two weeks… He deserves it! D: