I had thought that many things wouldn’t have changed by the time you really grow up. Obviously I was wrong. Completely wrong. Sickness was always cured with mom’s remedies and love. Dad’s strength helped you to keep trying or open the jar of strawberry jam. Especially, when you make your famous PB&J’s.

   Then time comes around when you become old enough to realize you have to do all this stuff. Like paying bills and having a job and going to college. Maybe you get married, maybe have kids, maybe move to a different country, and even maybe never do those things and become famous! LOL but lets get serious….

     When I really was young…I have always imagine that my father was this tall and strong man that nothing wrong could happen to him. Honestly, it came to where I believed my dad like Superman. Nothing can stand in the way of Superman, right?? With the child in me, it still believed that until I got the news that I couldn’t believe my ears. My dad was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes and Prostate cancer. Both at the same time. Never thought it had happened to be true. Deep inside and as the oldest daughter, its very hard on me right now to be the strong one for my younger brother and sister. But I’ll try…

Always,

Panda

Current Mood: amused 

My boyfriend and I found this anime pretty interesting! Its called Lucky Star!!!!! LOL its really cute and it kinda reminds me of Azumanga Daioh a bit.

There’s this character named Konata [one on the right] that my boyfriend thinks matches me the most in personality. LOL When he said that I started laughing so hard because once I started paying attention to the character, she was reminding me of me. LOL  >////< LOL

      The anime is every cute almost just only about the day to day life of all these cute little girls [they’re suppose to be in high school] go through school life and their life outside of school! You’ll get some real good laughs too!

Always,

                                     Panda!

Current Mood: Love-struck 

Yes, this Panda is thinking about getting married. And seriously. What am I to do?? I get excited about it and then I get mad at myself for getting excited. What can I do about it?? LOL Well, I thought to myself that I’m never going to get over it that excitement as me being a girl. Oh well! LOL

It kinda reminds me of the day of prom. As it came near, I got more excited with each day closer. That day kinda made it feel like it was my wedding. My mom got all teary-eyed. And everything in my world had a whole new meaning…I know I’m weird. LOL. Well we’ll see what happens….

Love,

Panda

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! I cant wait anymore!!!! My boyfriend and I wanna get a pet. I have had pets before but he hasn’t. So both of us are really excited!!!!! ^-^  LOL

Well, at first we wanted a dog. But we don’t have our own place yet. So we think having a bird would be ok. And YUP as you can see…want a parakeet!!! I have had a few before and I really want one now!!!

Just the way they are small and colorful they’re they’re…JUST SO CUTE!!!!!! I love these kind of birds. If I could really choose what kind of bird I really wanted….it would illegal but I would love to have one…a penguin. A small fat one! LOL Or even a peacock! I know people do have pet peacocks but like in a ranch-like place though.

            Well, soon as we get him [yes I want a boy parakeet] and he has been added to the family…he’ll be up on my blog!!!

Take care and See ya!

Panda!