Current Mood:  [Sad]

Damn….I’m sick and it really sucks!!

Like the picture said its just one of those days. LOL I’m sick and on my monthly .period. >_<;;;  it just sucks. Arghhhh!!!! My lovely and only boyfriend has been taking care of me [don’t know how when he’s playing his videos games] I’m kidding LOL he is playing them but if I need anything he did it or get for me.  I love him and all I need is his love and care…to feel better. Hope soon.

Always,

Panda

Current Mood:   [blushing]

Yeah, Just like the Elvis Presley song. LOL. I’m sorry, but it making me thinking about my boyfriend.

         “I’m in love…I’m all shook up.” [laughs] Can’t stop singing.  Seriously, its funny how when you fall in the muddy puddle of LOVE…you tend to do things you wish you did on a normal basis. [giggles] Its true, no?? You wanna look really nice and have everything really perfect. Even though you really don’t even care how you really look. ^-^  You all know what I am talking about.

         Love makes you feel crazy emotions you never thought that you ever had. As for me, at times I feel like wanting to spin around [in public], I am singing all the time, smile like crazy, and dream like no tomorrow! LOL.  You are just so warm at the thought of that person. I just really love the person am I with. So…much…the words aren’t still exact. But I really do love them.

Always,

Ninja Panda

Yes, by Maroon 5. LOL I’m playing the song right now. If you really listen to it there can be many different meanings besides the actually by the group. To me, its like….any girl in any way…to someone they are beautiful.

I’m gonna be SUPER honest here. My boyfriend. [giggles]. Never in a million years would I come to think that I would fall for him. When I was pouring out to him about what happened to me, little did I know I was falling for him. Guys never and I mean NEVER made me feel “beautiful.”  I always heard “you’re hot” “you look sexy” and other stupid stuff. That always made me feel like they just liked me for how I looked like. But when he came around….everything changed. I felt like I was dating for the first time. ^///^[blushes]. 

It was all really cute. How we started dating. BUUT!!! Back to the subject, I been there were you don’t feel this “beautiful” you that people claim to see. But we have all our rough times. I just believe that God does have someone for everyone. You cant just give up. Why? Because with everything else in life…you gotta trip, fall, get up and walk again over and over and over and over!!! Until…the time where you see yourself that you have fallen again and you don’t have the strength anymore…that person is the one that’s going to pick you up and help you. Not take advantage of you. Just think about it. We’re all [yes, even guys] are beautiful in own way.

Always,

PAnDa

Yup you heard right- or read right. LOL Certain theatres are going to be playing the Japanese live movie of Death Note! Trust me its AWESOME!!

The first time I saw it was last summer at Anime Expo 2007. Super cool! If you have seen the anime and read the manga its just a short version of it. The way this movie ends…it has a 2nd movie to it. But the actors are pretty damn good!

        So, if you really have enjoyed either the manga or the anime, its worth seeing this movie. Or even if you just heard of it or just plain curious…go see it!!

       I really hope you have fun and don’t regret of not going to go and watch it [if you were able to]. If you have the chance go and watch it.

Well, and if you did or are planning to…let me know of what you think!

Always,

Panda ^-^

Current mood:

Now whatcha think about that?? I was just driving to my boyfriend’s house and noticed the car that was in front of me was all decorated like if the people in just got married. But the writing said, “Married for 60 years.” As showed.

Made me think…”Wow, if you know what it takes to keep up for how long you live, that’s amazing!”

     It even made me be super inspired to even think about getting married. I mean after what had happened to my parents about 9 years ago, it had made me think to never get married or even think about at all. But I only believe when the time does come through…I will say, “I do.”

Hehe. I mean what are your point of views? I really believe that you just have to learned each other’s ways of keeping each other together interested. But everyone is different. Hopefully the one I love is the one to make me happy until I die.

Always,

Panda

Current Mood:  Panic!!

Holy smokin’ freakin’ crap!!!!!

Last year was super awesome, but I think it could have been better. LOL. This year its going to the super best! Because my boyfriend and I are going to cosplay as characters from Vampire Knight. Yay! its going to be so cool! ^-^   I’m going to be Yuki and my boyfriend is going to be Zero.

Like the picture shows. Hehehe! But today I am at my mother’s house [for about my previous entry I got over it] because she said that she would help me fix my cosplay costume for some final touches. Hopefully before expo I will have the finale pictures! Hehe.

        Yup, Anime Expo is just around the corner. I got the hotel covered, expenses covered, stuff needed for my cosplay outfit covered, and plans made out. I guess its just that as closer it gets the more I freak out LOL.

     Hope everything turns out good. I’ll keep ya updated!  >_<;;

                                           Always,

                                              Panda