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 http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/us_obit_michael_jackson

what is there to do??
Well, there’s

1. Anime Expo= July 2nd-the 5th
2. Transformers movie= June 24
3. Father’s day=June 21
4. drawing
5. blogging
6. watching anime
7. reading manga
8. writing back to pen pals
9. getting stuff ready for the semester [Fall]
10. clean and organize room
11. go places [other than around town]
12. twitter
13. play video games
14. get a summer job [yuck]
15. visit parents
16. hangout with siblings
17. hangout with friends
18. go swimming
19. reading other novels
20. finish sudoku books
21. finish Kakuro book
22. exercise!!
23. sleep [let’s try to avoid that one]
24. take pictures of everything
25. and more!!

if you guys out there have more, let me know!!
So, i have no reason on being bored….

Love,

Panda!

Your very own source into the scandalous lives of Riverside’s [somewhat] elite. Here we are for the what just happened last week.

While yours truly was attending a Bridal Show at Riverside’s Convention center, some things were boiling among our loyal subjects…

Reported, M was confronted by Lonely Boy. What could there be to confront? Seems like Lonely Boy’s has begun to grow even more. The words told to M were, "Its sad how B’s friends aren’t there for their so-called BFF. When as for me, I have been there ever since." Lonely Boy, ever since what? Obviously, Lonely Boy has no clue what he’s talking about. Therefore he was only told a one-sided story. Do we need to rewind back to about 2 years ago??

In the time of the year it was New, a situation brewed into something completely unreasonable. L has hosted a party of the welcoming year. P was no where to be found, but then was discovered working for the night and spending it with her mother. Therefore she’s excused. On the other hand, W had just shown up with a lovely belated present. At the corner of her eye, C had seen the exchange between these two and thought it wasn’t fair that B didn’t receive one too. Aren’t we all grow ups here, C? There is no point for childish greed. But without thinking, C felt the need to confront these two about the unfairness. W became furious at her and blew up in anger. He said unto her, "How isn’t it not fair?? C, I have bought you and B everything. From buying dinner to being your damn taxi driver! There’s your present." Well, it’s true. C and B how can you expect someone to be oh-so-kind when they have paid you kindness in almost every way?? Another thing happened to B that may have something to do with his trust issues. According to L, his relative, they did want B living in their home anymore and was given the boot. L wasn’t able to defend much for the house wasn’t his. But the reasons why B was kicked out is this: staying home and do nothing. No job. No help around the house. Only took the position of being a freeloader. I mean when you work your ass off and then have a person who wants a ride everywhere and you pay their way all the time. Would you do it with no pay back??

Fast forward to as of today, Lonely Boy needs to straighten his facts before his stuffs his foot in his mouth. Watch out Lonely Boy…When W, L, and M combine they might destroy what’s in front them with a giant head of pride. Lately it just seems the battle of BFFs. Let’s hope we see the finale of this. B, Julius Caesar also thought he had friends, but the closest one ended up destroying him. No matter how loyal a dog can be, one he can bite back.

You know you love me…
XOXO,

Gossip Girl [me]

Come on, let me be your Gossip Girl. ♥ Please? Ok! Here we go.

Here’s to your one and only source to the scandalous lives of Riverside’s elite. [Not really elite, but if you watch Gossip Girl you know this line LOL].

Lately, B has been going through some really tough times. Sickness and who to really trust among his group of amigos. Sadly, B’s girlfriend is probably now slacking off on her job. Watch your back C, who knows who might sweep you up now? Or can it be your little version of  "Lonely Boy" who just broke up with his girlfriend of half a decade? I mean, we can all see through the fronts you two put up. Let’s go back a bit…

Last week, C wanted a gathering of close ones for simple night of fun. But things were mixed into the wrong kind of cake. M, L, P, S, and Lonely Boy attended. What now? No B? Lonely Boy seemed to have only one plan in his mind. That is probably to sweep up C without her even knowing it. Lonely Boy, there was eyes watching your everything move. Sometimes, we wonder why people tend to become someone else completely when their other half isn’t present. Is there any need to do this, C? Holding Lonely Boy’s face all oh-so-close, are we sure C hasn’t realized his trap? Let’s not jump into conclusions, but exchanging whispers and laughs isn’t always a sign of friendship and what kind of fun were you thinking of? Now P, we can’t be looking frustrated knowing Lonely Boy isn’t quite your cup of tea. M, L, and S only stood by in hopes the happening was more part of a dream than part of the night’s memory. Poor P, no matter how she wants to fix this mishap, all she can do is stand on the side lines and grit her teeth in anger. As Lonely Boy has his piece of cake and enjoying every bite of it.

Later that week, B’s situations have grew bigger than expected. L, realizing how P feels, wants to correct the mishap with her. But how? B is having trust issues and will only think L and P are only creating stories wild on their imagination. B its O.K. to think that, but when your friends are trying to watch your back…it can be useful in the future. C then claimed B had no more trust into L, word of mouth spread like wild fire on dry grass. The grape vine then finished with L. L, why the tears? Wondering where did he go wrong, L now wants the light of justice to fall on the mishap of that one night. Then L’s phone went off. A text from T. Saying M was feeling the same of the mishap. P questioned L for the somewhat relaxed face expression. L only responded with, "We’re aren’t the only ones feeling this way." P, we already know when that smirk crawls on your lips means something is going the way you want it to. Uh-oh! A BFF may be a devil in disguise. Or so the King Elvis Presley sang so.

XOXO,
Gossip Girl [me]

Went to visit my daddy.
And then he mentions, he has to move out of his house in 2 weeks.
He has my little brother and little sister.
And no where to go.
My heart is very broken.
So broken not even ex-boyfriends match it.
My dad does not have a place to live.
And I can’t do a damn thing about it.
I don’t have money and I don’t have a home.
I hate this part right here….
My dad starts crying,
And says, "The diabetes and cancer isn’t the thing that’s killing me…"
"Its thinking of all this crap all the time that’s killing me."
My insides torn hard and burned like crazy.
Seeing my dad just made me hurt over and over again.
Please God…take care of my dad.
For he doesn’t deserve this…if my mom was with him he wouldn’t be going through this.
God, please take care of him…please…

I don’t know if you ever heard, but you are able to make a bracelet from Starburst wrappers! Pretty neat huh? LOL

I just made one for me and I’m going to make for my penpal. Yup! I just got a penpal from Japan. I’m so excited because last time I had a penpal it was when I was in high school. Then now I have a new one. Hopefully we get to talk to each other for a long time. Well, I hope she likes the bracelet. ^-^

Here are the directions on how to make a Starburst wrapper bracelet.

And for those of you how would like a Japanese penpal! ^-^

Love always,

Panda

Current mood: uber excited!!!

This weekend I am going to throw a casino/Vegas theme party for my boyfriend’s 22nd birthday. I’m very excited because I’m dressing up as Lady Luck for his party. LOL more like a playboy bunny version of it! I soooooooo hyper and excited about it!!! I have everything for my outfit and stuff. ^-^  The ears, fluffy tail, skirt with pinstripe, vest with pinstripe, white dress shirt, cuffs, heels, dice earrings, and a tie.

its going to be on this Saturday and I’m going to be cooking too. I’m making homemade salsa for dip and other Mexican dishes. Hopefully everything goes well. We are going to have apple pie too because my boyfriend told his mom he wanted apple pie for his birthday LOL.

But the only thing that hurts me that my boyfriend is barely working because his boss is barely able to paid him for the business is barely getting any business at all. Yesterday, we went to the supermarket and I looked over at him to realize he was starting to get very discouraged. He almost hasn’t worked for a whole week and we barely have any money lately. We’re trying to get this party going so that he can have something cherish for his birthday. Well, as in part I want him to have what he wants. But this freakin’ economy is killing alot of things. God please help us in what we need…

-Panda 

Soon Halloween is gonna be here. Yup! I wanted to cosplay as Konata from Lucky Star, but I might just end up cosplaying Yuki from Vampire Kinght again. LOL Well, from Expo. Can’t seem to really say anything much now cuz I don’t have the money right now for it…but I would love to cosplay as Konata more than Yuki. Oh, well. Time will tell.

Or?

I just want something different…ya know??? But we’ll see what happens no? LOL Obviously! Take care!

Always,

Panda

Current Mood: curious

I always heard of people making rock candy, but never really knew how it was made. And now that I have remembered…I wanna try it. ^///^

      I mean I have had it before. Its really yummers! Very sweet and the cool  part about it is how you can let it become big as you want and the color that you want as well. Sorry I know I’m becoming really excited to do this ASAP. Hopefully, soon this will be started and I’ll let you know on how it turned out. [hopefully pretty and yummy].  ^-^;;;;

Always,

Panda