alrite ):

soo. .i’m in caifornia, by myself &&` i’m staying with my cousins for a few more weeks [[ i arrived in ca on June 24th ]]. .and i noticed how much i really want to go back home :[ .Earlier, i was crying on the phone with my mom &&` we were talking about if we should reschedule. It cost around $3oo to reschedule a flight &&` i feel bad for wasting money like that also, i feel bad because it might seem like i just don`t want to be with the family i’m staying with D: . i do want to stay &&` all of them has been so nice to me, but it`s just i really want to go back home ]:

ahh`. .i don`t know what i should do :C . . &&` i don`t want to make another wrong decision. mm;; advice ?

 hayy` gaisshh :]

lol. i was suppose to post this yesterday but, when i came back home i was pretty tired (# w #); . ahaha;; well, yesterday was one of the best day that i’ve had, this year :] ! !

 It was the last day at school &&` we had 2nd &&` 3rd block exams D; . lol. &&` i think i fail my orchestra exam DD: . . since my teacher looked at me funny after i played the prepared piece that he gave us . __ .;; . . BUT. !! i got to hang out with some of my friends in my classes,  it was pretty chill :’D ! i just hope they won`t forget about me over the summer D’x ! !

 and after three years of braces .  .i finally got them off :] ! ! when mr.ortho-man was removing my braces i kinda cried D’: because, mr.ortho-man was pulling off my braces with ginormous pliers (O A O) ; [[okay. .they`re weren`t really ginormous pliers but . . they were kinda similar to it =/ ]]. lol. but after all the pain,polishing &&` slimey teeth, i could actually smile again :’3 ! ! lol the lady orthodontist gave me a bag full-o`-treats that i could finally eat :’DDD ! ! [[ like gum, snickers, popcorn ect.]] . Next week, i have to go back &&` get my super pink glow-in-the-dark retainer ;D !

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after school &&` the orthodontist office, me &&` my parents went to the mall to get my cousin a graduation gift ^ - ^ ! we got her a picture frame with ‘class of o8′ and her name engraved at the bottom :] ! i hope she`ll like it ; — ; ! my dad also got me a red blackberry pearl C’: !! since, i`m going to stay in ca for two months with my family over there. but the phone is pretty sweet :’D ! ! lol. this morning i download three ringtones ;] ! i felt pretty spectacular after that xD ! !

well, here`s a picture of my new camera &&` my teefs :B !

(( i know. .i look retarded &&` i gotta take off the stickers off the back of my phone :’] ))

lol. well this post has gotta end now ~ ! ![[ y`all are pretty annoyed with this long post xD; ]]. feel free to comment :3 ! &&` i`ll be sure to comment back aswell ^ - ^ !