current mood: upset
current song: The Sophomore Attempt-Elisabeth

alrite ):

soo. .i’m in caifornia, by myself &&` i’m staying with my cousins for a few more weeks [[ i arrived in ca on June 24th ]]. .and i noticed how much i really want to go back home :[ .Earlier, i was crying on the phone with my mom &&` we were talking about if we should reschedule. It cost around $3oo to reschedule a flight &&` i feel bad for wasting money like that also, i feel bad because it might seem like i just don`t want to be with the family i’m staying with D: . i do want to stay &&` all of them has been so nice to me, but it`s just i really want to go back home ]:

ahh`. .i don`t know what i should do :C . . &&` i don`t want to make another wrong decision. mm;; advice ?